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ashleigh zombie.

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About Me

most people just read the blogs .
they are not friends only!
(i'm going to try to start updating daily!)
read my first blog to learn more about me. the name is Ashleigh Connor and i’m always on the go. if you want to get to know me; its safe to say you should know something about me. i’m a passionate person and i’m just trying to make it through life like everyone else. i hate that i never have anything to say to anyone anymore. i suppose i need to become a more positive person; but it takes a lot to get something like that out of me! i enjoy concerts; fetish modeling/photography; and just having a good time. i like loud music; and movies that kick your teeth in. i’ll do anything once; and you can’t try to stop me if i like it! i am a teenage mommy (teenage letdown?) and i love my baby boy; evan joseph. he was born august 29th, 2007 at 6:23pm. he's getting big fast! i want to go to school one day; but for right now; this is where i feel i need to be. i am trying to be more active in a social life; so if anyone wants to do anything; hit me up. johnny and i both like to try new things; with new people.
IF YOU ARE IN A LOCAL BAND; PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE. I HAD TO DISABLE BAND ADDS BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T LISTEN OR PAY ATTENTION!
i am pretty sure i have everything i need.. even if i have had to search deep within myself to obtain it. i am looking forward to becoming a mother. Sometimes I feel like i lie to myself to get through things. i don’t know the bigger picture and i can’t be expected to figure it out. i just pray that i am making the right decisions; and i hope that one day i can find someone who understands me.
Thank you Mr. Red =)

My Interests



livejournal: ashleighzombie

greatestjournal: kinkfest

bloodclotheart

Television:


WHO NEEDS TV?

Heroes:



my brother; who has accomplished more in his life than i could ever hope for.

my mommy.. because without her support and without her to fall back on; i would be nowhere.

whitney kaye.. she's been my best friend through good and bad and all of our changes. she's helped me when times were rough and listened to all of my crap. she stayed by my side even when i did things she didn't agree with. i left her and moved away but she's still my best friend and i would die without her. whitney; i lubbs you! i can't wait to raise our babies together!

my soul-mate; whether he believes it or not. i could not live without you johnny; and i think we both know you wouldn't be the same without me. we have our son; our love; our quirkiness.. what more do we need?

My Blog

About Me. (Always On Top)

About Me::Hi. The name is Ashleigh. As you can see. The last name is Connor. Like on Terminator. I hate when people misspell it. I am only a little bit of a freak.. trust me.. there are bigger ones. I...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 05:36:00 PST

So much for the afterglow. (11/08/07)

So I got online this morning after feeding and changing Evan and then playing with him and talking to him until he was tired and fell asleep... and saw that I had this comment from Cory;"Fuck you, Ash...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 10:44:00 PST

Birth Story! (Graphic photos) (09/25/07)

Some of the photos aren't showing... getting ".." instead.. dunno why!So I still haven't posted my birthing story - here goes! There are photos; graphic are some! This is pretty scatterbrained.. sorry...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 02:25:00 PST

Its Been Awhile. (09/21/07) - complete updates.

Well lets see. I haven't updated since.. I was still pregnant! Obviously I've had my baby.. almost a month ago actually. He's 3 weeks and 2 days today. He's a handful. We've been through a lot togethe...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:05:00 PST

What is With Fat Whores? (07/01/07)

I would just like to say something here. I know that Johnny and I have had a pretty bumpy relationship. Thats not my fault; and its not his. Its our fault that we let our pasts get in the way of our h...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 01:51:00 PST

Doctor! Doctor! This is an Emergency! (06/29/07)

Okay; this might be long and it includes my birthing plan... I would appreciate any advice/ideas please!Wednesday I had my 30 week appointment. When I first went back; they gave me a finger prick (nev...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:59:00 PST

Baby Love. (06/19/07)

Its been exactly a month since my last blog - I`m so slack on these lately. I guess its because my mind has become putty in my hands since being pregnant. Really; I can`t make ends meet in my mind and...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 10:31:00 PST

Cheek to Cheek in Your Cold Embrace. (05/19/07)

I`m not sure whats going on in my head or with my body. I don`t feel like I control any of it anymore! I have gained 30 lbs since being pregnant.. I haven`t been this big for as long as I can remember...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Sat, 19 May 2007 03:30:00 PST

I Love it When You Scream. (04/23/07)

Slowly building up ammunition with my imperfections; will the lashings sting or kill me? It rips me apart to stay in this dark.  All of his fills up my emptiness yet I feel so incomplete. I hate ...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:54:00 PST

If I Was Your Vampire. (04/22/07)

Well things feel weird for me. I am back at my mom`s for the time being.. alone really because she works all the time. I had my doctor appointment; and as all can tell; I`m going to have a little boy!...
Posted by ashleigh zombie. on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 05:59:00 PST