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Destined to die alone

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Well, lets start out with this. I'm living in A VAN DOWN BY THE RIVER!!! Its a really sweet van though, cuz it has a sunroof and stuff. Besides that though, I'm a student at Bradley Academy. I make little money, so I'm selling my body on the side. I used to drive a 1995 Nissan 240sx. I loved it, and still do. I plan to get another one down the road, sooner rather than later. For the most part, i live a timid life, but I like to splurge here and there. I go out when I feel like it, but my laziness consumes me. I love movies, games, sports and life in general, even if it can get shitty at times and by at times, I mean almost always. I'm single....and I don't know, honestly, if I can ever be tied down. Tied up maybe, but tied down is pushing it. I think its a combination of I'm scared of commitment and well....I'm scared of commitment. That and how do I know she'd be the right one? If I spend 5 years with someone and it turns out their not the right person, thats a wasted 5 years you know? Yeah I'd come out of it with more expeience and things in life I hadn;t done before, but in those 5 years I could of let Mrs. Right pass me by. Enough of the sappy shit though, down to what you really want to know. If i were a word in the dictionary, my definition would say: Eric [Eh-Rick]- Awe inspiring; see Awesome for complete definition. Snow+240=Fun

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My Interests

Geez, where do I start? My interests range from just about every sport, aside from the gay ones like curling wtf? I love to play with my car, hang out with whoever whenever. I love women, thats a main one there, god I love women ;) I'm in a tech school for art, how fun. I attempt to create Kickass music with my boy kevin. I also do still animations on the computer and am currently learning flash. I looooove taking photo's of nature( I know, corny, but i like it) I guess I'll add more here as it comes to me. Road trips have become a fun part of my life too. Sometimes 2 hours, other times 20+ But even to just see the United States, unedited with your own eyes is quite a thrill.

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Constellations : Which one are you?
Delphinus, the dolphin. You're the fun of the party. Always playful, Delphinus is always ready to make someone happy. Your power is amusement. Your animal is (obviously) the dolphin.
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code I guess I listen to more dance than anything, but I delve into hip hop, r&b, rock, alternative, and yes, I even like some....and when i say some, i mean very little.....emo...Basically, I listen to anything that peaks my interests.Now onto a List of bands etc. i like.Daft Punk, Everclear, Chemical Brothers, Bassment Jaxx, Sasha, ATB, Miss Jane, Fatboy Slim, Moby, Paolo Nutini, John Mayer, Nappy Roots, Bubba Sparxxx, Timbaland, JT, Paramore, Fallout Boy, K&E, Hoobastank, Incubus, Busta Rhymes, Linkin Park, Fort Minor, Jurrasic 5, AAF, Cassius, Coldpay, DMB, Dido, Dirty Vegas, Gorillaz, Iio, Jimmy Eat World, Kanye West, Nelly Furtado, RHC, Prodigy, Royksopp. As you can tell I started looking at my Ipod playlist :) I'll add more later...oh yes, theres more.

Movies:

I love all the animated movies like toy story, bug's life, the incredibles and all the like. I love the kill bill movies, underworld, spiderman, x1-3. Ferngully is the shit yo! I love comedy, and thats most fo what I own, comedy & action, which makes jackie chan my perfect man if i was gay, or even if I'm not, I'd still have his baby. Wedding crashers is fucking hilarious, along with all vince and will's shit, same with the wilson bro's love all their movies too. I rent probably a movie a day from blockbuster, so i watch alot of movies, its ridiculous. Eternal Sunshine, Science of Sleep, Equilibrium, The Matrix Trilogy, Transporter 1&2, The One, TMNT 1-3 and the animated. Knocked up, Superbad, All of Jim Carrey's work. Ask me about any movie of the past 5 odd years and I'll probably be able to give you my review of it :)

Television:

I watch the rw/rr challenges on mtv, wild n out, american dad, family guy, drawn together, futurama. I'll watch any cartoons, i own all the angry beavers seasons, love all the old nicktoons like ren & stimpy, catdog, rocko, god i love that shit. Heroes is an awesome show so far and i find myself watching lifetime for stilling standing, and *gasp* reba. According to jim.....of course football oh shit and nip/tuck just got into that this season. i think i watch too much tv. Top chef is good, the pickup artist was good too, got to see some of the old me in that one. Home Improvement is still funny as is Grounded for life.

Books:

I have 48 laws of power, flash for dummies, and for school its the PhotoShop/InDesign/Illustrator Bibles. of course my favorite all time book is Where the Wild Things Are. I know you're looking for deep meaningful titles here, which I have atleast one of, but nothing beats a good Dr. Suess book, and I mean nothing.

Heroes:

I'd have to say my hero is SpiderMan, I mean he is just awesome, and He also got me an A+ in english for one of my papers where I told his story of him saving me from that menacing Double 1/4lber. On the real though, The every day people in society are my heroes. You know the ones, down on their luck, busting ass just to get by and feel the green grass on the other side. Their an inspiration every single day. Its fuckers like that Chris Crocker that are looking for approval that make those people work 10x harder. He cries on a webcam and gets a TV deal, yet that mother of 3 who lost her husband in a car accident still works 80 hours between 2 jobs just to scrape by and feed her family. I used to work with a guy who fought in world war 2. Why in the fuck does he have to work? i would give him my fucking paycheck every week if i could afford to. He had to come out of retirement to work because his wife had a stroke and he needs to pay bills. He is an awesome guy and there is no fucking reason for him to have to work after he served this country and put in his time already. See what you did myspace? You got me started on listing my heroes and now I'm in a rant. basically, what I'm saying is, Fuck all of you myspace celebrities that want something for nothing, go choke on a big fat sausage crocker. You heard me, choke on it.

My Blog

Knowledge through failure

Love without trust is a broken affair, leaving not a single piece to spare.To ease my soul I force myself to let you go. Not a single tear will roll down my face because this pain is too personal for ...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 01:19:00 PST

Hype Machine

Destined to die aloneA fate no one should have to holdBut beneath the darkness and beyond the light, in clear view you can gaze upon this hollow sight. My life on blast, I fool you as well as I fool m...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:31:00 PST

To the cute girl in my marketing class :)

Happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy!A little white bunny hopped in the forest having the time of his life. He found a squirrel and they became best friends forever and ever. One like carrots and t...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 07:15:00 PST

Can I fix me?

I think I've pinpointed my issue. I have no doubter's, no naysayers, no one against me. Not a single person i know doubts my ability to do what I'm currently pursuing. They are all supportive and I ha...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 10:15:00 PST

Letter to Myself

You're here for yourself, no one else. You're falling because of yourself, no one else. No one was ever really there to push you and now unconsciously thats all you really want. You want to stop being...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:02:00 PST

My baby was raped!

Last night my car was broken into. they shattered the window, tore up the dash, bent the radio brackets and the like. then they went under the hood and took the intake. damage is around $1000 maybe mo...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:07:00 PST

Heart and Mind

More emo.....I made the change that was needed more than some may think. I left hell for heaven, but landed somewhere inbetween. It's worse than where i was cuz i can see where i need to be. Its just ...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Sat, 12 May 2007 07:02:00 PST

The days of yesteryear

So, I've been emo lately and here are the results.The Days of YesteryearThoughts running rampid through my mind like a busting dam. It's gotten so bad that I wish for the days of yesteryear. I want no...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Sat, 12 May 2007 06:23:00 PST

Lost.

Everything right now feels so surreal. I want to close my eyes and click my heels back to before all this, but i know this journey is mine to take. Its just a hard pill to swallow. For the first time ...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 05:39:00 PST

i guess this proves it

I tried the whoel working while going to school fulltime 36 odd hours a week. I found out quick that a job killed my will and motivation. By then time i fixed that i was behind big time in 3 classes. ...
Posted by Destined to die alone on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 04:52:00 PST