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One speck or particle of dust from a tiny star part of a billion or so floats down and appears to land on an orb of earth. Say orb because it is just that, but to many it appears as a planet. Appears to land because techniquecally they never actually touch. The speck continues to hover just above this earth. Possessing many characteristics. Like hiking ( sometimes with the dogs, if they're up for it-they're a bit old), reading, writing, sketching, painting, dancing around in bois clothes ( why they're considered bois clothes is still at a wonder), learning new fencing techniques, beating the other though smaller fencing students, squeezing the cats, hoping they'll have their own room one day, planning, breaking the plans, stumbling over beautiful things, then sabotaging the beauty, avoiding drama, then creating it, riding my new bike, not recently though, giving oogy men birthday cards with ancient symbology, in hopes of washing away the oog, minding my own business, and then intruding on other lives as mentioned, practicing spirituality, striving for enlightenment, putting my sunglasses on when it gets too bright, loving, relaxing, stressing, performing, dancing with 20 in one night, going home alone, it seems safer, uderstanding the intensity of eye contact, avoiding eye contact at all costs, often wearing sunglasses at night, and wondering if you read all of this....

Body: Nature of Vibration in the Spiritual Dimension Posted by Mind Reality on the May 20th, 2006The Science of vibration in every aspect of the physical world describes how different rates of vibration result in different kinds of effects. But vibrations that are high on the physical plane may be low on the spiritual plane. The key is knowing how vibration is defined differently on the spiritual plane.In the spiritual dimension, negative energy is lower vibration because it is denser and heavier. Positive energy is higher vibration because it is finer and lighter.All negative energy makes you feel trapped and heavy. All positive energy makes you feel free and light. That is the difference between joy and grief, peace and stress, clarity and frustration.Negative energy is emotional burden while positive energy is emotional freedom. Emotions are truly spiritual in nature.It is important to know that energy attracts more energy of the same kind. Positive emotions attract more positive emotions whereas negative emotions attract more negative emotions.Energy on the spiritual plane will also attract corresponding scenarios on the physical plane. Feeling positive will result in more good things happening to you as if you are charmed or magnetic towards blessings. Feeling negative will lead to more undesirable things happening as if you are cursed or cant seem to help pulling bad things into your life.Emotion and thinking are symbiotically linked, one never exists without the other. Whenever one seems to exist by itself, it means the other is subconscious.Negative emotion is the result of negative thinking, positive emotion is the result of positive thinking. Thought is always the primary while emotion is the secondary. Thought doesnt have to be verbal, it can also be non verbal. It can be in visual, auditory, kinesthetic, olfactory (smell) and gustatory (taste).Certain negative emotions are not negative in the truest sense when they are meant to propel you to take action that is constructive. Anger and anxiety are emotions of a state that give you energy to take action. They are in between dense and light because they are dynamic.Anger is felt when there is a need to handle something that is trying to hurt you. Anger can be converted into well being through assertiveness. Anxiety is felt when there is a need to protect something from being taken away. Anxiety can be converted into confidence by doing courage. Such emotions although not entirely negative can be considered negative when compared with higher emotions of well being and confidence that are more positive. Higher vibrations are usually better.Negative emotion can be converted into positive emotion through right thinking and acting. The only problem is when those emotions are handled immaturely resulting in a regression from anger to depression or anxiety to avoidance. Depression and avoidance are emotional states that rob you of energy. Those are the true negative emotions which are to be avoided at all cost.Fear is worse than anxiety. Fear paralyzes energy. Fear is the worst enemy. Change fear into anger or some other emotion instantly and automatically. Do it or die.Anything that is truly negative subtracts energy. Otherwise it can be considered positive in one way or another.Good thoughts also attract good situations in your life while bad thoughts attract bad situations. The stronger the thoughts, the stronger the emotions. When you change your thoughts, you change everything.It is by this power that the forces of life are transformed from one condition to another. Magic is the mental manipulation of quantum forces to reshape the reality matrix continuum.The most powerful force of the mind is its ability to create, control and change reality. This is the true magic of life!The problem with negative thinking is that, it could self-perpetuate and spiral deeper and deeper into a vortex of self destructive force. So it is absolutely critical that you stop the flow and reverse it as soon as you can before it gets harder and harder to control.The more joyful, happy and light-hearted you are, the higher will be your corresponding overall rate of vibration. The higher your inherent rate of vibration, the more powerful will be your attractive powers. Joy is a very high emotion and therefore state of vibration of Energy, and one that is a fundamental characteristics of the Universe along with Unconditional Love. The more joyful you are the higher will be your rate of vibration and the more aligned you will be to The Source. This in turn will enable you to manifest your desires much more freely. The Law of Attraction (Our Ultimate Reality)On the physical level, higher and lower vibrations are neither positive or negative. On the spiritual level, higher vibrations are always more positive than lower vibrations.Low spiritual vibrations are caused by imbalance of physical vibrations. Balancing physical vibrations results in high spiritual vibrations.This is the difference and correlation of the nature of vibration between the physical and spiritual level of reality.Having this higher level of awareness helps you to see beyond the matrix of reality.
.. You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.

Buddhism

75%

Satanism

67%

Paganism

63%

atheism

58%

Hinduism

58%

Judaism

50%

agnosticism

38%

Islam

33%

Christianity

25%
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Which vampire from the Vampire Chronicles By Anne Rice are you?

Louis de Pointe du Lac
You are Louis de Pointe du Lac. Louis was created by Lestat after he had lost all hope for life and existence and this attracted Lestat. Louis gave in to the choice, and under Lestat became a vampire. But Louis was quickly horrified by what he had become, and soon refused to slay humans, and rather, fed off animals or not at all. He is ravaged hopelessly by grief and sorrow, and always the quest for answers, and the fear that there may be none. He is a miserable vampire, but throughout his life, he finds moments of happiness. Mon Dieu, Louis! Will nothing make you smile?
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My Interests

Golfing (just kidding), I've played put put though, hiking, drawing, painting, reading books on spirituality, cutting glueing, riding the bike, hanging out with the neices, eating without interuption, fencing, lsitening to music, attempting to produce it at times, legally driving my VW, often gazing at it's cuteness out the window, exploring, driving, trying to get people to eat bizarre things, drinking different kinds of beer, red wine, intelligent conversations, and silly ones, oh just ask it goes on and on....Disclaimer: May be a bit abrasive
Body: Self Awarness Test
The object is to ask yourself the following questions:
Have you ever...
...been manipulated?
...been afraid to tell the truth?
...been molested?
...attempted suicide?
...lived alone?
...smoked a joint?
...done other drugs?
...been a neat freak?
...been raped?
...questioned your convictions?
...been in a fight?
...been verbally or emotionally abused?
...lied to your boss?
...cut yourself?
...checked the door lock, more than once?
...eaten too much ?
...smiled at yourself in the mirror?
...had too much to drink?
...had insomnia?
...written a bunch of lists?
...rearranged your furniture thrice in a year?
...had your ego smashed?
...had an ego?
...run from unsual people?
...sped dangerously?
...been to jail?
...written a sad poem?
...returned to a lesson?
...cried deeply?
...laughed really loud?
...wondered what compulsive behavior does to you?
...fallen from a high place?
...ran from a spider?
...argued to argue?
...questioned reality?
...been ignored?
...been bullied?
...given up on something?
...really been in love?
the point: now ask these questions as if you were the initiator, and not as a victim. for example: have you ever manipulated someone? now, ask yourself who has the right to truely claim responsibilty, take a moment to put it where it REALLY belongs, of BOTH question sets. if you can't or your intuition tells you differently, find the hidden motivator. can't do that either? ask yourself before you go to sleep, ask your closest friends, ask your parents, meditate. we all fail to see ourselves objectively in a subjective world. although with desire and perseverence, time WILL reveal these answers. Self awareness is essential to moving forward into a life of your own destiny. if a victim believes they will ALWAYS be a victim, they will. however, we all have control over our own perceptions and never has anyone truely been forced to do anything against their will. (before you fly off in anger, i use 'truely' carefully.) if there is another question that fits in this realm, please leave a comment and i will add it. if this is just as important to you, please share it. ask yourself again, the last question on the list. without understanding you only remain inside the matrix... are you happy there?
The Pentacle
Upright pentacles and pentagrams are among the most widely used religious symbols. They have been used in many eras and by many cultures and religions of the world: by ancient Pagans, ancient Israelites, Christians, magicians, Wiccans and others. The following pentagram-using groups are listed in chronological order:This symbol apparently originated as the symbol of a Goddess who was worshiped over an area which extends from present-day England to Egypt and beyond. Her name was Kore (a.k.a. Car, Cara, Carnac, Ceres, Core, Kar, Karnak, Kaur, Kauri, Ker, Kerma, Kher, Kore, Q're, etc.). As Carmenta she was said to have invented the Roman alphabet. From her alternative Roman name Ceres have evolved many English words: cardiac, carnal, cereal, core, corn, and kernel. The port of Caraalis, (now Cagliari, the capital of Sardinia), was named after her.Kore's sacred fruit is the apple. When an apple is cut through its equator, both halves will reveal a near-perfect pentagram shape at the core, with each point on the star containing a seed. Many Wiccans, other Neopagans and Roma (Gypsies) continue to cut apples in this way. The Roma refer to the core as the Star of Knowledge.In ancient Greece, Pythagoras (586 - 506 BCE) established a school which pursued knowledge in mathematics, music, religion, and other specialties. Driven underground, his followers used the pentagram as a secret sign to identify themselves to each other. The Masonic Order has traditionally traced its origins back 2,500 years to the Pythagoreans.Kore was worshiped within the Coptic Gnostic Christian religion in Alexandria, Egypt, during the 4th century CE. Her festival, the Koreion, was held yearly on JAN-6. This was adopted by the Christian church as Feast of Epiphany (a.k.a. Twelfth Night). 4 This date is still celebrated as Jesus' birthday in Armenian churches, and is observed with more pomp than is Christmas by the Greek Orthodox church. 5In England, the Koreion became the Kirn - the Feast of Ingathering. The Christian church later adopted it to the Feast of Our Lady of Mercy. 4During the times of the Hebrew Scriptures (Old Testament), the pentacle was the first and most important of the Seven Seals - an amulet whose seals represented the seven secret names of God. It was inscribed on King Solomon's ring, which is often called Solomon's Seal in error. 6 Each point of the pentagram was also interpreted as referring to the five books of the Pentateuch - the first five books in the Hebrew Scriptures; the Torah.The Celts believed that the pentacle was the sign of the Goddess of the Underground, who they called Morgan (a.k.a. Morrigan). The concept of five points seems to have permeated at least one of the Celtic lands. "Ireland had five great roads, five provinces and five paths of the law. The fairy folk counted by fives, and the mythological figures wore five fold cloaks." 9In Christian times:The five points of the pentagram have been interpreted as representing the five wounds of Christ (2 wrist, 2 ankle and 1 side). The Roman Emperor Constantine used the pentagram in his seal and amulet. 14 It has been referred to as the Star of Bethlehem It was used to symbolize the star which allegedly led three Zoroastrian astrologers to the baby Jesus; it was called the Three Kings' star. The English warrior Sir Gawain, a nephew of King Arthur, adopted the pentagram as his personal symbol and placed it on his shield. 7 It appeared in gold on a red background. The five points symbolized "the five knightly virtues - generosity, courtesy, chastity, chivalry and piety." 14 Tarot cards originally had a suit of coins or discs. These were changed in the 19th century to pentacles when the Tarot became associated with the Kabbalah. They eventually became the suit of diamonds in modern playing cards. It has been widely used by past Christians as a protective amulet. During the burning times when the Christian church burned alive or hung hundreds of thousands of innocent people, the meaning of the pentagram changed. It began to symbolize a goat's head or the devil in the form of Baphomet. "The folk-symbol of security - for the first time in history - was equated with evil and was called the Witch's Foot." 14The religion of Wicca is based in part on ancient Celtic deities, symbols, days of celebration, etc. The pentacle and pentagram are their main symbols.Many religious and spiritual groups use the pentacle or pentagram today.

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You are the Temperance card. Temperance is the
blending of elements to produce stability. We
say that someone is temperate when they are
pleasant and easy going. Temperance achieves
balance through merging, so a temperate
person is one who feels whole. Creative
genius is often found in the ability to unite
two previously unconnected ideas. Aleister
Crowley considers this one of the most
important facets of this card and names the
card Art. He refers to a generation of a
third element out of two previously existing
elements. In the same way, the artist has the
ability to create a painting from canvas and
some tubes of coloured paint. The temperate
person is also inclined to think about
philosophy. Temperance leads to a calm and
rational logic but can also look beyond
everyday knowledge for the truth. Image from
The Stone Tarot deck.
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Movies:

Lord Of The Rings Trilogy, Star Wars trilogy, Xena box set, L Word 1 and 2, Better Than Chocolate, Kissing Jessica Stein, Osama ( I highly reccomend it), What The Bleep Do We Know, Angelina Jolie's secret home movies (just kidding), I will watch anything she is in though even if it sucks, Gia, Girl Interrupted, Gatica, Being John Malcovich, The Emerald Forest, Get Me Outa This Box, Cutting Up The Quilt, Give me Fear, Loving Blu, Building A New Road With The Stones From This One, And The Prequill- Destroying The Turn Around Dead End Drive, Rock Star Secrets, Eternal Sunshine In The Spotless Mind, The Behind the scenes edition, I am my hero, and I swear I've "seen" so many good movies lately and I'll keep you all posted on how many more I see and all the titles so you can all look them up for your own veiwing pleasure.

Television:

Crazy world out there Somebody aouta sell tickets I'd buy one

Books:

The Power Of Now, The Clan Of The Cave Bear, Pagan Rituals, The Witch's Bible, books by Sonia Johnson, The Code Book, Tipping The Velvet, Trash, All About Ireland, by Tom Robbins, Eckhart Tolle, poems by Watson Landes

Heroes:

Xena and Zoro

My Blog

history---know it

Happy Solstice At About 7:20 Today!- enjoy facts about "xmas Body: Saturnalia In Rome, where winters were not as harsh as those in the far north, Saturnaliaa holiday in hono...
Posted by ardhanarishvarar on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 07:40:00 PST

origins

Christmas - An Ancient Holiday The middle of winter has long been a time of celebration around the world. Centuries before the arrival of the man called Jesus, early Europeans celebrated light and bi...
Posted by ardhanarishvarar on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 07:36:00 PST

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jedi

how jedi are you? :: by lawrie malen...
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GAY ICON

You Are the Very Gay Peppermint Patty!Softball is the huge tipoff here...As well as a "best friend" who loves to call her "sir"What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?...
Posted by ardhanarishvarar on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 11:40:00 PST

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grading

Is grading a science? It's one point between an A and a B. If you look at it as a pie then 50% , would that be average? Yet with a grading system 80% is average. how much of a piece of pie do you eat?...
Posted by ardhanarishvarar on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 11:51:00 PST

numerology

There are 15 letters in your name.Those 15 letters total to 75There are 6 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.Your number is: 3The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization...
Posted by ardhanarishvarar on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 01:51:00 PST

2777

as of today this is how many profile views I've had. Hmmm 2777 as in to 777 and if 777 is the number of the goddess or for those who know judaic mythos the number perhaps of Shekhinah (a feminine no...
Posted by ardhanarishvarar on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 09:55:00 PST