The Beautiful Voidâ„¢

I live I breathe I'm the walking dead
This Page Has Been Killed Ended On 7/7/7
I could say a million truths and they could be misconstrued as a million lies.
If I chose to talk about myself I could be viewed as arogant or vain.
There are over a million people with profiles on myspace...
To say who I am would be like saying I'm just another face,
another number in this system, in the large domain of on lookers.
I would love to say I'm god but I don't have the ego to fit that title.
To know you are viewed on personal apearance is shallow within its self
To say exactly who I am would just verify that I'm just like everyone else.
On the hard bound journey to be diffrent than everybody else
certain words just make things obsolite.
I can say I'm a lover a very pasonate one at that
But over a thousand profiles say exactly the same thing.
I'm struggeling so hard to break this mold this
"oh just another person on myspace whos in a band who models whos a myspace whore..."
and nothing helps the fact ot the matter that everyone on this god forsaken
system is E-famous for one thing or another.
I seem to only know that as you people view this you will make your
own asumption of me and already question my athority,
By all means do so question my value (I know I do) to this place
But know when it all comes down to it we are all just numbers.
We all go to bed and sleep and have dreams then wake up and wish
to god that we wernt who we are.
View me how you will, and rank me on a scale of lies
Say false statements and be fake becasue everyone knows that a
Big percentage of friendships are baised on the first impression
and we always seem to "bend the truth" To form fit to our own
wants and needs out of this thing called life.
To smash and bash in a cruel fashion someone that you find lower than yourself
I have news for you fradulent people you are lower than scum
that I step on, if you walk all over happy inocent people
To make yourself feel better about your own person
know right here and now I'm not interested in meeting ass holes
or bitches or whatever else you fucked up people are.
If I wanted to meet cruel people I would go back to high school
Where populairity is the polairty and centeral system on "life."
I know by now you are all very disapointed becasue well you wanted
to know about me but I'm thinking if you have read over a million
profiles already whI am isnt as Important as what I should be.
If you must know I am never one to judge but I am verry quick to assume
I am infact a cancer I was born on june 28th, 1986
I don't find there to be any reason to lie about my age
I mean I look younger than my age already so i must have a really
good geen pool on my side that or I'm a vampire I'm still not quite shure
I'm a sensitive outgoing person
sometimes my emotions get the of me (alot)
I get crushes on people just like everyone else
I want what any other typical girl my age would want...
if you arnt shure what that is thats your own fault.
I have been through my fair share of relationships
I'm looking to possibly settel down some time before I'm 30
thats a nice long way away but a scary tought that in 20 years I'll be 40
I know you people might be thinking i'm too young and shouldnt
be thinking of stuff on such serious note like that
but this is the real world I would love to see myself in love with someone
special one day and vowing to be by their side always.
I'm a loyal friend and lover its a good trait us cancarians have.
I'm loud and boustfull there are points in time where I begin to think
I do love the sound of my own voice bashing silence.
Other times I like it to be quiet and mellow
snuggeling up with a good companion as I drift off to sleep is nice to.
Get this video and more at MySpace.com
I Will Not
I will not be your toy,
I will not be your doll,
I will never say I love you
in the tone of voice
you would love to hear,
I will never be your cure,
I will never be your pain,
I wont ever be the ending to your story book,
I will always be too late,
I will try my hardest not to look at you,
I will not be moved,
I will not be captivated by your eyes,
or the way you look at me,
I will not melt in your arms
when you touch me,
I wont be your light through the dark,
I will never be held to a standard
of goddess in your eyes,
I will always be the mud you
step in and track on your feet,
I won't ever have your heart,
nor to have,
and none to hold,
I won't ever say vows,
I will never be your sedation,
I won't expect to be your anything,
I won't be a person,
Or any other human beeing,
I will never be man nor beast,
I won't ever hold on to your hand,
I won't cry tears for you,
I won't even skip a beat,
I will never take two steps back
when your in front of me,
I will not look into your eyes
and see me in them,
I won't amount to anything
for you at all,
I will never be the one you call
when your having a bad day,
I will never lend you a helping hand,
I won't ever be alot,
I'll deffinately not be too little,
And I'll never be enough,
I'll never ammount to anything in you'r eyes,
I won't move you in ways that are unknown,
I won't even speak a word,
I won't speak the words
that you would end up falling in love with,
becasue I wont fall in love back,
I won't be like the memmory
you have of me becasue,
I have changed alot sience then,
I won't cry myself to sleep for you,
I won't call you when I just wnat
to hear your voice,
I won't invite you over for tea,
nor lunch or dinner,
I won't be your wings
to catch you when you fall,
I won't be the one doing alot of things
becasue aparently I'm just a wall,
and your standing in front of me
And I Won't show you anything
becasue I cant make you see.
these are just a small amount of my friends ^_^
The Amazing Love Tester!
Test Results for izzy
SUPER HOT!
WOAH Flame on baby!!
HOT!
WARM
MILD
COLD
THUMB

HERE Enter your Name
Place your thumb on the Thumbpad and click
From DatingTips.ws