so many things.... |
and i feel like im losing it.there is absolutely NOTHING i can do about it at the moment except go through it and have faith that everything will work out for the best...the only saving grace is a bea...
Posted by FreakTractor on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 07:35:00 PST |
meds are good...mkay |
i am cleared to medicate....its that time again where things seem to be crashing in around me and i need to allieviate the stress and anxiety.gotta go through several days where my body gets used to t...
Posted by FreakTractor on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 11:17:00 PST |
control |
...is an illusion. i have no real control.only what i put into my body.and that in itself is painful sometimes.ummmm...another 4th step,a baby,finacially in turmoil,unaccepting of people,fearful,and a...
Posted by FreakTractor on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST |
fuck... |
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ...thats just how i feel...
Posted by FreakTractor on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 07:58:00 PST |
omg! im about sluggo... |
i just went to waffle house and ordered a triple order of hash browns all the way...uuuuggghhhh....i am sooooo full! hahahahaha....what a blog,huh?not much going on lately.decided to remodel my bathro...
Posted by FreakTractor on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 01:09:00 PST |
a day on the river... |
well folks,i went camping this past weekend.hadnt been in a looooong time.and it was quite enjoyable.went down the green river toobing and had so much fun.but there was a casulty...my johnny vegas(chr...
Posted by FreakTractor on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:51:00 PST |
surrender... |
ok,so i think i know how to surrender.or do i?i mean,ive surrendered to using drugs and my life has gotten sooo much better...but there are certain spots in my life i refuse to.but i think im at a cro...
Posted by FreakTractor on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 04:05:00 PST |
tired of the same ole song and dance |
yeah...the i love you's dont mean the same thing they once did.maybe im meant to be single the rest of my days...need to learn to accept that.i'd be better off i think if i did...
Posted by FreakTractor on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 08:15:00 PST |
dont you hate... |
when that little voice inside your head tries to tell you something and you dont listen?man,i swear it seems like its screaming but what do i do?turn on the radio...lol!anyways....i know im crazy some...
Posted by FreakTractor on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 08:27:00 PST |
taking off... |
for a bit.gonna go hang with some friends and let off some steam...and relieve some stress.hope it helps.god,you gotta love friends that love ya back...
Posted by FreakTractor on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 01:44:00 PST |
