Carlin

Whats up everyone??? Well a little something about me is this. I was raised in San Bernardino but now stay in Victorville. Sometimes I think about going back down but something always seems to hold me back. Look im a nice guy and I get along with alot of people, I have no enemys, but once you lose my friendship, you dont get it back, guy or girl. I dont care how fine the girl is. I'm always myself and treat everyone the same. I dont try to come off mean trust me cuz im not a mean person at all, but I dont trust people and I dont really believe what they say to me until I get to know them better. After all the shit i've been threw, I was forced into being like this. Well besides that I like to go out (drink alot) meet people and stuff like that. Im single and NOT LOOKING. People seem to think that I hook up with alot of girls, but on the real, I know alot of girls but there just friends. They seem to like my friendship I think because they can see that im not just looking to get in there pants like most guys are. I've only had one relationship and it was great. I learned alot from it and unlike most people, when it ended about 2 years ago, it ended on good terms, no drama. Every once in awhile I'll meet a girl that I get intrested in and i'll want to get to know better, but I always end up geting done dirty. I dont hate women. I have alot of female friends. I just dont have any faith in them anymore when it comes to what I would want in a relationship. Trust me that I would trade in alot of shit in my life if I could have that one special lady. She just doesnt seem to exsist. That nice guy stuff doesnt seem to work. It just doesnt seem worth it. From now on I pretty much just lost all faith in that stuff. I dont believe in soulmates or fairy tales or happy endings. I just like to make friends now. MAYBE (AND THATS A BIG MAYBE) God will bless me with someone somewhere down the line, but for now, I have a Iron wall around my heart. Ok thats out of the way. lol Im a fun person to be around. I really dont show it when something is bothering me cuz I dont like people to feel sorry for me. I like to have a good time, joke around.It helps keep my mind off of things. Im a good friend and the Realist person you'll ever meet. Im always honest if you like it or not. I hope I didnt scare anybody with this. Trust me if you get to know me, im pretty sure you'll enjoy my friendship. Im sure theres not many people out there like me. Im mostly on here to promote, but if someone intrest me, then who knows. Take care, God Bless...