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¡¿ Roberto ?!

Humanity is the Adam Kadmon of the Unknown, His microcosm, and His only representative on earth, and

About Me


"For it seems indeed as if, in order to be himself, a man must first be expertly informed about what the others are, and thereby learn to know what he himself is--in order then to be that. However, if he walks into the snare of this optical illusion, he never reaches the point of being himself."

-Soren Kierkegaard

"Fascination [lust], we must attribute the power of the poisonous toad, which upon merely opening its mouth, forces the passing reptile or insect to run into it to its destruction." -Madame Blavatsky

My Interests


theosophy
socialism
poetry
fashion
travel
linguistics
mythology
existentialism
occultism
sociology
wine

I'd like to meet:

C o u n t e r c u l t u r e

Music:


classical (19th, 20th c.)
grindcore
doom
black metal
electro
noise
industrial

Movies:


foreign
exploitation
Japanese cyberpunk
cyberpunk anime
art house
silent

Television:


Twilight Zone

The Outer Limits

My Blog

***new poem*** Artificial Feathers of a Swan

We are distant, especially compared to the eastern world, and when a person slips up and shows signs of not being distant, he/she gets banished. Individualism is so overemphasized that anyone else is ...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Wed, 14 May 2008 08:43:00 PST

2008 - First Quarter Checkpoint

There is much relief in knowing that something meaningful has been gained from a given amount of time. What it shows is that ones existence is not being lived in vain, but with substance, growth, and ...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 09:50:00 PST

Personal Freedom

There are kids whom once released into a playground, never look back to see if the caregiver is still there. In psychology it's called having an "avoidant attachment" to the mother. In this stage of m...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 05:20:00 PST

Identity?!

Fevers are good on occasion, serving to burn toxins in your body. And so a bit of existentialist muse is good for the mind, burning mental toxins. I often times ponder about my childhood and life expe...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 03:04:00 PST

Psychosexual Stages III (Phallic)

This poem is a continuation of a series based from Freud's 5 stages of psychosexual development.Here's an excerpt from Freud's Psychosexual Stages of Development by David B. Stevenson: The phallic sta...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 05:41:00 PST

Introspection for 2007

If 2006 was the year of escape, trial & error, and exploration for me, then 2007 was one of downtime, mind fueling, and of careful fine-tuning. Despite being a more settled year (I remained in Ta...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:35:00 PST

Venus Encaged II

Continuing on with the Venus Encaged series.Venus Encaged (cont.)II.Venus brings 'er French pedicured feetup to the plate. Like a land mine, it boomsnumbers voiced solely in euphemisms.As if affected,...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 01:18:00 PST

Venus Encaged I

This is the first instalment of a series about the nature of females in society; definitely (more than males) victims of social expectation.Venus EncagedI.Halted from the door, a cosmetic tool-box whi...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 05:38:00 PST

Synchronous Mastication III (Parallel Mutation) -- Major Revision 7-10-7

This is a revision from my third poem in the Synchronous Mastication series. This series takes a look at mundane existence under another set of eyes--ones that spot a grotesque monster). In this parti...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 02:32:00 PST

Circular Metastasis (small edits 7-9-7)

edits/additions in red*This is definitely one of my more involved poems. The picture painted is that of work and routine, and how, like a disease, it seems to turn everything into a mishmash. Over tim...
Posted by ¡¿ Roberto ?! on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 05:12:00 PST