The Basic Package...Heres what you've won, or could win..in semi-random order:....A BRAND NEWWW CARRRR. no. i'm actually not really into cars, unlike most guys i guess?. i don't forsee myself
even driving cause my eyes wander too much and i couldn't handle it if i accidently hit someone or even an
animal. public transportation here works just fine, most of the time..and i love walking........i'm not a veggie, but if i lived on a farm i would have to be because i would become attached to the animals and
never kill them........now asking myself, wtf did i start HERE..well i'm random, thats pretty much a demonstration of it.......please never call me a democrat or a republican, a liberal, a conservative, or any other title for that matter..i'm me, and those are all insulting......i'm quite atypical in alot of ways(mostly-all good though, at least to me : p )..........some people think i'm negative, but i'm positive. other people think i'm really positive but i'm just realistic.......i don't believe in heroes, but if you are good times, i can care about you alot more then i ever could a hero........"i tell them theres no problem, only solutions"(watching the wheels-john lennon)............
i try to be honest but many don't appreciate it. i can be merciless with the truth if i feel its needed.
i don't try to insult anyone ever, but if someone goes way too far eventually i gladfully burn them with the
intent to leave scars. its debateable whether i'm a failure in alot of ways, but i always succeed at that.........honesty is huge to me......HUGE........okay i can't make the text bigger so i won't type huge again. well cept that time. : ).........friends, family, and general happiness of people are most important to me. music comes next.........i have issue with the new concept of friendship. it seems the person who said you'll be lucky if you have even a
handful of good friends when all is said and done, was right..if not being kind. friendship has been replaced by
networking concepts. use someone up till you don't need em, love them when you want something, and be a ghost
when you don't and they probably need you the most. please don't bother me if these are your ideas of
friendship. : ).........if in some crazy urge you want to call me your best friend, please don't. something bad always happens. same
thing goes with singing/saying the words to a clay aiken song to tell me you are in love with me. no offense
clay........just in case he's secretly obsessed with my awesome life and reads this all the time.........no, i don't care if clay aiken is gay..no, i don't care about celebrities' lives at all. if you hate gay people,
you're probably gay..which means you probably hate yourself. go jump off a bridge........the brooklyn bridge and the verazano are so beautiful........don't really jump off a bridge, just think and stop hating people so much-and if your drinking the Jesus juice
with the little ritz cracker, then listen to him and don't judge, don't hate, DO allow for free will(its not
harming you, and evangelicals like pat robertson with multiple divorces are hurting the sanctity of marraige,
not gay people), and listen to others like you want Him to listen to you no matter how deep in the closet you
really are heh.........yes, i believe in God. its fine if you don't, and i won't try to make you believe in God. i do believe in
heaven, but i don't believe that people go or don't go just because of what religion they believe in. i think it
all comes down to the kind of person you are. i know some pretty awesome atheists and some pretty evil acting
people of religion. i personally believe in Jesus but don't believe in organized religion(if you are like HUH?
awesome). what ever you believe/do, if its healthy, rock on.........p/s i won't hold what someone else did to me in the past, against you...........most people don't listen to me, some people pretend they do, and i listen to everyone(yes, i'm omnipotent : p )
if they want to be heard, or at least i will try..........if you are not using me, i like being of any help i can be. bring it on...........its true that the center of the earth is the end of the world, but somewhere inbetween there and the 4 corners
of the earth are some people reaching out over the police barriers, with cups of cyanide, each hoping one of the
four horsemen will grab and drink on their way racing to the end. i'd like to believe i'm one of those people.
when something bad happens(pretty often at times for me) i usually go off to be alone at first, and i'll talk
about it later. or i'd like to just sit there with someone and not say much, till suddenly i can't shut up about
it..well sometimes.......i used to not talk much, and i would be told i should talk more..then i talked alot sometimes, and people say
"you talk too much", but even still sometimes i go along time being really quiet as well. anyway, my conclusion
from all that just reverberates that alot of people are never satisfied. so i'd pretty much prefer to talk less
and be in my own little world. i'm working on that........i like the beach late at night and/or in the late fall and winter..early spring..rather then the summer, when i
can just be in my own far away place. oceans, lakes and ponds most of all, are the most beautiful places in the
world and the most true. these places and mountain side rifts are my favorite places in the world. and of
course, chicago........i don't like being all alone too long, so don't forget about me. i won't forget about you, i promise...........i've never broken a promise, and thats a promise : p.........new york, i could say alot about. alot of it may not be kind. but i can say that i'd rather live here then most
places, from what i do know, though i suspect i won't live here that much longer. but then again, who knows. the
best places in new york, wonderful places that defy some of the rest, are union square, central park, prospect
park, and the beach down here, as well as coney island beach friday summer nights. though after this year, that
will be gone : ( i'll have to go there more often this year to squeeze the last out of it : ).........no matter who you are, i don't care how you look, if it spins your wheels then its more then cool with me. beauty is both an illusion and a reality..in the middle ages people who would today be considered overweight and told by many to make changes, were worshipped in everything, just check the art. today its really thin people, particularly
anorexic ones. reality is that once the trained(brainwashed?) eye is relieved of its duty by getting to knowsomeone, their beauty starts to really unfold. no matter how you see people, theres some things you don't see right away, and thats part of the fun..or pain..depends....i'm not ugly to me, but i know to you i likely am, so if you ask me i'll be quick to tell you i am. it saves us both the trouble, and i can still do those poses when no ones...i mean..anyway..haha j p..maybe : p
basically i don't really care how anyone thinks i should look, as long as it works for me : )...........i love art, though i'm about the last person you'll ever catch going to The Met(not that its not pretty cool
there), but if you have photos or paintings or drawings or MUSIC, i'll gladly look at it anytime. as long as its
not a dot on a canvas, its cool with me.........myself, i am a killer stick figure artist, but so as not to make people
jealous i focus on being a musician. i started off by playing the piano, then it was revived in me by writing
lyrics, and its just expanded outward from there. hopefully soon i'll have an album..........i don't care about money, and i'll be fine as long as i have enough to get by.........society is controlled and life is hampered greatly for many by todays job system..........office space is a great movie.........the worst thing that ever happened to this country is todays pop culture and the assassination of jfk/mlk/rfk........the best thing that ever happened to this country is pop rocks and you..you know who you are.........its not a conspiracy theory if you can prove it. i can prove it...........the truth does all the work, all i do is speak it. no special talent required.........nobody knows even half of who i am, though i'd like that not to be the case. inquire with in........the best day of my life was when the woman i've loved the most told me she was getting married. you may not
understand that. the worst day of my life was not yesterday, nor is today, nor will it be tomorrow, but its
somewhere and i feel it........the soul is more important then the mind, but the mind can work as a two translator for the soul. don't think too much, i tried it, it sucks hardcore. but please do think, and decide things for yourself : ).........i like food, its pretty cool. i like cooking, but i can't cook so i hope you enjoy your food a little charred : p my weight flucuates greatly in 3 year patterns : p i'm not sure what part of the latter phaze i am in right now, but it seems the bills could use a defensive tackle.......i also like candles alot, and i twice almost burned my shirt off accidently moving my arm to close to a candle. yes, i am a clutz,at least when i'm tired, but no, i'm not a pyro despite all the ashes going on : p........i do like sports, but i really only talk about sports with my friends who like sports. i pretty much enjoy.........talking about it because they do. some of my best memories come from playing football, baseball, or basketball........with some of my old friends. i can enjoy pretty much anything, so hit me with it. as long as its not
harmful/wasteful, i'll probably like it..i'll at least give it a try........i tried opera and plays, i really don't like it. i could stomach going if i had to, but a movie sounds good tome. : ).......particularly rented at home, with some good food : D........i've experienced and have some of the most random, funny stories, ever. i'm not that good at telling them, though, but they're still funny enough to overcome that : )......dreamers are realists. i don't dream(or i should say wake up remembering dreams) often, and usually when i do.......they are nightmares, but i dream alot when i'm awake.......p/s, drinking water right before you sleep solves most problems with nightmares and uncomfortable sleep. i remember to tell people that, but sometimes forget myself....i have bad memory, but its usually fun.........at 4 am, i am either really quiet or i laugh at everything...ANYTHING.......i'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round.(thanks again john lennon)........wanna watch with me? for the premium package, you'll have to contact me for details.....................................................
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.my older "about me" thing i wrote..some additional insight perhaps :O :O :O :hi..i'm 25 years old and live in nyc(brooklyn)..i was born here and i've lived here all my life with the exception of a few months when i lived in a small town..really more like out in the middle of no where in averill park and then i moved to east greenbush for a very short while, only to return here..well anyway, i'm not sure why i went into that but basically i'm a musician, i play piano and i write music lyrics and now i'm currently working on an album, which hopefully will be complete by the end of the year..music is my favorite thing and brings me the most joy by far with the exception of a small number of people..i spent time as well doing what i can to help drive out the bush regime and get out the 9/11 truth, get a new investigation leading to those truly responsible being held accountable as they should, and stopping/reversing the completely distructive and fatal direction of corporatism/globalism. i like other things as well but i think i've covered them below or above or somewhere else on this page...i'm not really into politics at all, as a matter of fact i largely hate it, but i came to a realization after learning about so much of the wrongs being done, that i have to take more initiative as a person to try to change the political environment, not just the social environment...or else we all suffer irreprehensibly. so many people already are suffering and dying unneccessarily. and both the social and political environment intertwine and effect eachother, and so by taking part in one you are impacting the other. to get the whole scope you have to come to grips with the whole scope, so you can take on and change the entire landscape for the better. also, by understanding one and not understanding the other, you may become counterproductive of your very own wishes for the world. for example, lets say your against child labor and your for equal rights for women. so you vote for someone who appears to be very passionate about this. the next day you go to the store and buy clothing that is sweatshopped. thats counterproductive. and truth is, most politicians are frauds so its what you do the other 364 1/4 days a year socially and politically that will make just about all the impact. okay, this is supposed to be "about me", but i guess i'm just trying to explain..heh. i'm very passionate about human life and people being happy..i try hard to help others be happy and i am a dreamer..no doubt about that..though i will admit right now its harder for me. none the less, dreamers are realists. honesty is extremely important to me and in some twisted irony i've been given just about none of it in my years, but perhaps thats just the state of the current world at large :sigh:..i'm quiet with new people usually, though it all depends on the setting i suppose..i'm just weird like that YEP..i'm more positive then i sometimes sound, i like to think for myself rather then be someones drone and i don't like materialism, and to be honest i couldnt possibly explain all of myself or close to it in this silly little box, plus i'm tired, so i'm going to fast foward..you can feel free to ask me if you wish to know or just get to know me? thats the best way to find out in depth who i am i say...running down some other things, lets see..what else..i am single but yet, not, if that makes sense..and it probably doesnt...i'm im not sure what else to say here..but if ur curious or bored or anything like that u can ask if u like............. "that is, if you want to ignore the reality and complexity of the world in which we live -- I cant stop you. But I can tell you that if you do that, you are abandoning minimal standards of political and moral responsibility, and you become partially responsible for the injuries done as a result of a system you refuse to confront."-Robert Jenson, University Of TexasSave The World - One Click At A Time!
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