Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath!

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Trista --
[adjective]:
Visually addictive
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.comWhere to start.. hmm... i am obsessed with music and everything to do with it. A friend of mine once told me that one day I will rule the music industry... what a smart man he is,lol. I have a passion for dreaming. I'm headstrong and never take no for an answer. I'm rarely shy so if I act that way around you then you're something special. I'm unsure when it comes to emotions. I'm always confused. I say stupid random things out of nowhere. A lot of people tell me I should be a comedian because I'm so funny, but oddly enough I don't try to be. My teachers and close friends think that I was a lawyer in my past life. I'm good at arguing and I never lose. I'm very opinionated and love to debate. I like to know what's going on the world. Oh and my thoughts on Bush: Sit on it and spin biotch! Don't fight me on this one. I never really have any money but when I do it goes to support music, whether it be local shows or school programs. I'm making this world a better place little by little and when I pass I know one day I'll be remembered for my effort. I'm a poet... published since I was twelve. I don't get too close to people. I have frequent anxiety panic attacks. I have to know my surroundings at all times. I stare. I'm constantly looking around. I'm an abstract thinker. I can tell things about people by looking at pictures. i think outside "the box". Oh and bullybuttons are funny... random... hmmm. Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

Likes: Music, hair, dye, makeup, eyeliner in general, red nail polish, mosh pits, hardcore dancers, musicians, writing, singing, dancing like a dork, sculpting, doodling, day dreaming, green eyes, sleeping in all day, saturday nights, being nervous, getting angry, hitting things, getting kicked out of anger managment, being home in Arizona, quarter machine rings, buttons, kissing, touching, hands, space... etc.

I'd like to meet:

Who I want to meet!--Someone real. --Someone who will let me be me. --Every local musician and artist. --Someone who is as obsessed with music as me. --People who can sing and play at the same time. --Someone who will spin around in circles with me. --People who aren't afraid to act and look a little different. --Everyone on my friends list. --Someone who makes me laugh. --Someone who I can stand to be with longer than an hour(very hard). Ami... oooh...his atittude makes me excited lol and his body's..uh.. yeah. Oh and Kat Von D cuz she's hot shit and my dream girl by what i can tell lol.Not looking for romance or love.

Music:

I dont restrict myself to one type of music. I love it all! Ok well not all of it. I can't stand rap. But uh here are a few off the top of my head..... SELAH P.R.!!!! FIVE GOOD REASONS, UNDER ENUFF, UGLY LITTER, 800 OCTANE, Countdown to Life, She (my Arson), Street Light Cardiacs, Pistolita. uM i SUPPORT OUr LOCAL MUSIC LIKE MAD.... KEEP IT GOING GUYS!, NEKROMANTIX, A PERFECT CIRLCE, AS I LAY DYING, UNDEROATH, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, DISTILLERS, Orgy, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, THRICE, NOFX, NIRVANA, ALKALINE TRIO, ANTI FLAG, TAKING BACK SUNDAY, THE USED, glassjaw, BOUNCING SOULS, THE CASUALTIES, THE BRIGGS, the yeah yeah yeahs, SNEAKER PIMPS, FINCH, THE RAMONES, GO BETTY GO, RANCID, LOWER CLASS BRATS, DEVOTCHKAS, SELF DESTRUCT, VIRUS, DEFIANCE, CLIT 45, A GLOBAL THREAT, UNSEEN, THE DONNAS, ROSES ARE RED, IT DIES TODAY, JULIETTE AND THE LICKS, FLOGGING MOLLY, GREEN DAY, OPERATION IVY, The F-Ups, NOFX, The Kicks, Hawthorne Heights, The Early November, Hidden In Plain View, Further Seems Forever, Emery, Beloved, Dead Poetic, Anberlin, MeWithoutYou, Norma Jean, Spoken, FM Static, AND WAY TOO MANY MORE..... when it comes to singing... well I can sing ANYTHING, i like to sing jazz, swing, and blues...but I dont listen to it that much

Television:

The only thing I watch regularly these days is Miami Ink. Afterall, watching it made me a lot more relaxed when it came to my first tatoo, lol.

My Blog

interesting... silly blog things... maybe, maybe not...

The Keys to Your Heart ..http://images.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/heart.jpg " height="100" width="100">You are attracted to obedience and warmth.In love, you feel the most alive when your...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:20:00 PST

Yes Cassie can relate... lol

U've been waiting so long, I'm here to answer your calls I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all I've been so busy, but I've been thinking 'bout- what I wanna do wit you I know them other ...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 03:04:00 PST

Your Worst Mistake...

Shotgun kiss from me to you and nothing more its strange to hear you sound like you dont need me anymore but hearts and thoughts in the cradle fall apart and melt away no time for a reaction just the ...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 08:49:00 PST

Some men... lol

Sexy noises turn me on and onTalk to me and you can't go wrongI love the sound of your voice when you make love to meAnd you caress my lips with your tongueLove it when you whisper down my ears (oooo,...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 01:11:00 PST

Random... lots of AFRAIDS

You wanna spread your wings but you're not sure Dont wanna leave your comfort jus wanna find a cure We afraid of who we see in the mirror We wanna let go but it feels too pure Who wants to be alone in...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 02:25:00 PST

Someday I'll wanna hear it...

Well I don't mind waiting 'til you're comfortable with me But what's it gonna take to prove that I'm for real? 'Cause you know how I feel about you You know I can't live without you I just wanna stay ...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 02:03:00 PST

dont read it.

You can take your picture off your shelf You can go around all by yourself You can tell the others that we're through But darling, I know one thing you can't do You can never stop me loving you You c...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Thu, 18 May 2006 09:43:00 PST

Somewhere down the road... hey i can still dream.

We had the right love At the wrong time Guess I always knew inside I wouldn't have you for a long time Those dreams of yours Are shining on distant shores And if they're calling you away I have no r...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Thu, 18 May 2006 09:31:00 PST

My Dream... that will never come true...

I know when I closeMy eyes tonightOff to different places And timeI hope I travel back toThe time that youWere mineIf only for a little whileIt will seem so realWell look into eachEach others eyesAnd ...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Sat, 13 May 2006 02:13:00 PST

So it's just stuck in my head and should be stuck in everyone else's too lol

Every step I take in this world seems to sink- As if im sleepwalking and the light i see is fading. to concede my defeat would be bliss to me. my vision begins to fade; a tunnel around my sight. the f...
Posted by Im Breaking Down,Losing Myself,I Can't Breath! on Tue, 09 May 2006 11:58:00 PST