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Tomato

Balance is all

About Me

The world only seeks stability and balance
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Here is the scoop. I'm only here cause Linzy wanted me to be. But it's nice to hear from old friends. Anyways, I'm a martial artist to put it short. I live martial arts, breath martial arts, philosiphy martial arts. Been doing it for four years now. I study Shaolin Kenpo, and have always tried to dabble in Wushu. My master and mentor is Michael Elston, one of the most kind hearted and welcoming men I know. He's also going to be my best man in linzy and mine's wedding. :) - Flow in the process of life - You can never step in the same water twice my friend. Like flowing water, life is perpetual movement. There is nothing fixed. Whatever your problems happen to be in the future, remember well that they cannot remain stationary but must move together with your living spirit. Otherwise, you will drift into artificialility or attempt to solidify the ever-flowing. To avoid that, you must change and be flexible. Remember, the usefulness of a cup is in it's emptiness :) -Bruce Lee----------------------------------I'd like to take a moment to add something else as well. For those of you who don't really see me anymore, there have been some major changes to my life as of late. I've moved a number of times in the past few months. Moved out of my parents house into an apartment with a girl I never even should've liked in the first place. So that was a big freakin mistake. When I was still living with her, I met Linzy. Unfortunately she was dating someone, and was on my "untouchables" list. You know, the people who you know you'd never have a chance with.... So the first time I OFFICIALLY saw her was a BBQ my sister was throwing. We both came with our significant other. I say officially cause I stalked her from a far when she worked at a reptile store I used to frequent. So we are at this BBQ and th moment our eyes met...... we were drawn to eachother. The gravitational pull between us was enormous. It was uncontrollable. But we had to control it, and neither of us knew that the other felt EXACTLY the same way. In fact, we both almost ignored eachother, with the exception of staring at the person. You know, that stare where you look at them until the lok at you and you move your eyes to avoid being spotted? So Linzy was a friend of Amy's (my sister) and her BF was a friend of Chris (Amy's now ex-husband). So Linzy and my sister get close, and they both decide to start coming to my Kenpo classes and begin training. And jesus was there electricity between the two of us during class. One wednesday night, when I grew some balls, I asked linzy if she wanted to come over and hang out with mike smith, blake, grammatico and myself. She was like "yeah sure". So she got in her car and headed over to my apartment (whom I still shared with the "ice queen") I jumped in mike's car and we sped to my place to meet her. Little did anyone know, but my palms were sweating like niagra falls. I knew something was with this girl, I wanted her, needed her, was drawn to her. So we all arrive at my place and hang out. Keep in mind that I forgot to tell you that ice-queen was out of town. (by the way, Linzy named her that) We are all sittin on my couches and talking. I kept trying to flirt with linzy, in hopes that I could "catch her eye". But I had no idea she and I wanted eachother more than we could realize at the time. She had a beer or two, and got up to visit the bathroom. The door shut behind her and mikey grabbed me and said "dude.... we need to leave. Theres something going on with you two." (im getting goosebumps typing this as I remember the feeling of great hop mikey gave me when he said that.) I was dumbfounded but agreed to help them leave. I ame back up and there she was, still on the couch. (she didnt leave!!) I sat beside her and we kept talking and talking and talking. Honestly I dont remember what about because I was so drawn to her. And she finally said "i want to do something but I can't" And I knew instantly what she wanted, so I said "do it". And with a little staring, smiling and gazing, she finally kissed me. If there was such a thing as stopping time, it happened there. The whole world ceased, and sphere of light, energy and soul encased us as we kissed for what seemed like eternity. It was magnificent. But, 2 am rolled around and she had to get home to her BF. I regrettably let her go. But.... she promised to come back and spend the night on thursday, friday, and saturday of next week!! What a long time it was till I saw her again. It just so happened I tested for a new belt that weekend. I was badly injured and my master, mentor and friend, mike elston, asked me if I needed someone to come home with me to make sure I was ok. All i said was, "someone already is", smiled and he smiled back, "good, tell Linzy I said hello." he said with a smile on his face. Keep in mind this guy can feel energy like its solid and existent. So naturally he felt the pull between the two of us. Since then, its been an amazing journey together. We moved in together, I met her family in San Fran, and I asked this "untouchable" to marry me. And we plan on living our lives together for the rest of it. I love you Linzy, always have, and will.---------------------------------- I think I should take a minute to explain to everyone what I think about Linz. Let me start with the physical basics. All the way from the tip of her toes to the top of her head, she is perfect and gorgeous. From her soft skin to her delicate touch. (bot gonna go too into detail for the sake of revealing too much info) She has eyes that I get lost in everyday, and a smile that brightens the darkest of moments. Enough of that stuff, gets me too excited when I talk about it ;). Lets get less physical. I can have the worst day of my life, be shit on and be miserable. In my beliefs, those things back up and stop my flow of good healthy energy. My meridians become blocked and stale. Bad energy just sludges through my body and drags me down. The first time Linzy hugged me...... I felt a connection.... like a dammed river broke though the sediment and the water cam rushing through. It was instant relief, so much that it made me dizzy, lightheaded, and calm at the same time. I've never had a connection with someone like this ever before. It's one of those things you truly have to experience to understand. Linzy is intelligent, very intelligent. She corrects me a lot, and educates me on a lot of things. Which not to boast, but is a rare occasion. She's such a warm soul and loving and caring. But firm and strong at the same time. She's perfect. I used to say "nobody is perfect", but if no one is perfect, than why create such a word? What can I say? she is my Yang :) ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------ ninja or pirate?FULLY NINJA you scored 0% pirateness and 95% ninjaness! WHOA! I pity any pirate who runs into you when you're fully pumped. Wow. A true Ninja. If you have a moment, and I shall be surprised if you've never been here, please go to www.realultimatepower.net to celebrate your ninjahood and your fellow ninjas. Wow (now that's some high quality Ninja)My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 0% on pirateness You scored higher than 96% on ninjanessIf you liked my test, send it to your friends! The be ye pirate? or be ye ninja? Test http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6878003832752583221 Got to add one more note. Everyone already knows this but guess what? I'm gonna marry Linzy!! How often do you get to marry the smartest, hottest, most beautiful woman in the world?? For all you guys out there I know "your" girl is hotter, but believe you me, linzy is my puzzle piece. My yang. It's great!

My Interests

Linzy. But other than that, taking my Jeep on the trails, Getting tattooed, acupuncture (thanks Betty).... The list could go on.... probably

I'd like to meet:

The most philosophical man in history. He xplained my theories on life in perfect harmony. Bruce Lee

Music:

Tool. I listen to other stuff too. No country, or rap.

Movies:

Vampire Hunter D. Yeah I know.... I'm a nerd. I love British comedies. And they are all the more funny now that I'm engaged to a beautiful european woman!

Television:

Don't watch it. Hurts my head..... But Family Guy on DVD.

Books:

Ouch..... this makes me feel stupid. But I don't partake in reading books. I do read from time to time. Just Bruce lee's writing, and some shakespeare.

Heroes:

Bruce Lee. For the reasons explained already. And Linzy. Such a fighting spirit. Been through so much and she still pushes strong through life. And she can put up with me......

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