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MamaZap7

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About Me

You look at me through slanted eyes narrowing as you surmise presume to know all I choose to show is not just my disguise. But I am more than what you see knowledge is key locked inside the box of prejudice to be opened by understanding which you swept under the carpet of arrogance and left out on the landing for you to wipe your feet upon and then walk on walk past to a whole world of things that never last more than a minute, a minute that is not always sixty seconds but it counted when you count it you can slow it down but discount it and the truth is found time flies like society lies and you look at me through slanted eyes. And yes my eyes are slanted too but nature slanted mine not my absence of mind power beyond me what you allow yourself to see limits what you can be and yes my eyes are slanted too but my mind is open wide.Wider than your mouth at birth when you came screaming out onto this earth sliding into the doctor’s hands so he could fasten yours with bands that tell you who you are where you belong who’s your rightful mom, rightful mom? Mom with rights, birth may have taken her to new heights but still she fights to keep a roof over her own head so to ensure you will be fed she sold her rights never to turn on the lights so your darkest nights are spent alone in a new home groping for a comfort zone in your seclusion mounting confusion impending delusion mental contusion laceration rejection of an entire nation…oh wait, that’s me. Life through my slanted eyes. Now there’s a hole in my disguise. I’ve been fed more than enough lies to fill the hole but the whole truth and nothing but the truth is what I seek and what I speak. You look down from the highest peak and no longer see the landing, the landing with the carpet under which you swept the understanding which would open the box to release the key so knowledge is not only lost but not even sought because you won’t come down long enough for it to be found.

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My Interests

Holistic Parenting, Writing, Drawing/Painting, Alternative Medicine, Travel, my husband and his work, Birth *this list is not in any particular order

I'd like to meet:

Open-minded people interested in creating a better world for themselves and their families.

Books:

43%

My Blog

Work Daze

Unfinished poems Litter my desktop Literally watching The minutes Tick By It is a Work day And I'm in a Work daze And I love And hate When my mind Plays Like this And why does It seem now That ever...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 01:02:00 PST

It’s not perfect

It's not perfect But it's mine And I choose it Over the alternative Because really Who wants all that Unknown   It's not perfect But it's time Elapsed Time Invested As long as it's not Time Waste...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 03:03:00 PST

Dangerous

Dangerous It's plain to us The inherent Nature Of evil Acts Deeds Thoughts And that Doesn't Make it Any easier Or harder Just More Fucking Exciting...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:05:00 PST

Physical Beings

I'm thinking Of Trying to ignore you Of Trembling before you Of Attempting to restore to you All that was meant to be Before you distracted me   But With all of my Physical being I like physica...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 07:56:00 PST

Evidently

Evidently These feelings Which are Elementary Elemental Elementally Existing Within Are nowhere And everywhere Are building And subsiding Are complex And simple And this Duality Is everything I love ...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 04:51:00 PST

Jawnzap 7 - ABCD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkPVKq1x61o Fan video! Crazy, right?...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:55:00 PST

JAWNZAP7 @ TURNTABLE CLUB 6/21/08

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkVelhfENz0 This is what you missed Bmore peoples....
Posted by MamaZap7 on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:52:00 PST

One for Samurai

Uh, so it's 10:54 a.m.  Samurai is having a friend sleepover.  The kids were watching "Avatar" so Sami took an "accidental" punch to the face by her brother during the reenactment.  So ...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:00:00 PST

Manifest Destiny

Why does it seem We walk around In dazes Afraid Of entering New phases Of our lives We linger And dwell In situations We made And stand by With intentions Of integrity When really We are being Destro...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 01:15:00 PST

Distractions

Distractions My actions Are rife With Inaction And life Proves That Actions Speak louder Than words So my  Lack Of action In the face Of distraction I question And act on The desire To kno...
Posted by MamaZap7 on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 10:28:00 PST