They want me Dead (even Hollywood reported it) |
Kill me first: pussiessuck this death . . . . . . . . I am Love°mæbe i'll fórever be discónnected+cónnected with the beautiful Sulfate|mórphine.hæ love, give'em hell ist.x ó ...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Sat, 31 May 2008 02:19:00 PST |
Who’s been sleeping and weeping in My brain-cells? |
there mus be more to death, than this? i wanna take a small romantic-narcotic'ized stumble to the fucking moon!I'm so fucked.I feel like I just dropped off the earth, I realized no one that I once con...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Thu, 22 May 2008 10:27:00 PST |
Off to Rehab...... |
Well, I have finally thought it through and am going into Inpatient-rehab for Suboxone treatment for my addiction and getting help for my other Mental issues, Wish me luck guys, I'm finally facing up ...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Mon, 05 May 2008 03:46:00 PST |
Thank God for Mental-fuck up’s. |
feel that I am completely incapable of reaching the inlightment I once sought. I feel I am so far away from it now.I'm destroying myself. who am I anyways?
..TR>
I guess I could just say I was na...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 08:46:00 PST |
Relationship stuff. . |
whats up with relationships?more and more everydayi just think they are down right fucking stupid.there are so few people, who DONT rush into thingsthere is barely anyone who gets to know themselves m...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 04:38:00 PST |
Cold March Rain |
its been far to long since I kissed someone.I'm getting really angry at a certain emo fuck and I think that if he doesnt start being nicer I might actually have to be mean and hit him.I got drunk as f...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 04:37:00 PST |
So long World |
fate will not invite the perfect girl into your world, make you're music better. fate will not help you get off heroin/speed/cocaine, or make that perfect girl stay in love with you.life is cruel...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 01:35:00 PST |
Your friendly neighborhood friend; Matt |
i feel an emptiness, a sadness. its me.......
always second guessing. always questioning myself.
love is not that magic feeling you see in movies.
love is ugly and scarred.
love is a zombie.
it is dea...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 09:46:00 PST |
Life of Sin - Hookah Bars; Getting arrested; Drugs...Florida! |
It's a yin and yang type of deal. I had the most amazing, romantic time with Amanda[the panda ha[, yet I was very depressed when we were lying in bed for some reason, i just wnated to die in her arms ...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 11:25:00 PST |
With Hell so near. |
The good news is i had a fun weekend[somewhat, friday blew-big dick, but today was pretty good. thanks Red Wine + pills] and am in a good mood. ;)
The bad news is that i didn't rel...
Posted by Matt (VERSCHRIKKING = will fuckyouup!) on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 08:38:00 PST |
