cHeLseA....

.. . . . || S i c K . S a D . W o R L d || I am a mysterious dreamer.As if theworld was not already confusing, my subconsciousis very deep. Sometimes I wake up, heartbeating fast, and I do not know what justhappened. I have a strong psychic sense and sometimes that can make it hard for me to actually get the meaning of my dreams, they are very deep, and are strangely important. I often find myself dwelling on them.I say things like "eternally yours in darkness" and "love and darkness" and "may the eternal darkness of the abyss enrapture and enshroud you in its infernal sickly sweet embrace.I don't use fabric softener, because I like pain.a little rain cloud follows me wherever I go and rains on me.IM D REAL CLOUD ACTUALLY!!!!hihihihih....i think electrical tape is a FASHION ACCESSORY...IN PRESCHOOL,all my drawings wer titled "DEATH"!!!even in high school,my school papers were titled "DEATH"!!( I wonder if my dog's collar would look better on me)=)When i was born, i asked for a light for my clove.I ate a Happy Meal . . . because I like to live dangerous!!! nobody understands me, especially when I say WEIRD AND CREEPY STUFFS..but maybe bcoz IM PROFOUND LNG..it seems dat everythin bout me is very deep!when I was born the doctor slapped me and i didn't cry.can u believe it???i can stil remember my past.....my PAINFUL PAST...wheewww...dat was rilly great....living with people buried and undead…my BLACK is BLACKER dan yor BLACK..i call it black-black. whenever I walk into a room, all the lights go out. I wear sunglasses when I open the refrigerator. I don't paint my nails black--I bash them with a hammer. I died and didn't notice.do I look like a witch??? whenever I knock on somebody's door they give me candy. when I stop pouting, people ask, what are YOU so happy about when I go outside, the sun sets. I don't take my medications for my major depression, so I can be more gothe. when I smile people ask me what's wrong. I listen to The Sisters of Mercy and Bauhaus simultaneously at midnight in a graveyard sitting in a pentagram surrounded by candles . . . and oh, there's a full moon . . . and then I die. And then I come back to life. And then I die again . . . tragically. I have actually seriously uttered the phrase, "the darkest dark of the dark darkness." I don't have a pulse=).tan lines are a sin. I was adopted by the Addams family. people keep asking me if I feel okay. the dark is scared of ME. I spend every waking moment, every breath, in contemplation of ggothe. The totality of my being is at one with the essence of gothe. I know how to spell siouxsie & d banshees correctly. lightning strikes whenever I count things. MUH-HA-HA-HA! in kindergarten I sang woe, woe, woe your boat... colors fade away when I am nearby. I only eat things that are burnt, because they're black….when I was little, I thought funeral processions were parades. when our teacher told us to write the declaration of independence, I wrote the declaration of sindependence!!!! I sleep with my hands crossed on my chest! crucifixes shudder when I walk by. SERIOUSLY,I AM OBNOXIOUS AND HATEFUL-A DISGRACE TO MY FAMILY!they made me feel unworthy and useless...growing up knowing i was unwanted has been hell!!!i would have suffered a lot less if my life had ended while i was still juz a clump of cells.I AM SO POSITIVE YOU'D BE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME....there's a heavy burden in mah hart and u knw its weighing me down!!!something dat oppresses me...and i know wat it is....i have to believe dat love means nothing.so dat d idea of giving up or giving in will never cross my mind...you'll never be able to remove all d pains u bestowed me..or even if u cud,no words wud be fit to explain it...U BETRAYED ME!!!!!!!!!!thanx to u u made me stronger and better..im still determined and up until now im still breathing and dreaming and living.....The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous) High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very Low
Level 7 (Violent) Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Low
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
What does mah birth month reveal about me?
January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize.i think dats true but i consider criticism as a lesson that we all need to learn. Hardworking and productive.i guess i am...maybe a good entrepreneur someday..haha Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal??NOT THIS TIME.Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
MY 7 Deadly Sins!!!!
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Hell is my destiny!
Hell? am i wicked???
Which form of Satanism suits me?
Satanic Dabbler
By far, the most annoying and most over-used method of Satanism. It's followers blend elements copied from religious Satanism, ceremonial Magic, Wiccan, and other neopagan traditions, goddess worship, various Occult traditions, and any other useful source of rituals the followers may find. It is most commonly found among rebellious teenagers and young adults, generally for a short time. Some look upon Satanism as a method of rebelling against their parents' beliefs. It is usually a passing fad that they quickly outgrow. Satanic Dabblers have no connection with Religious Satanists.
my CHAOS GOD..
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Nurgle
Nurgle, The lord of decay, is present at every lingering death, every slow working disese which slowly kills, every ounce of infection is caused by him. His champions feel no pain for they have suffered plagues and famines that would kill lesser mortals. Their guts are swollen and bloated, their skin tearing at the slightest touch. Absolutely disgusting, i can make u sick literally
MY DOOMSDAY CuLt....
Solar Temple
Solar Temple had branches in many countries. Out of the 74 people who died as a result of this cult, no one knows exactly how many were suicide and how many were murder. I like to die by fire, and can't wait to explore my brand-new planet.
My PAGAN JeweLrY...
Bat
i am the Bat, whispering through the darkest night, unseen by anyone, alone, mysterious and silent, in all my dark glory.