Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes]

I'm the right girl...
at the wrong time
THIS IS MY SHAMELESS CONFESSION

I'm weird, I know,
but what else could i be?
I try to be a good person,
but it dosent always work out that way.
I'm self hating, but thats ok and
try to became smarter then the day before,
but usually never get anywhere.
I want to find someone wonderful,
but always look in the wrong places.
I dont need a boy to 'fill an empty place in my heart'
but someone to add in to the joy of my life
haha, yeah...I'm a (relectant) hopeless romantic.
No matter how old I get, I'll always be a kid at heart.
I'm lost in this world and most likely
will always be lost.
I don't eat meat, just deal with it.
I'm Buddhist, so please dont shove your bible,
in my face.
If you respect me, I'll respect you.
The boys I like, never like me back.
I kid myself thinking that they do,
only to get hurt, again.
I'm almost always open and say whats on my mind,
always.
Unless its about how i really feel inside.
Thats when I lose my voice and mess things up.
Please dont tell me im pretty, because i wont believe you.
I never feel pretty or good enough for one.
I'm the biggest loner I know, and usually feel like i have
no real friends.
I DO NOT BELONG ANYWHERE.
*please note*
Oh, I have depression, I've had it all my life, so I'm a little fucked in the head.
*im super loyal to my friends and would do anything for them- they mean the world to me and i put their happiness and well being ahead of all else on earth
*i have a horrible gulit compelx and feel that everything is my fault, and it hardly ever is
*i dont use Photoshop, im to retarded
Current Obsessions:
Gothic Lolitas
Cupcakes
People I've Been Told I Look Like:
Audrey Hepburn...
Molly Ringwald...

... and Keira Knightly

Taurus - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.
You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.
Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.
Your negative traits:
Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships.
If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...
You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset.
Your ideal partner:
Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.
Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.
A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.
Your dating style:
Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.
Your seduction style:
Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.
Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.
Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.
Tips for the future:
Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.
Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.
Ligthen up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.
Best place to meet someone online:
American Singles - peek in on how much potential dates make, and what they do for a living.
Best color to attract mate: Pale blue
Best day for a date: Friday
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