*sigh* Let's do an update on this...
Hmmm... It's always hard to talk about yourself. Folks either don't know what to say, or can't say enough.
I think I'm complex and simple at the same time. I have goals in life, but I like f**kin around with the small little odds, ends and interests that sporadically pop up in my head and make me go, "Hmmm, I think I'll try that..."
I'm a dreamer, and my ambitions are probably one of the things I hold closest to me. I think about greatness and I think about life, better than how it is and how it should be. I'm a decent writer. I love how I write and what I've written, though I know I can be a little (if not a lot) better. I guess I'm finding myself to be a blogger.
I'm not as funny as I use to be, and people never really know what to call me. I've never made it clear to anyone as to what name I go by. I guess I've always figured that how you know me should be good enough for you to decided on your own.
I'm a geek. Like really. Computer pieces everywhere. Not full geek, because half the time, I don't really know what I'm doing... but I'm getting there. My girlfriend just got me a shirt that says, "Your Computer Sucks." Sweet. Besides that, I like being a manly man; stand with posture, T-Shirt and jeans, pants that fit and worn properly. I'm a little too grown to leave my ass hanging out as if I don't notice. Sometimes, I'm a jerk... Well, more often than not. Speak to me as if you have a brain, and I'll act it. I hate the negative affects of mass media and propaganda. I don't like words like "Holla" or "Hyphy" because I think I'm just getting old. I know what they mean... but why would you say it? I know I'm not cool. I'm also a pretty big square.
Life to me is about experience and growth. I want to experience new things and meet different people. Oh yah, I guess you can say that I'm a deep person. So deep, you'd probably sink at times. I wish I could be wiser... And as much as it sounds like I'm out there always being active, I'm pretty much the kick back and chill type of guy. Never really in a rush to let my life pass me by.
Sometimes it feels like there's a need to rush. Because regardless of whether or not we're living it, life is passing by. We get so tangled in "everyday" business that the sooner we finish, the sooner we can go on living. I've taken up 2 jobs (like so many others I've known) and it hardly comes to mind whether or not this is what I really want to do...
Working to live... Or living to work... Doesn't seem to really work out either way...
Oh, and a big F.U.C.K YOU to Bank Of America. In one month alone, they've taken $250.00 by means of overdraft fees (Over $500 the whole time I've been with them). $1 over withdrawl = $32 dollers fee? So yah. My middle finger is raised to you guys. I do salute your ruthlessness and ingenuity in taking advantage of your costumers. You guys are truelly born from the ass of the Devil himself. May karma send you all straight back to hell.
This is old, but it's there just for the record.
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