*BaJeNgErS 08*

MY PAST I hide behind a mask You can't see my face Looking at first glance I'm in a happy place The truth is, that's a lie But you can't really tell that in the back of my mind I think the world should rot in hell What's the point of living If we are all going to die What's the point of being happy If in the end we're going to cry But this is something no one sees This is something no one knows And yet deep inside of me This feeling of hatred grows So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me, I use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see.my path I am a warrior who holds the key to my path For it is I to choose left or right I can clear the hindrances and obstacles With the right belief and strength For such warrior, there is no fear, and no holding back. I know as a warrior, I do not give up, but go to the path I chose. Right or wrong. For I have a purpose. For that reason I live. Battles I face each day of my life. I have more losses than wins But as a warrior in life I know that The only way to success and salvation Is failure. For I now know, to beat the enemy. I must endure and be in defeat As a warrior, there is no success at all times. For at defeat of my enemies I then hold advantage. I have suffered, and endured defeat. For this time I will not make the same mistakes, and stand back up against them all. As a warrior I desire more to fail. So I'll be able to see my wrong and learn tactics to defeat my enemies. For I know failure is not the end, but delineates the area I have lacked in my battles. For I am a true warrior! Life is a gift. We choose what we do with this gift.Many of us choose to use our gift to its fullest potential, while others choose to abuse their gift, and hurt others gifts.Sometimes, we forget how important others gifts are, and at times even our own gift. For the most part, we treat our gift and others gifts with compassion and understanding, love and forgiveness.It is important to understand everyone's gift is individual. We all have our own wrapping paper. Each one of our gifts is special, and no one has the right to criticize one's wrapping paper, or gift. There are no two gifts alike. Even if the wrapping paper looks the same, Look Closely, It Is Not. Everyone's wrapping paper has its individuality.This gift is good. Our gifts are good.In a world where there is so much war, anger, grudges against one another, famine, and catastrophic events, we must not forget how good our gift truly is. We need to come together and realize that our gift was given to share with others. We can make the difference. There is no room for grudges or hate. If we all come together and work together to create diversity, this gift we have will be Awesome! Eventually in time, others will follow, and soon our gift will combine with others I am a child of destiny destinied to have a goal goal to be successfull successful in everything I doEverything I do that is right what is right that will make me a model A model that won't be intimidated Intimidated by everybodyFor everybody won't lead me to my destiny without my destiny I won't have a goal without a goal, I won't be successful without my success, I will do nothingwith nothing, nothing is right when nothing is right I won't be a model without being a model, I will be intimidated Intimidated by everybody when everybody is nothing. Here in the middle of my life I look back on joy and strife,I wonder where the path now leads, Here in the middle of my life.There is much I have yet to do, There is much I have yet to see,Will God grant me precious time, Here in the middle of my life?I've loved and I've lost I've loved and I've won,Life has been full to now, The years that are leftAre precious to me I pray I will use them well.Here in the middle of my life, I am wiser than I used to be.Serene as a peaceful dove No time for hate, just love.Now in the middle of my life, I will live and love totally,If I meet you along life's way We will live fully every day.Here in the middle of my life I stop to see moments of time,Like mountains left to climb, How many left for me?Here in the middle of my life.I have a wall you cannot see Because it's deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And lets my emotions hide You can’t reach in You can’t reach out And you wonder what its all aboutThis wall I have that you can’t see Results from what was done to me Each time my heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So brick by brick I built this wall I made it so thick it will not fallI know this process will be slow For its never easy to let things go For just by brick by brick I laid With every hurt and every pain It's really hard to let you In Thinking I might get hurt againSo brick by brick this wall will break As love replaces every ache This wall has fallen and I am free But some of the debris is still Deep inside of meSTYLEa.searchlinkSmall:link{color:000000} a.searchlinkSmall:active{color:000000} a.searchlinkSmall:visited{color:000000} a.searchlinkSmall:hover{color:000000}