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...When it’s over, I don’t want to wonder if I have made of my life something particular, and re

About Me

Lets see. Where do you begin with these bio things? I am an ecclectic girl who is very accepting and understanding of people's differences. I think people should embrace that which sets us apart *versus* crucifying everything we fail to understand. I am very anti social labels. I strongly believe that social labels inhibit people from being true individuals. When a person defines themselves to one group only, then they often times forget who they really are, because they are trying so hard to fit in with the particular rules of their surrounding friends. It is sad really. I believe people who do this are really just selling themselves short anyway. It holds true for other areas in life. It's like people who only eat one type of food. You are missing out on everything else. In sum, many things define me. I am not [insert label here]. I am just ME...

My Interests

I like to read and obtain knowledge. I love studying different cultures. National Geographic is one of my favorite magazines. I love fashion and came very close to going to school to study fashion design. I love to watch people dance. I enjoy watching drag shows. OTHER INTERESTS: photography, San Francisco, drunken debauchery, serial killers, asian culture, tattoos, blah blah blah. Did I forget to mention that I love sushi? I can't possibly sum up all my interests right now, so I will add more when I feel like it...

I'd like to meet:

"On a bus ride into town I wondered out loud "Why am I going to town?" And as I looked around at the billboards and the stores I thought "Why do I look around?" And I kissed the filthy ground And in the first dry spot I found And I didn't have to wonder why I was laying down. Before long I was too cold Took a bus back to the station I found a letter left by a pay phone With no return contact And it read like a horn blown by some sad angel "Bunny, it was me... it was me who let you down" It was the shyest attempt I'd ever seen at conversation If I didn't have You as my guide I'd still wander lost in Sinai, Counting the plates of cars from out-of-state, (how I could jump in their path as they hurry along...) You surround me, you're pretty but you're all I can see, like a thick fog - if there was no way into God, I would never have laid in this grave of a body for so long. And Bonner fair always came through the first week of September But it's already the 19th And there's no sign of it. Yet I have a hard time Remembering all the things that I should remember And a hard time Forgetting the all things that I am supposed forget. Oh Christ when You're ready to come back I think I'm ready for You to come back But if You want to stay wherever exactly it is You are, That's okay too - it's really none of my business. If I didn't have You as my guide I'd still be wandering lost in Sinai Or down by the tracks watching trains go by to remind me: There are places that aren't here. I had a well but all the water left So I'll ask Your forgiveness with every breath, If there was no way into God, I would never have laid in this grave of a body for so long, dear..."

Music:

Where to start? I listen to so many different types of music. Umm. SAGE FRANCIS. Joey Beats. ATMOSPHERE. Billy Idol. AT THE DRIVE IN. Pete Rock. Bauhaus. CRANES. The Clash. Minus the Bear. Coldplay. Beatnuts. Common. AFI. Deftones. Rage Against the Machine. The Cure. Air. Del tha Funky Homosapien. Dilated Peoples. Anticon. Digable Planets. De La Soul. Fugazi. Joy Division. Snow Patrol. Dinosaur Jr. Sunny Day Real Estate. System Of a Down. Thrice. Hot Water Music. Alkaline Trio. Hot Rod Circuit. Primus. Taking Back Sunday. The Killers. PINBACK. Halou. Lamb. Mazzy Star. MORRISSEY. Misfits. Modest Mouse. New Order. Journey. Non-Prophets. Murs. Placebo. old Metallica. Mewithoutyou. Portishead. Johnny Cash. POD. Slowdive. Sonic Youth. Radiohead. THE SMITHS. Sigur Ros. Qwel. The Pixies. Unknown Prophets. INTERPOL. The Roots. Talib Kweli. Tori Amos. Mos Def. Catherine Wheel. Pantera. RJD2. DJ Shadow. The Used. Tribe Called Quest. Too much to possibly name here. More later..

Movies:

American History X. The 25th Hour. Varian's War. Nowhere in Africa. Lost In Translation. Lord of the Rings. Edward Scissorhands. The Nightmare Before Christmas (last movie I remember watching with my brother before he died-my copy was actually his). Boys Don't Cry. Gia. Cowboy Bebop. Way of the Gun. Ghost In the Shell. Sleepy Hollow. Office Space. Basketball Diaries. B Monkey. Sliding Doors. Lost Boys. I can never remember movies when I am trying to remember them...

Television:

Sopranos, 24, Discovery Channel, Discovery Health channel, National Geographic channel, any other interesting informative shows, and some mindless television every once in a while. I generally do not watch too much television...

Books:

Memoirs of a Geisha, The Robe, Geisha - A Life, Dear and Glorious Physician, Helter Skelter, The Stranger Beside Me, Blue Like Jazz, Reading Lolita in Tehran, Lord of the Flies. My mind is blank. More later...

Heroes:

My brother Stuart: for teaching me when I was younger, before he died, to always stay true to myself and try to learn to accept people for who they are. My mother. Jesus and any other people who have strived to make some positive difference in the world - big or small. I do not give big credit to most ordinary people, so I don't have any movie star or rock star heroes. --- Sorry...

My Blog

Bye Saddam - you won't be missed...

I felt a sense of peace last night when I heard that Saddam Hussein was finally dead - a sense of peace for all the people of Iraq and surrounding countries he has terrorized over the years.  On ...
Posted by +++ on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 11:03:00 PST

...but, life just keeps reminding me

A good family friend of mine is about to die.  He had a stroke early Monday morning that severely impaired his brain function.  So, he won't be recovering, and they will be pulling the plug ...
Posted by +++ on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 07:56:00 PST

just imagine what Roosevelt would be thinking now...

Read this: disagree, agree, like my opinions, hate my opinions.  At the end of the day, I don't really care.  It is afterall, just an opinion.  I understand this is a controversial...
Posted by +++ on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 02:13:00 PST

Michael Moore owns Halliburton stock! Ha... (read this)

This is a must read for anyone that already has a huge distaste for Michael Moore, like myself, and anyone who genuinely likes him.  For those that feel like I do, this is just ano...
Posted by +++ on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 12:40:00 PST

that which separates life from death...

So, this year my tribute to my brother comes a little late.  It seems like solid for the last several years, I have written something about his death and how I feel about it on my actual birthday...
Posted by +++ on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 02:20:00 PST

just thinking...

Under the Milky Way - The Church Sometimes when this place gets kind of emptySound of their breath fades with the lightI think about the loveless fascinationUnder the Milky Way tonight Lower the cur...
Posted by +++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a wise elderly lady once said...

I had a pleasant day the other day. I was studying for a test in Southside, and I decided to go sit out by the fountain, because it was such a beautiful day. I am sitting there studying and this swe...
Posted by +++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

self therapy

Sometimes it really feels liberating to talk things through--make things clear--let things go. It seems frightening before the words surface in your thoughts due to the years of finding ways not to a...
Posted by +++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

things that annoy me

There are some things that really annoy me that I have been thinking about because...well, the 'because' part is none of your business. Ok, here goes: 01) People who waste my time. Do not waste m...
Posted by +++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

important: expiration dates

ALL BOYS SHOULD HAVE EXPIRATION DATES!!! Once the product gets to its "non-useful" phase, you just throw it out. That is going to be my new rule for future interests. Forget about boys that do not...
Posted by +++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST