Hi my name's Bernie & I'm pretty bald;
I delight only in bright weather & smart conversation. I'm pretty brilliant thanks very much. I have such a bad reputation, everyone always says "everyone says you're a bitch" trust me, I'm really not all that bad, just no-one gives me the chance to show them otherwise. I really don't have much to say you haven't heard before, I'm a cliche, I like photography, music, chillin' with my homies & parties. I pretty much adore shopping, I buy something new once a week with my mummy or friends. I hate people who wear the same things everytime I see them, it pisses me off. Nice guys finish last so I stopped being that pushover a long time ago, don't expect me to wait around for a friendship to stay afloat if all you do is mess me around. I found a new love for Prison Break recently, I love TV now, I use to hate it but it's pretty much all I do in the evenings now, fuck the PC! I got ITV dramas to keep me company! I've got so much planned out for the next year or so, & I'm really gonna work harder to achieve everything I didn't this year. All I gotta do is not have more surgery & I'm free as a bird to do as I please :). Things are alright.
30/9/06 ♥
"You got me tripping off the walls."
There's lots of relationships you have where you think "wow, yeah, this one's the one" two weeks later you break up. Funnily enough, I know this one is something special & not a "we just say it for the hell of it now we're gonna break up" relationship. I don't throw around the word love because it's used way too liberally these days, but this boy gives me a reason to say it repeatedly. No-one else would put up with me like he does, I am such a hoebag to him yet he still tells me he loves me.. sometimes, the rest of the time he looks at me absolutely disgusted because I pull such rank faces. He is so fantastic in every way to be honest. Everything I want to type would sound so cliche so I'll just stick to facts. I love him, plain & simply. No overdone phrases or fancy gestures, I love him. He's got the most beautiful eyes in the world, I love it when I wake up & he's been watching me (not in the creepy way). I love his body & his soft little belly & how warm it feels when we cuddle. I love waking up next to him in the morning, or waking him up because I can't sleep anymore. He actually makes the best breakfast. I love all the little things he does that he doesn't realise he's doing, he pokes his tongue out when he's concentrating sometimes & when something happy happens on the TV he'll start smiling, it's so cute. He pretty much gets me more than anyone else & it's taken me a long time to find that. He's addictive like a drug, I'll be angry at him one minute then I'll just wanna jump on him & cuddle him or kiss him because I miss seeing him smile. I'm never going to give up on us because this is something worth fighting for.
18 months of ecstasy with my forever boy.
