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i eat pandas

nothing's going to change my world

About Me


hello.
lizzie --
[noun]:
A person who likes to steal tins of tuna
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
I want to live in a place where nothing is real. I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star. To pray on or wish on, or something like that. I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy who's reality I knew was too hopless to be handled. I'm just floating through life. I slither while I drift away. Thoughts meander like a restless wind. Been able to get away with a lot. Too much. I know all the exceptions to the rules. No, I don't know what I'm looking for but I know that I just want to look some more. Trying to stand on my own two feet. It's blustery but the cold keeps me on my toes. I know there's nothing I can't do that can't be done. All I have to do is make believe! My whole life is based on a chess game I play with people. checkmate. Is that all you've got? I know the last page so well, I can't read the first. Close your eyes, for the end is near but the begining is here. Being honest for the first time in far too long and let me tell you I've never felt so alive. suicide is painless. I"ve felt like a rat in a cage for so long. Always curious, restless, bored, trying to figure out ways to escape. No drug could ever make me feel the way I feel now. It's hard to make the good things last. I wanna know what's it's like on the inside of love. Standing at the gates, I see the beauty above. I'm just trying to plant my seeds, attempting a new philosophy and seeing where I might bloom. Making real effort is frightening but even stupidity tries. Will I flourish into a wild flower or wilt away with the weeds?I guess we'll see!Maybe I'll be the next Johnny Appleseed.
i drive myself crazy most of the time
when it comes down to it. i'm just me and no single word or stereotype could describe me as much as anyone tried.

My Interests


music, art, my cats, bubble baths, my chameleon,video games, my hamster, dancing, horchata, jamba juice, music, greg is my smizmar, love, sex, clubs, karaoke, sushi bars, video games, style, fashion, corgis, buildings from the early 1900's, artist districts, camping, bbq's, observatories, concerts, cuddling, san-x, aquariums, mint green, but mostly the colors: blue purple and green, kissing, cuddling, mexican popsicles, swimming pools, inside jokes, giant robot, jewelry, glasses, creativity, Polaroid's, disneyland, picture taking, exploring the cities surrounding me, great friends

I'd like to meet:


we're just animals wearing clothes
aim name: chickenspadawan

Music:



My Blog

hate

.Should I hate you because you hurt me?Or should I love you because you made me feel special?When you see what some women marry you realize how they must hate to work for a living...The heart heals an...
Posted by i eat pandas on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:46:00 PST

i made a munny!

it started off as a regular glow in the dark munny:(white pictured above)then i began to accessorize him:and then feathers and glue! woohooo artic bunny munny...
Posted by i eat pandas on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 01:30:00 PST

RSVP or die!

So here are the final arrangements for my birthday party:Crazy Sushi DinnerDrinkingKaraoke Dancing Club Hopingand just crazy madnessSince there is no more party bus there is no more cover charge. Requ...
Posted by i eat pandas on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 02:03:00 PST

zzzzZzzzzzzzz

All of the biggest technological inventions created by man- the airplane, the automobile, the computer,- says little about his intelligence, but speaks volume about his laziness. We only create and in...
Posted by i eat pandas on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 08:50:00 PST

john lennnnonnn

He was an immigrant, musician, a song writer, a humanitarian, an illustrator, a visionary, idealist an author, a poet, a political activist, a father, a husband, and in his own write a dreamer who b...
Posted by i eat pandas on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 08:59:00 PST

snails

Ever since we were children we were taught that being fast is the best thing. We think of sports cars and dread to think that we would ever be stuck in traffic with them. Fast doesn't always mean qual...
Posted by i eat pandas on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 08:24:00 PST

la choo choo

grand day and that's all i have to say...the rest, of course, is in pictures.:-) tada...
Posted by i eat pandas on Wed, 30 May 2007 10:42:00 PST

over and over again

done....for a while....
Posted by i eat pandas on Tue, 08 May 2007 07:26:00 PST

my favorite and soon to be yours

more to come soon, you hope....
Posted by i eat pandas on Tue, 08 May 2007 06:32:00 PST

24 frames per second

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Posted by i eat pandas on Tue, 08 May 2007 05:39:00 PST