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About Me

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well honestly most of the time i don't know about me either. i am manic-depressive (aka bi-polar) and i self medicate with moderation.... sounds like fun, eh? well, then you know me! or how i might be sometimes....but i also am a very caring loving person. which is why i yell at people and tell them how to do things. it's because i care. fuckers. dont you see that? i love you all, but i really can't even stand myself, so dont expect me to like you all the time, or for whatever reason you might think. i have my own reasons... and if you are my friend, then you probably always will be... unless of course you're too weak to handle my intoxicating and dimented personalities and attitudes. you might meet me one day and not know me the next. i am unpredictable and fickle. i like to fight and curse and cry and yell and hug and hold hands and dance and skank and mosh. and i like mohawks. i think i can fall in lust for at least a day with anyone with a mohawk. (especially when pat has a "weekend hawk"... or like halloween... too bad you cant have it all the time.) i have had a hawk myself... though they made me wear a hat at work and i shaved it off... IT"S BACK NOW!!! i change my hair constantly. color cut style shape length blah. i love music. i think it makes my soul kick in. cuz i cant stop.music takes over. craziness and fun and random singing and dancing. i love to shop. i like shoes. big shoes. and boots. and pants. and anything i can wear. i am a clothes slore and a shop-a-holic. and broke. and it doesnt matter if you are nice to me or mean to me as long as you're something to ME. i'm needy and jealous and i won't tell you that. you'll figure it out by yourself. i like attention and i hate it. i want it and i'll also tell you not to "fucking stare at me, asshole!".. go figure.. you probably know more about me than i do...i am now a mommy! i had a beautiful baby boy september 25 2006. his name is Aidan and he is adorable. It is amazing how much they grow in such a short time! I now have a daughter too her name is Ivy... she was born October 1st 2007... she's as precious as her brother & they are two of the biggest joys in my life!

My Interests

.. TATTOOS, piercing, music, shows, music music music, my kitty.,music, photography, forensic science, people watching..coloring my hair, scrapbooks,make-up, poetry, hot-rod and low-rider and old-skool cars,peppermint, lipstick, nail polish, dieting (haha),babies, non-stop-obsessive tweezing....POTATOES! lipstick, polka dots, green & purple, vomit, stars, dark skies, talk shows, pinstripes & radio, stillettos, cherries, paint, bottles,records, girls, scars, dye, coffee, friends, enemies, shoes.

I'd like to meet:

real people. real moms. kool moms. good kids. generally nonfake people who are not shallow and in love with gossip...

Music:

RANCID, the Transplants, NOFX, Social Distortion, F-Minus, Exploited, green day, AFI, devil doll, the dead 60's, the clash, agnostic front, henry rollins, lars and the bastards, reelbigfish, hole, nirvana, the Beatles, The DOORS!!!!, the ramones, sex pistols, fiona apple, the cramps, Bombshell rocks, agent orange, the misfits, black flag, op ivy, OLD metallica, no use for a name, pennywise, dead kennedy's, ledzepplin, beastie boys, autthority zero, bob marley,rhcp, guttermouth, NIN, eminem, pearl jam, offspring, iggy pop, no doubt, swingin utters, the suicide machines, slick shoes, rolling stones, dr. dre, bloodhound gang, the casualties, raffy, grateful dead, the aggrolites, circle jerks, horrorpops, louis xiv

Movies:

the neverending story, Freeway, trainspotting, REQUIEM FOR A DREAM, the smokers, kill bill , kill bill2, natural born killers, american history x, primal fear, dogma, jay&silentbob strike back, chasing amy, clerks, mallrats, SPUN, donnie darko, alice in wonderland, American Psycho, being john malkovich, girl interrupted, shaun of the DEAD, What to do in case of fire, SECRETARY, Big Fish, PeterPan, PulP FICTION, basketball diaries, serial mom, Office space, edward scissorhands, lewis & clark &george, x-men, x-2, from dusk till dawn, reservoir dogs, four rooms, hannibal, silence of the lambs, million dollar baby, Fargo, dirty rotten scoundrels, boondock saints, stir of echoes, seven, the big lebowski, WALK THE LINE!!, saved, Monster, fight club, Batman returns, Batman, Batman &Robin, dark city, way of the gun, fear and loathing in las vegas, stripes, the doors, a life less ordinary, may, jackie brown, batman begins, SAW, King Kong, v for vendetta

Books:

Where the Sidewalk Ends, They Cage the Animals at Night, most anything Dean Koontz, JAWS, To Kill A Mockingbird, Go Ask Alice,

My Blog

toast & babies

i find myself scraping the edges of burnt toast. i hate burnt toast. i like it almost toasted. a golden brown. just crunchy enough to not be stale bread. but kids dont care. aidan is 14 months old to...
Posted by punk rawk mama on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 11:18:00 PST

new favorite.

The Suicide's SongAll right, just a moment.That they always take the rope away from meand cut it.Lately I've been so prepared,and there was already a little bit of eternityin my guts.Hold me the spoon...
Posted by punk rawk mama on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 12:21:00 PST

sometimes.. on some days...

i need to feel wanted.
Posted by punk rawk mama on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 10:35:00 PST

baby names!

ok.. well .. you all know i'm pregnant again & even though i dont know what i'm having for quite awhile.. i think i've found the names!! for a girl... Ivy Rosellen Atkinson & for a boy...
Posted by punk rawk mama on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 11:58:00 PST

4 months

4 months already. aidan is now 14 pounds, 26 inches tall, and everything he can gra b goes straight to his mouth =)
Posted by punk rawk mama on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:29:00 PST

memories of a life left behind

Holographic violent blood Sever friendships, Find the stash, Snort a line Then steal their cash. Playgrounds, slaygrounds, Hide on the corner, Leave in a flash. ____________________________...
Posted by punk rawk mama on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 08:14:00 PST

anniversaries past

another anniversary passed. and this year, i've come to realize that i never want to die. amazing, huh? well, now i have the worlds cutest litl baby boy & i couldn't imagine anything but how my li...
Posted by punk rawk mama on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 11:44:00 PST

i can see the stars through the city lights

yep. it's a cold clear night in phoenix and i can see the stars. it's supposed to be 29 degrees tonight. it's almost hard to imagine it was 87 just about a week ago.but it's nice to see the big dipper...
Posted by punk rawk mama on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 09:55:00 PST

this time next week...

i'll be a mommy. it's insane. i'm scheduled to be induced monday morning. so this weekend i should go swimming, go for a walk, have sex, finish cleaning my house.. well, i cant think of a...
Posted by punk rawk mama on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 12:25:00 PST

hopes...

We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my children, I'd like better. I'd really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and l...
Posted by punk rawk mama on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:25:00 PST