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Gelfling

play me no games, tell me no lies, and you'll get to keep your tounge and eyes.

About Me


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I'm a woman with a lot of wounds she working to heal.I'm someone whose caused pain to those I love, and been hurt immeasurably by those she's loved. I'm working on a lot of things within myself.I am also up front and open.Though I trust too soon with some people. I'm working on that.I love passionately and intensely. I guess I could say I'm not for the faint of heart.It's been put through hell one time too many. Broken more fully then ever I thought it could be a few years back,only to be broken yet again recently. I'm intense as all hells a lot of the time. Both the positive and negative intensities. I've got a lot of things changing in my life. Me, being the biggest change of all. I still don't know what I want to be when I don't grow up. (Nope that isn't a typo) I'm not sure where my life is going right now. I've been through some crushing losses in the last two years. There's a lot of trials and tribulations in my life. Things get stressful and crazy sometimes. But I'm still here and mucking through it all. I'm loyal, a romantic, stubborn, feisty. I'm a smart ass. I have my dark parts. Dark nature, desires, interests and wants. No you don't get to have them spelled out here for all to read. You have to earn the right to delve into those parts of me.I am, well I am me. For all that that may encompasses.Oh yeah.......I can also be a Bitch, irrational,angry and some other not so pleasant things. But with those who get me mostly (it doesn't have to be completely. I'm coming to terms with that being an unlikely thing for me to find and it's ok.) I'm loving,caring,nurturing, supportive,protective,and I try to be accepting.(And note:One does not have to like all the aspects of the person they are accepting of. There are plenty of personality quirks that we wont always agree on.)But I can be cold and decisive when needed. I'm versatile.I'm not collecting friends, regardless of what you see the number of my friends list looking like. So if you want to be my friend, then I'd best get an email from you as well as that friends request, with a valid reason (I'm hot, or cute or sexy so doesn't count as a valid reason) as to why you would like to be added and tell me why I might like to add you.So there you are. A glance into the madness /uniqueness that is me. So if you've still curious: Right this way...though the Chaotic Vortex into the hand basket...I'm driving…Hold on!

My Interests

Movie's, reading sci-fi fantasy books, hanging with friends. Going to clubs and dancing. Parties with my friends. Working on my home renovation projects. Talking online with friends or on the phone with them when we can't hang out.Wandering about in nature, night time is the best for this in the warmer months I think. Snuggling with my cats and my cuddly friends.

I'd like to meet:

People who are into the Renn Fest scenes,who are honest,up front and not two faced.Maybe one or two people to walk in the shadows and dark places I have in my mind, with me. Strong people who know who they are and what their own issues are. People who don't blame their problems on those in their lives because it's easier then coping with their own bullshit.Caring, loving, fun people; who while being spontaneous, are also up for doing organized things now and again. People to hang out with and just watch movies with, go catch a nice dinner or cook a nice dinner with/for. If you want to be my friend, just send me a message as to why and I'll add you. I am not just collecting people to have a tone of people.

Music:

First and foremost I'm an Old school Metalhead. But I'm also into Goth /Industrial. 80's, Enya, Clannad, some Techno, Some rap artists, Some R&B, Oh hell I like almost a little bit of everything. So don't try to pigeon hole me with one type of another, you'll probably fail. *grin*

Movies:

Dark Crystal, Labyrinth, LOTR, Star Wars Trilogy, Spider Man, X-Men, Nightmare on Elm St, Elizabeth, Shakespeare in Love, Tons of fantasy movies. And all Kevin Smith Movies! Actually it starts to get to be too many to list at this point.:)

Television:

Heros, CSI, The Riches, Dresden Files, BSG, Criminal Minds, Nub3rs, Crossing Jordan, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Firefly, Charmed, Law and Order, Law and Order SVU, Law and Order Criminal Intent, Sex in the City, Six Feet Under, Babylon 5, Star Trek TNG, DS9, Voyager, The Dead Zone, Stargate SG-1, Farscape, Emergency Vets, ER, Will and Grace, Gilmore Girls, True Calling, and there's otheres there too.

Books:

Laurell K Hamilton. Morgan Llwellynn. Irene Radford, J.R.R. Tolkien, Elane Bergstrum, Anne Rice, Terry Pratchet, Neil Gammen, Weis & Hickman, mutliple other Sci-Fi/ Fantasy authors.

My Blog

John Slayden, what a liar. And an asshole for fucking up my date for the Privateer Feast!

Yeah that "friend" that's been there to help me and care for me for over a year and a half now, just deserted me. He threw me out of his life like trash. Why? Because he's in love with me and the othe...
Posted by Gelfling on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 04:49:00 PST

My Baby boy

Made it through surgery fine. They're keeping him over night and I pick him up after work tomorrow!Thanks to all for the well wishes and pos energy.
Posted by Gelfling on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:59:00 PST

Oberon Update

Talked to the Vet's office today.The blood work had a few anomalies, but absolutely nothing to make them concerned.So Tuesday morning he gets dropped off and they operate!I'm thrilled and a bit scared...
Posted by Gelfling on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 06:10:00 PST

My Kitteh Boy, Oberon

Vet appointment was quick but not terrible. They drew blood. We need these numbers to be able to determine if he has a solid shot at even making it through surgery/ being put under anesthesia.The Vet ...
Posted by Gelfling on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 05:07:00 PST

My Oberon

Tomorrow night my neighbor is meeting me at the vets office to have Oberon looked at. The tumor has grown a bunch again. And she offered to pay to have him checked out and have it removed if the vet t...
Posted by Gelfling on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 03:45:00 PST

I’m Older

Today I'm 33. Woot.I've had a wondrously lazy day.Think I'm being taken out to The melting pot in Columbia tonight.Waiting to hear back. If this is the case, anyone want to join?Also someone sent me f...
Posted by Gelfling on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 12:32:00 PST

Today is 1 year

And I've smiled most of the day and been ok. sighed at not hearing from a friend, but they are sick so.. *shrug*Got taken to dinner by another friend after work. Sweet free food!This weekend will see ...
Posted by Gelfling on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 08:22:00 PST

Holiday Hurt

In two days I will mark the one year anniversary of my mother's death.Today marks it having been 1 years since I last heard her voice. It was a happy talk, one of our rare ones.Merry Christmas and I l...
Posted by Gelfling on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 09:37:00 PST

Thanks for all the well wishes

I get to tell you all that I now have a JOB!I start on the 11th. It's full time and a perm job not temp.The pay is better then my average has ever been.I'll be doing calls to insurance companies to ve...
Posted by Gelfling on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 10:09:00 PST

Good weekend

Got taken to a friends b-day celebration on Friday night.Ran into other friends there. They crashed at my place later that night. Well tried to crash. One person slept. Forge got kept up by my insane ...
Posted by Gelfling on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 01:42:00 PST