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COEXISTENCE

There is no universally accepted theory as to what the word existence means

About Me


Travel as far as you have to just as long as you find yourself, in your place.
float away with me
~~come climb in my tree~~
imagine many worlds more to see
r.i.p. ryan christopher, i love you brother. you are with me every part of my life, om mani padme hum. as much as i never knew you, i miss you more and more as i become more in tune with life and energy. we will meet one day, one life.
~a light you cannot turn off, an energy flowing fluently forward into elapsed seconds of debris collaborating and connections made, the conducted travel farther, passed on between the lines of positive faith~ -me (12/8/06)
to think outside the box, you must know what is within the box. moving on is easier once we know where we've been.
i want to reside in my castle style forest surrounded home, i want to sit in my tallest tower and sip tea to watch the sun slide under the mountains and then go to my darkest deep chamber to enjoy the silence......... a wish mixed in with possibility~~~
one object in this universe that has always triggered my interest is the mind. i have been studying psychology since i was about 13.... i came to a point where i read more and more of the same words, so i moved on to a larger subject. sound manipulation. the effect sounds have on your mind. this can control your ability to think clearly, have lucid dreams, and completely change your mood
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BARDO
Explanationof Bardo:People in Tibet do an experiment called Bardo.It is a very valuable experiment, carried out only at the time of death. When someone is about to die, people who know gather around him and make him do the Bardo. But only the person who has meditated in his life can be made to go through Bardo- not otherwise. In the experiment of Bardo, as soon as the person dies, instructions are given from the outside that he should remain fully awake. He is told to keep watching whatever follows next, because in that state, many times things happen which the dying person can never understand. New phenomena are not so easy to follow right away. He is told to keep watching whatever follows next, because in that state, many times things happen which the dying person can never understand. New phenomena are not so easy to follow right away. If a person can stay conscious after death, for a while he will not know that he is dead. When people carry his dead body and start brning it at the cremation ground,only then will he come to know for certain that he is dead- because nothing actually dies inside, just a distance is created. In life, this distance has never been experienced before. The experience is so novel it cannot be grasped through conventional definition.The person merely feels that something has separated. But something has died, and that he only understands when people all around him start weeping and crying, falling over his body in grief, getting ready to carry the body away for cremation.
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my attempt to ignite empowerment:so if i go another day without living, then what am i doing?? concider asking yourself, where and why have you gone the way youve gone. what growth have you gained each day,and what drove you that way? what extent have you put your consciousness out to every moment. living life without confidence is living life twice defeated. once the the thought of being overcome, and then the initial take down. let your mind be free and let your freedom let you love, its the escape route that will carry you eternally. believe, and live on.be here now, now here be. i see many falling into holes the world is creating for weak minds and strong alike.we are the ones that have to help people realize their own power, help people search for the others, help people learn to help people, that is the exact motion that needs to happen before the rest is complete. to teach the ones that are blind, and to tell them to spread what they have learned. this is already in motion, yet it is up to yourself to help your own environment, take action and talk about it, even though the concept wont be grasped at the very first moment explained.many that are around you , well , most people, are so particular about being apart of the western worlds mindset that the idea is far away from comprehension.you have to project positive and feel a strong sense of peace no matter what the circumstance,especially around those that arent able to grasp that feeling, it will sooth them down notch by notch and let their energy take hold of another person and it chains off from your root choice of peace and love. by living the way you choose to live, by merely believing, you're helping a particular movement of mass emotion.the possibilities are endless, and so are the obstacles dec 20 2006
fight for life, for life

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:::::LIFE:::::: nomadic living styles, self search, looking up at night, meditating is key. i love classic rock...i love sitting in coffee shops sippin on brews, well.. lately i have been enjoying the finest organic teas, greens, blacks, ginger,dandelion root, KOMBUCHA ~~~~~~ :) all sorts!!!! lol, and i love making coffee for people just about as much as i like drinking it, mmm i make such awesome drinks, its relaxing, gives me a sense of accomplishment, and energizing....
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GEOMETRY OF LIFE, hiking, camping, fungus hunting, exploring trails, i happen to be really adventurous, i want to see the world and everything around it, and plan on ending up in europe when i finally get the chance, and im already planning on moving over there to become the owner and manager of my own coffee shop, been concidering canada instead....i want to see everything i can before this body dies, im interested in seeing whats out there, to see all the different forms of beauty in this world, i appreciate life as it gives me a chance to learn, play, be totally free, climbing trees,stacking stones, building fires, astrology, braiding hemp jewelry, eating healthy food, vegan friendly foods are the best, i like to be in the presence of nature, its peaceful and quiet,theres energy to soak up and live with until the next visit. i love washingtons forests, and i appreciate all other forests also, and have yet to experience more on this vast planet. i love waterfalls!!!i think im planning on having a massive outdoor section at my shop, with lots of outdoor art also. i love to cook,and ive got good taste, so if im in the kitchen cookin something funk, try it, you may just be impressed.ask me to cook for you, ill ask if i can do it more often for ya! i want to visit thailand sooner than later~ and many others. languages, im learning some right now, german is first.i have picked up the habit of writing down my ideas and thoughts for the time.... ive also picked up reading, i love to read in the sun, or in a window in a tall building overlooking the buzz of the busy city!!! im reading a few books now...traveling was last summers' main feature,i cant stress enough how much i love camping though, and excluding 2, i camped every weekend last summer :D it was extrodinary each time!!!! this year's summer was a bit different, but i cant say that i didnt have fun... i met a large ammount of amazing people, the yelm family ive aquired,I LOVE THEM, and if you are from yelm, you know if i love ya :] the olympia friends i can rant about anything with, my family at mar's, i have had so many beautiful people come into my life this past year. one very important person is my beautiful baby nephew, love him!! i like driving long distances, anything that is full of energy catches my interest.
i love to love, and to share it with anyone who deserves the time and respect.
i love knowing about different cultures, seeing different kinds of people, meeting new people,getting involved and becoming active, transmitting energy, getting to see different points of view, going to jungle parties to glitch out, love going to the hookah bars..fire and earth in oly, the rabbit hole in the U Dist. in seattle.....have good times where ever i end up, whenever,I LOVE TO AIMLESSLY WONDER AND TALK TO STRANGERS!!! i love making friends smile...seeing where life takes me.im full of sarcasm if in a chipper mood sometimes :) ...i love to hak sak whenever the sak is around, and i usually have it with me.so, i love to be active and to move, I LOVE TO DANCE and get my energy out, which takes all day/night long usually because im soooooo up-beat and high strung, i like to breathe hard, to play and have fun, and to work .... i love to learn new ways , new things, new thoughts, new sounds, new food, new faces, new muse, new ways of life, i like my life to always be going somewhere, on the move, ive begun to say im fond of wind blowing past me, its all about the feeling movement,feeling leaves between my fingers, in mossy washington forests drumming with family(you know who you are) , going forward,timing, social engineering is one subject ive been looking into, its interesting and it applies.... love, freedom, and peace....i still find theres a point to go out and just search a little, or a lot, for nothing youve ever seen before, lifes full of that,thats my favorite part :) i love exploring, living, adventuring, knowing the unknown is out there and you're coming closer to finding out what it is, & what its like... the power of choice and beauty of freedom to believe.... faith is something i believe in. i believe in respect and being respected, some don't understand that concept. one interesting thing i consider is how amazing life has been over the years even though stuff maybe like a roller-coaster on occasion. i think that all this has to do with being able to just deal with it, and i think that in training myself to become healthier and more aware of what i consume, how life is good if you make it out to be, it all in how you percieve. i love living the darker parts of life also, and i know that many a time, life will be doing tricks you arent really telling it to do, then it get interesting. i cope with stress, i honestly grant my appreciation to my diet, and my supportive loving brothers and sisters id call friends, and my twisted family :]

I'd like to meet:



id like to meet the man who wrote the book on dreams , sigmund freud. i want to and have yet to meet mc escher, alex grey,jim morrison,terrence makenna,jimmy hendrix,bob marley, lennon, salvador dali!! luke brown, robert monroe ,robert rich, pete namlook, tetsu inoue, atom heart, biosphere, the aeolian string ensemble, dr. seuss,Haile Selassi, bush, so i can piss on him just like he's done to all of US. a new friend, a someone i can correspond with, someone i can argue with about important subjects, someone to stack rocks with, somebody who loves camping, who knows how to rock out!!! my ANCESTORS :) someone who is honest, who is good at what they do, someone who has inner and outer peace, i want to meet someone who believes in KARMA, zen, peace, relations, who is farther in than me, someone deep, someone who meditates regularly, someone that can enjoy nature....i love meeting new people, especially if they are extremely weird. anyone not in particular :]

id like to meet a woman who would take KALI MA's place in my life. a little brief:Kali, the Primordial Mother Goddess of Hindu tantric tradition, has her origins in India's archaic matriarchal culture. Her radiant blackness protected the dark-skinned tribes who worshipped her and inspired fear and dread in their enemies. She was, originally, a warrior goddess, worshipped with blood sacrifice and offerings of flesh and liquor. She was always viewed as all-powerful, awesome, as mysterious as night, fierce, passionately sensual and demanding. Yet to her worshippers she was always the all-merciful Protectress, filled with sublime love and compassion, a Granter-of-boons. Above all, Dark Kali was and still is Kali Ma, "Kali the Mother", the Cosmic Female Power, always available for Her devotees, ready to remove their suffering, their negative Karma, their fear of time (Kala) and death, always ready to bestow bliss and liberation. -she will have many traits to share with me and even more sights to see, foods to eat, activities never even dreamed of, someone who would help many of the aspects of my life i would rather say are alright. some arent, i feel that they are adjustable and moldable. im in my own peace, but there is always room for enhancing change. sometimes i cover so many grounds and subjects and i know i forget others that would be important if i noticed. i want kali to cure some of my blindness, to whatever it is out there that i dont see or havent experienced.i ask for light.i have my motivation, and i have my doubts. Myspace Backgrounds

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Music:

ive found myself getting into more styles of music, with more meaning, more consciousness,less negativity and more balance. i cant get enough of AMBIENT 0) its something im going to help grow bigger in the world, its a level that reachs higher than any other, and lets the mind follow without hesitation.WWW.PAXAHAU.COM is somewhere you can go to be exposed to such.....

Reggae, folk muse, blues, rock~abstract~
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dnb, ambient, downtempo, dub, tribal warfare with djembes
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drumming, indian influences, world music is becoming more appealing than american, Ravi Shankar!!! sublime!!!!!!aphex twin,~AMON TOBIN~, jack johnson,ben harper, ******pete namlook, aes dana,terence mckenna(CHECK THIS GUY OUT) waater,theres too many to even try to think of!! classic rock has always jammed the best though by far~~~

Be free and in peace brother, your talents make you king, and your love for music made you DIMEBAG-RESPECT

too many names to say, quick 3: doors, floyd, hendrix, led. jefferson airplane, tom petty and the heartbreakers, rolling stones, ac/dc, GnR, aghhhh i cant stop ... classic rock is real, and thats why i appreciate it. .. the musical idea now is peace,love, festivals, freedom, and escaping from the american BOX.EXPOSURE.the musical movement as far as myself is concerned, im very determined to eventually produce intelligent ambient, mixed with conscious images , including broccoli fractals and organic images,vj/dj/producer i want to create my own extended atmosphere ,dream concerts, to help enhance spiritual life ect. there are many ideas flowing between visualnoise and myself, and projects have been started. the work im involved in as far as music will be projected far and loud, close and quiet. positive driven sources of energy vibrating to your mind~ i believe now is a time to be comfortable with what i have, because ive never been and its time to start dealing with where i am.~~~~ with this vibe in motion ive come to many more roads of opportunity due to my will and courage. its all choice.

if you feel you need to tell me about any artists, go right ahead, i love being exposed to new sound~~~

if you have an idea, lets collaborate

some del the funk homosapien lyrics for your brain to soak:

lyrics from Virus"Global controls will have to be imposed and a world governing body, will be created to enforce them. Crises, precipitate change.." [Del] Secretly.. plotting your demise I wanna devise a virus To bring dire straits to your environment Crush your corporations with a mild touch Trash your whole computer system and revert you to papyrus I want to make a super virus Strong enough to cause blackouts in every single metropolis Cause they dont wanna unify us So fuck it total anarchy and can't nobody stop us You see late in the evening Fucked up on my computer and my mind starts roaming I create like a heathen The first cycles of this virus I can send through a modem Infiltration hits your station No Microsoft or enhanced DOS will impede Society thinks thier safe when Bingo! Hard drive crashes from the rending A lot of hackers tried viruses before Vaporize your text like so much white out I want it where a file replication is a chore Lights out shut down entire White House I don't want just a bug that could be corrected I'm erecting immaculate design Break the nation down section by section Even to the greatest minds it's impossible to find [Repeat 2X] I wanna devise a virus To bring dire straits to your environment Crush your corporations with a mild touch Trash your whole computer system and revert you to papyrus [Kid Koala scratching:] "We have already planned.." "The plan is programmed into every one of my thousand rrrobots.." "We will not hesitate; we will destroy the" -- "Homosapien!" "Please, stay where you are.." (Psst ay, I'm makin some shit in my basement Bout to do it to 'em, don't tell 'em though Alright I love you, peace) [Del] I want to develop a super virus Better by far than that old Y2K This is 3030 the time of global unification Break right through they.. terminals Burn 'em all, slaves to silicon Curupt politicians with leaders and their keywords F.B.I and spys stealin bombs Decipitate their plans in thier face and catch the fever Everybody loot the stores get your canned goods Even space stations are having a hard time Peacekeeepers seek to take our manhood Which results in the form of global apartheid Ghettos are trash dumps with gas pumps Exploding and burnt out since before the great union The last punks walk around like masked monks Ready to manipulate the database or break through 'em Human rights come in a hundreth place Mass production has always been number one New Earth has become a repungnant place So it's time to spread the fear to thunder some [Kid Koala scratching:] "Too long have we tried to extend our glorious empire out to the stars.." "Only to be drive back.." [Repeat 2X] I wanna devise a virus To bring dire straits to your environment Crush your corporations with a mild touch Trash your whole computer system and revert you to papyrus

positive vibrations~

Movies:

drag, i dont stair at things that arent beautiful, screens are dull and its about as pointless as tv to me, im proud to say this is a good space for beauty, art, and my rant against sitting and watching an object with pictures for hours upon hours of your life, find something better to do is what i say. creating films is a fun thing to do though, i respect editors and or directors, but i dont participate in watching. ..

Television:

instead of obeying,conforming,consuming, and listening to the lies, try living your own life and make something of it.think about how many hours youve spent your whole life sitting there staring, it disgusts me to think of such a waste.stand up and realize those realms are soo incredibly far from you that there isnt relevance. try it, the freedom youll earn is amazing
aNI DIFRANC(O) "self evident"
(inspired by the WTC disaster)yes , us people are just poems we're 90% metaphor with a leanness of meaning approaching hyper-distillation and once upon a time we were moonshine rushing down the throat of a giraffe yes, rushing down the long hallway despite what the p.a. announcement says yes, rushing down the long stairs with the whiskey of eternity fermented and distilled to eighteen minutes burning down our throats down the hall down the stairs in a building so tall that it will always be there yes, it's part of a pair there on the bow of noah's ark the most prestigious couple just kickin back parked against a perfectly blue sky on a morning beatific in its indian summer breeze on the day that america fell to its knees after strutting around for a century without saying thank you or pleaseand the shock was subsonic and the smoke was deafening between the setup and the punch line cuz we were all on time for work that day we all boarded that plane for to fly and then while the fires were raging we all climbed up on the windowsill and then we all held hands and jumped into the skyand every borough looked up when it heard the first blast and then every dumb action movie was summarily surpassed and the exodus uptown by foot and motorcar looked more like war than anything i've seen so far so far so far so fierce and ingenious a poetic specter so far gone that every jackass newscaster was struck dumb and stumbling over 'oh my god' and 'this is unbelievable' and on and on and i'll tell you what, while we're at it you can keep the pentagon keep the propaganda keep each and every tv that's been trying to convince me to participate in some prep school punk's plan to perpetuate retribution perpetuate retribution even as the blue toxic smoke of our lesson in retribution is still hanging in the air and there's ash on our shoes and there's ash in our hair and there's a fine silt on every mantle from hell's kitchen to brooklyn and the streets are full of stories sudden twists and near misses and soon every open bar is crammed to the rafters with tales of narrowly averted disasters and the whiskey is flowin like never before as all over the country folks just shake their heads and pourso here's a toast to all the folks who live in palestine afghanistan iraqel salvadorhere's a toast to the folks living on the pine ridge reservation under the stone cold gaze of mt. rushmorehere's a toast to all those nurses and doctors who daily provide women with a choice who stand down a threat the size of oklahoma city just to listen to a young woman's voicehere's a toast to all the folks on death row right now awaiting the executioner's guillotine who are shackled there with dread and can only escape into their heads to find peace in the form of a dreamcuz take away our playstations and we are a third world nation under the thumb of some blue blood royal son who stole the oval office and that phony election i mean it don't take a weatherman to look around and see the weather jeb said he'd deliver florida, folks and boy did he everand we hold these truths to be self evident: ..1 george w. bush is not president ..2 america is not a true democracy ..3 the media is not fooling me cuz i am a poem heeding hyper-distillation i've got no room for a lie so verbose i'm looking out over my whole human family and i'm raising my glass in a toasthere's to our last drink of fossil fuels let us vow to get off of this sauce shoo away the swarms of commuter planes and find that train ticket we lost cuz once upon a time the line followed the river and peeked into all the backyards and the laundry was waving the graffiti was teasing us from brick walls and bridges we were rolling over ridges through valleys under stars i dream of touring like duke ellington in my own railroad car i dream of waiting on the tall blonde wooden benches in a grand station aglow with grace and then standing out on the platform and feeling the air on my facegive back the night its distant whistle give the darkness back its soul give the big oil companies the finger finally and relearn how to rock-n-roll yes, the lessons are all around us and a change is waiting there so it's time to pick through the rubble, clean the streets and clear the air get our government to pull its big dick out of the sand of someone else's desert put it back in its pants and quit the hypocritical chants of freedom forevercuz when one lone phone rang in two thousand and one at ten after nine on nine one one which is the number we all called when that lone phone rang right off the wall right off our desk and down the long hall down the long stairs in a building so tall that the whole world turned just to watch it falland while we're at it remember the first time around? the bomb? the ryder truck? the parking garage? the princess that didn't even feel the pea? remember joking around in our apartment on avenue D?can you imagine how many paper coffee cups would have to change their design following a fantastical reversal of the new york skyline?!it was a joke, of course it was a joke at the time and that was just a few years ago so let the record show that the FBI was all over that case that the plot was obvious and in everybody's face and scoping that scene religiously the CIA or is it KGB? committing countless crimes against humanity with this kind of eventuality as its excuse for abuse after expensive abuse and it didn't have a clue look, another window to see through way up here on the 104th floor look another key another door 10% literal 90% metaphor 3000 some poems disguised as people on an almost too perfect day should be more than pawns in some asshole's passion play so now it's your job and it's my job to make it that way to make sure they didn't die in vain sshhhhhh.... baby listen hear the train? .. heres to those that choose not teo read this constellation of beautiful words

Books:

dr seuss
viva information~
ill read anything that teaches
the macrobiotic way
how to live green
natural fermentation (for kombucha growing)
psychology
THE OMNIVORE'S DILEMMA(will change the way you look at society as a whole)
the giver
The Celestine Prophecy , its wonderful and will heighten your own state of consciousness by reading it-
honestly,i rarely read because theres so much going on around me, and i choose to participate :) but when i choose to sit and read, its soo refreshing that i often spend hours doing so.

Heroes:

i have a few heroes id like to address.

my faith in what i belive in, myself for making the choices ive made that have got me where i am,my supportive loving faithful friends&family, and my music.without these id be in a cave somewhere dying as a choice, period.

Senior Chavez, for speaking up about a local asshole.......pizza,potatoes, avacado, thai food, homecookin' :] bananas are like the moon. pumpkins, positive energy, peacefulness,forests,trees, moss, missions,building structures

My Blog

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summer starts. choices made. im holding on and i will not let go.time to change. chameleon colors bubbletime to remember just another second freecalm?wtf?...
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 08:34:00 PST

deep floor found the depths provide a wise mind& open eyes

   sink  drip syncslower paceuntil the edges scrape oxygen with graceyour fluid kind leaks all over as the gravity has lowered its strenghthknotted quilt style layers unfold your mind i...
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 12:04:00 PST

india's infinite beauty

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Posted by COEXISTENCE on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 08:22:00 PST

soon

take me away. to india.
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 10:34:00 PST

enlightenment

June, July, and August is going to be a hot bed of transformation, and I am not talking about the thermometer either. This is the biggest shift to hit the consciousness of humanity to ...
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:45:00 PST

avoid yourself, as freedom awaits

growth found todayin its finest breeze  my mind inhalesthis oxygen easeless toke and more spokeanother break from the fake illusions are fusions fractions in your lifes lakemanage to jump back an...
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 07:38:00 PST

secret [potion] possibly?

may not be good.may not be that badmay be so tremendous that i dont even understand, may end up hurting myself from the fall butlife is peachy i dont know where all of this amazing unexplainable myste...
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:35:00 PST

warmth

i feel the love.  i havent fealt it quite like i have tonight, in ....well. i laughed when i sincerely thought about this................i got homei paid attention to those i havent contacted in ...
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Thu, 17 May 2007 10:48:00 PST

wish upon a vast sun

my universe shall answer one day, and then ill look back at this post and just know. and smile. and have them next to me to talk about it. and smile with them.and have some tea.and go camping. and pla...
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Fri, 04 May 2007 12:50:00 PST

devoting my time

i admit it. i have found sanctuary. due to my cousins generosity. hehehe. the secret is the sound equip in my room and its hard to leave the house now that i have something to be passionate about. its...
Posted by COEXISTENCE on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:43:00 PST