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dead flowers, broken bottles, broken hearts, and bluegrass.

About Me

trying to stay positive amongst a ton of negative shit! ...

My Interests

most imperfect moments. damaged feedback. serial noncoincidental misfortunate events. self induced sonic comatose. perpetually fluctuating human interferences. post coitus lung damage. hating myself. hating you. hating god. giving up. giving in. holding on. again and again.

LOVES FETI!!
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseacti...

weird, huh?!

I'd like to meet:

the earth when she takes back what is rightfully hers! greenery swallows all.....

Life After People Part 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=viXvq6Qy3q0

watch it, bitches!

and i want to meet cute ladies that want to kiss me

Music:

songs about nature. grief and solitude. mythology... hairy, bearded men harmonizing their guitars and vocals. hot lesbians screaming. annihilating drums. guitar solos. riffs that last for days. consonance and dissonance. foreign poetry. songs about drinking. songs about thinking. delta blues. country punk'n'roll. baroque era classical. functional tonality. vessels of powerful angst. tribal ritualistic rhythms. and gangsta rap......................................................"Ma king the compromises, Brave fronts, deceitful disguises. What did you know? What did you care? What did you know? What did you care? Turning a blind eye to the lies just to keep it all together, But sometimes when I'm alone like this I wonder whether it's worth it.Smiling and socialising. Endless philosophising. What did you know? What did you care? What did you know? What did you care? Surface agreements, statements of fact, trying to prove we can do it, But sometimes when I'm alone like this I wonder just who can see through it.Bargains and sacrifices. Cheap tricks, cheaper devices. What did you know? What did you care? What did you know? What did you care? Holding the vision, but losing our sight, endlessly searching solution, But sometimes when I'm alone like this I wonder how much it's just institution.What did you know? What did you care? What did you know? What did you care? Anarchy's become another word for 'got 10p to spare?' What did you know? What did you care?" Another way of saying 'I'm O.K., sod you out there'. What did you know? What did you care? Another token tantrum to cover up the fear. What did you know? What did you care? Another institution, another cross to bear. What did you know? What did you care? etc. etc.width="425" height="350">.. ..>

Movies:

this week: slaughtered vomit dolls. terror 2000! shutter. tetsuo. faust. the tenant. ichi the killer. happiness of the katakuris. dr. strangelove. the devil's rejects. pig. niel hamburger- that's not gold, that's dung! and dumb and dumberER. it's hilarious. and you know it. .. width="425" height="350">.. ..> .. width="425" height="350">.. ..>

Television:

is intellectual suicide. look at this effing cake!

Books:

currently reading: PARASITES LIKE US- adam johnson. black hole- charles burns.....and i always love: why i'm not a christian. musicophilia. the film club.the god delusion. diary. choke. haunted. rant. fear and loathing in las vegas. necronomicon exmortus. anne sexton. bukowski. burroughs. 101 ways to kill yourself or someone you love. days of war, nights of love. the antichrist. steal this book. brave new world. lords of choas. dharma punks. burning in water, drowning in flame. dante's inferno. choosing death. maldoror. get in the van- henry rollins in general. lullaby. diary. slaughterhouse V. running with scissors. h.p lovecraft stories. native son. lord of the flies. farenheit 451. sex signs. the illustrated man. catch 22. anything by anne sexton or e.e.cummings. biography of johnny cash. primary colors. jungian psychology. nietzche. stiff. existentialism and human emotions. future shock. blink. focusing. everything is illuminating. mere christianity. chronicles of narnia. spoon. prozac nation. anything by irving welsh and hunter s. thompson. book of mormon. grassroots. high fidelty(it's better than the movie). the black book. sonnets for suicide. green anarchy. dracula. the communist manifesto.
brush your goddamned teeth!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUkpR2Q6Oy8

Heroes:

does bologna fear the grinder?? -

My Blog

not so good experiments with "movie time"

Check out this video: toujours sauver ...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 07:14:00 PST

newfound lack of internet knowledge [or not]....

i seriously don't know what "LMAO" means in this stupid internet jargon. i keep reading it. never cared to investigate.fuck the people on the internet that need to use this shorthand nonsense. just wr...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 05:10:00 PST

eight confessions...

1. i've been sitting here at my computer listening to john denver for hours. i'm not trying to be facetious here. if you know me well, then you know it's likely.2. i had an awesome meeting tonight wit...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 11:11:00 PST

mother fuckin DAY FIVE!!!!!!

this is probably the first and last time you will ever see me write this: (and probably the last time i will experience the feeling)i am proud of myself.five days without a cigarette.... i never do an...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 03:05:00 PST

DAY THREE....

still cigarette free, and homicidal as ever. i feel about as pissed off as a kid who grew up in bakersfield, or better yet, visalia. i just might start a power violence band.... my nails are down tho ...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 11:56:00 PST

my momma must’ve raised a quitter......

RULES OF DAY ONE:-no fumar!!!-no more than 2 alcoholic drinks, preferably none. but i'm being realistic.-paint a picture-read a book, nigga-don't fucking give in.-remember this: let's see how today go...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 12:43:00 PST

the dangling conversation

Its a still life water color,Of a now late afternoon,As the sun shines through the curtained laceAnd shadows wash the room.And we sit and drink our coffeeCouched in our indifference,Like shells upon t...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 08:17:00 PST

Charles Manson's Epic Question

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XREnvJRkif0 i smoked reefer for the first time in a LONG time tonight and i'm trapped on the internet soaking up this kind of shit. hahahaha. i'm really thinki...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 11:39:00 PST

who doesnt love a metallica cover??...

MOONSORROW's new EP "tulimyrsky," or for you non-finnish- "firestorm" is better than what it should be, considering only one song (the title track) is new, (but nearly 30 minutes long!) and of the rem...
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 04:13:00 PST

Sarah Sucking Down Some.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uFm53wvtF8 beer stick debauchery. and the old 97's in the background.......
Posted by [[aberrant shat]] on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 09:10:00 PST