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Suicide King

A King Of Pawns

About Me

i am at 3:35, and 3:14 with Byrd of Preyswing away"We know nothing about love, until we let it rebuild us-after it was utterly destroyed us" -Me..."People think it must be fun to be a super genius, but they don..t realize how hard it is to put up with all the idiots in the world." -- Calvin & Hobbes..."live life love laugh and give back. positivity is a necessity" -A King Of Pawns..."beautiful people arent meant to be kept. they are meant to be kept beautiful" -Shep...easily, i am a constant variable. i am straight from left field. i try to be everything to everyone, which kills me in the end-but thats what happens.until then...
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My Interests

i like...thrift stores...old jewlery...putting on dryer fresh clothes...peanut butter and jelly waffle sandwiches...eating popcorn kernels...leather and spikes...playing my guitar and smoking my hooka EVERYWHERE i can...trench coats and big boots, with buckles--the more buckles the better...i love quality people...BURNING MAN...leaning into the turn when i drive...getting my hair pulled...the inch right below the surface of water...street musicians who ooze with soul...contageous smiles...biting...doing mazes backwards...pool and ping pong are two sports i would play 24-7 if i could...old people who cuss alot (the older and more vulgur the better)...i boast with great confidence that I AM THE ONLY ONE IN THE WORLD THAT SMOKES HOOKAH IN THEIR CAR-WHILE DRIVING. to this day i breath playa dust from the thunder dome
You are Wrath/Anger! Wow... who got you so mad huh ?? You have serious
anger issues!! with a rage that seems somewhat
deadly, and a temper that is easily raised, you
are by far the scariest sin. You tend to let
the little things get to you, and are stressed
fairly easily - and woe be it to any of your
enemies. On the positive side, you're
independent, powerful and a definite leader, if
you could just control your moods! Congratulations on being the toughest!! ...and the
most independent of all the 7 deadly sins!

?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??
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Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone."When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Music:

imma strings man, i play ukulele, guitar, and violin. id love to play in an orchestra, and play that deeply disturbing, someones watching you from a distance kinda music (Midnight Syndicate), or that violent bring down their walls and burn the city to the ground divide and conquer kina classical music (Requiem, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Amadeus Soundtrack/Final Smith Fight from Matrix Revolutions/Flight of the Valkerie), not that prancy shit. my study music has a wide range from Opera (Full Diva's Mix, EmmaChaplin & Sarah Brightman, Fith Element Soundtrack/Mariah Callas in Carmen), Acoustic Metal (Black Label Society, T.A.Z. is a must hear), Moonlight Sonata 3rd movement is an ear orgasm, String Quartet's tributes to many cover songs (Tool:Aenema, System Of A Down:Toxicity, Led Zeplins), Jazz (Dave Brubeck's Quartet: Take Five, The Seat Belt's Tank! Cowboy Bebop ThemeSong), Drum Circle sounds from all over the world (African Percussion, Japanese Taiko Drums, Eastern Belly Dancing), Beatnick Hippie "Peace Orchestra" and Portis Head, Hip Hop Instrumental Beats (Mobb Deep:Animal Beats, etc.) Violin serenities such as the piece played on the beach of Queen Of the Damned, Game Themes (Classical Score of The Ledgend of Zelda, Castlevania, and original Ryu stage of SFII, Mega Man theme song), and ill stop with my all time favorite Blues (JIMMI HENDRIX: ONCE I HAD A WOMAN- BLues Album, Stevie Ray Vaughn for his 12 string acoustic jamming, Muse:Niche, The Last Harmonica Blues on the way to the chair: Cowboy Bebop) and yes FUNK is definately implied and thats only my study music. the closest i come to country would be the live rock-a-billy i was so honored to hear while shrooming at thev very center of the playa, right under the man......."we are the music makers, we are the dreamers of dreams"~ Willy Wonka

Movies:

any movie that fux wichyo mind. if you have any good selections lemme know...fight club, return to oz, nightmare b4 christmas (ANYTHING tim burton), ledgend of the dark crystal, the whole matrix story line including the animatrix..., memento, anything jonny depp, requem for a dream, pi (y'know 3.1414242525whatever), uh vanilla sky, 13th warrior, fist of legend, the bruce lee story, only the strong, independant films, quinn terantino films (dope writer/director), serendipity (my little sin), resident evil, queen of the damned, ok a couple more, from hell, the others, the beach, benny & joon, drop ded fred, damnit thats enough. KILL BILL I & II, LOTR, LAST SAMURAI...ghost in a shell, amelie, the edukators (german film), Mrs. Frisbee and the Rats Of Nhym, TROY "IS THERE NO ONE ELSE?", fried green tomatoes, sin city, and for those of you who bothered to read all this way down, the color purple is the only movie that ever made me cry. i hated danny glover, and i'd kill him dead i would

Television:

at any given time, my tv is most likely on adult swim. right now im watching myth busters (its saturday tv), then there's discovery channel, built for the kill, independant film channel, comedy central, football, tennis, pool/ping pong tournaments, martial arts, oh spike tv, MXC "dont get eliminated!" family guy religiously, and now this ; XBOX 360 Battle field II, Geometry Wars (its cooler than it sounds)

Books:

the celestine prophecies, ancient wisdom for modern ignrance, death of a salesman, the bed side guide to dreams, where the side walk ends, calvin & hobbes, "brain candy", catcher in the rye. the meaning of witchcraft, bedside guide to dreams interpretation, Dan Browns' DaVinciCode thats next on the list...look into it mrs frisbee and the rats of nhym the curious writer, no go the bogey man, Freuds' second volume to personal development and growth, a beat to a new drum

Heroes:

oh oh, i was just talkin about this... gwen stephani and jimmi hendrix all in one! aaaahhh, im drooling.....fukin GWENDRIX! hell ya kick my fukin ass! heros and heroin(s)
You are acid. Lysergic Acid Diethylamine, or LSD,
is one of the first man-made hallucinogens.
NOt that you care, just sit back and look at
the pretty colors.
What Drug Are You?
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K Kinky
I Industrious
N Nice
G Gloomy
O Odd
F Fun
P Principled
A Adventurous
W Witty
N Nerdy
S Shocking
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My Blog

the smaller things

i was watching anthony bourdin's "no reservations" tv show, where he traveled to lebanon and got stuck in a war. lebanese militia killed and captured israli soldiers, and instead of filming a travel s...
Posted by Suicide King on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:31:00 PST

you know what?

its about GOD DAMN time i get back to me being my damn self. its not much but thats all i got when no ones looking. i mean, all this time i wished for someone to spend this life with, but every fukin ...
Posted by Suicide King on Sat, 17 May 2008 11:38:00 PST

help

cried the man who fell from the top of the world. to no avail he empties his lungs, clawing at haunting thoughts so thick that it seems to slow him down. his heart is thinning as he falls further and ...
Posted by Suicide King on Tue, 06 May 2008 12:47:00 PST

live life, love, laugh, and give back

as bad as things may seem now, i am actually very fucking  lucky and totally grateful to be where i am, and that i am able to enjoy life with people who live life, love, laugh, and give...
Posted by Suicide King on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 01:58:00 PST

life is always good, we just dont always see it that way (generally)

  on a more personal note, im always jumping at the chance to be a better person. not to act like a better person, but to BE a better person. in this particular context, i have a long hard fight ...
Posted by Suicide King on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 01:52:00 PST

,

most recently, the one closest to me has been gonig through a rough time. so much that at a time, she felt like giving up on life, on everything. i tried my best to putt the positive spin on things, b...
Posted by Suicide King on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 06:47:00 PST

Summary of the Seven Natural Laws of Love

Summary of the Seven Natural Laws of Love * Love is its own law. Let love be your guiding principle. When in doubt, listen to your heart. Don't allow mental concepts, beliefs, or assumptions that are ...
Posted by Suicide King on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 04:32:00 PST

it was a beautiful cove...

...with modest waves of cobalt glass, pillowed by soft white sand, and a rich forest lined with Pele's hair. i remember being able to see it from a birds eye view for some reason. the water was inviti...
Posted by Suicide King on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:58:00 PST

dark matter

its the invisible cosmic glue that is believed to keep galaxies from spinning apart. its thought to give off no light or heat and is believed to exist because of its gravitational pull on stars &...
Posted by Suicide King on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 03:30:00 PST

un-noble

this morning, i have done something im not too proud of. this morning i fought my cousin. i initiated it. i used to be an angry person, but i have worked many years to fight this animalistic...
Posted by Suicide King on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 07:53:00 PST