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Lelanea

yesterday the devil stood here...I can still smell the sulpher. Chavez

About Me

Breaking away from the bounds of insanity, I am normal for a day. I find we ALL hide behind our sarcastic philosophies and materialistic manners. It’s only a form of euphemism..... Welcome to my tea-party! I can leave this life, I am a woman of many days. I know the artist well, she appears on those jazzy nights when the full moon pulls you in...And that dreamy adolescent girl, with her youth at play; leaving you with the desire to scream and run, chasing the clouds to their horizon.But I favor her allure at best, exotic and cagey leaving most to desire; content with her own, but satisfied with none. Restless with the desire to hunt..... the anxiousness must be tamed.In a wild frenzy ripping at the numbness of the soul, concentration is a must. Who will I be tomorrow or the day after? A.F...............It’s when I lose touch with reality that I am at my best. Grasping quick..I tend to forget to breathe. There is amusement that lies in my cackle, or the fact that I’m not staring but was actually found for a brief moment in time; that made me stand still to savor the comfort in knowing myself. I love dreary nights and cold weather… I live for loneliness and the idea that I may never love… I yearn to cry but feel I don’t deserve to…. I find tranquility in watching those who are in love… I desire poverty and hardship, for the belief that longing is living… I find myself testing the limits, desiring explosions or eruptions to keep me awake… I watch people in the next train car through the small portal windows, and some how have deemed it a modern day silent film… I crave the humor in raunchy and morbid jokes; it’s playing with all the things that I am not that reminds me of who I am..................................

My Interests

Faithless - Bombs

Add to My Profile | More VideosThe way the wind sounds through the trees';Got guinness mustaches perfected by moi; artists; flushed cheeks; music; dirty flip-flops; big dresses; art; the color green; Life; Innocence; the idea that no two people share the same laugh; uncertain smiles in the subway; Long boarding in central park; Finally using my 6'6 maverick on NY waves; literature; nature; CULTURES; surfing; snowboarding; The world and all it's humanity; the orients; the classics; full lips; awkward silence; the random connection with a complete stranger... whether it be a glance, smile or exchange of human compassion; independent films; documentaries; self imposed fear; those random stares triggered by the warmth of a color; the way salt resides on the lips after a wave crashes brushing the skin with ocean spray; Honesty and innocence of a child; the human psyche; the attachment of memories to a particular color or smell. .. .. ..
Your Aura is Violet
Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with creativity, and who doesn't conform to the "idealistic" views of society, the old woman who sits on the corner of the stone wall and shares her days of youth with the neighborhood children, merlin, those who live life never losing their innocence, the child that will grace my future and teach me the ultimate form of love, The Dahli Lama, Ralph Fieness, Oprah(she is a giving, intelligent woman with a big heart), Al Gore, The Old woman who saved my life when i was about 8 years old...I have always wanted see her face. The Jackass photographer that sold my photos to a lingerie company in tokyo and I am now plastered all over their billboards...I didn't get a dime.(F*CK! damn model release forms) a class='ora' style='TEXT-

Music:

I LOVE THIS VIDEO...wink winkglass trees 'La La Love'

Add to My Profile | More VideosElbow(tortured and beautiful), stone roses, fire arcade, doves(makes me miss the mountains), coldplay(first two albums), my morning jacket, chevelle, blind zero, Soul coughing, tool(Brilliant in so many ways), The Smiths, The raconeurs, Liz Phair, perfect circle, blok-party, the killers, sia(pristine), the shout out louds, The dandy warhols, Janes addiction, james, keller williams, Noir desir and manu chao, Audioslave, chris cornell, Beck, RADIOHEAD, Nancy Wilson, Ryan Adams, Paul Bjorn and john, Patty Griffin, The Hombres, The postal service, Dead can dance, Allison Krauss, Tom Vek, Cursive, John Mayer, the bravery, common, citizen cope, counting crows( a true poet, no one compares to such magnitude), cowboy junkies, Kings of Leon, Damian Rice(broken, young love with an old soul), David Gray, DMB, Hard-fi, Howie Day, Jack Johnson, Jem, Leonard Cohen (deep passionate voice, bath or sex music), massive Attack, maximo park, mazzy star, morningwood, morphine( Lovvvve it), mos def, Nick Cave, muddy waters, nikka costa, Norah Jones, O.A.R., Orishas, Portishead, POD, Rage against the machine, Ravi Shankar, Wide spread panic, The The (best band ever, seems to sum up my thoughts into a 4 min song), B.B. King(mothers milk), Bobby "Blue" Bland (sexiest voice...EVER! My ideal man of words), Thirteen senses (awesome!!), pilate!!!!, glass trees, procol harum, death cab for cutie, amadou et mariam, buena vista social club, calogero, flunk, grand national,king britt, m83, morcheeba, mutiny, Si*Se(Awesome!!!), slipknot, the boy least likely to, dead can dance, the antique row, zero 7, talib kweli, Nas, kelis, Led zepplin!!!, Donovan, Jethro tull, tv on the radio, talking heads, INXS, Robert Johnson, Plain white T's, queens of the stoneage, spoon, raekwon, ghost face killaz, Mew, T-BONE WALKER (shut chur mouth), Albert Collins, Billy Holiday, Lenny Kravitz, Leon Russel, Buddy Guy, Eric Clapton, Etta James, Blue oyster cult, Van Morrison, Crosby stills nash and young, The Brian jones Massacre, The Veils, Tokyo police club, THE SHINS, She wants revenge, Shiny toy guns, Felix da housecat, silversun pickups, The spinto Band, Greg Laswell, The veils, Nick Drake ..

Movies:

.. width="425" height="350" .... Dead Man, fear and loathing in las vegas, vanilla skies, scarface, the color purple, beloved, Man on fire, Angels heart, ratcatcher, what dreams may come, fried green tomatoes, anything by Shyamalan, the missing, wedding crashers, The christmas story (such a tradition), hoodwinked, the emperors new groove, Syriana, michael moore docs, Donnie Darko, the eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, casablanca,little miss sunshine (soooo freakin awesome),just friends, snatch, cold mountain, monty python in search of the holy grail, hero, cinderella man, the notebook, The way we were, Mr. Bean episodes, mystic river, miller's crossing, Gone with the wind, Citizen Kane, In cold Blood, Sin city, City of God OK Go - "Here It Goes Again" .. Buy OK Go - Oh No at iTunes.

Television:

It will rot your brain! I do occasionally find myself hitting up IMF, IFC, history or discovery channel

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Books:

The celestine prophecy, The tenth insight, The secret of Shambhala....James Redfield, Farewell to arms..Hemingway, Myst(the book of D'ni, Ti'ana, Atrus)..Rand Miller and David Wingrove, Everything by Brian Fraud, The yearnings of Lord Byron, Utopia..Thomas More, Cervantes..Kant..Thoreau (on the duty of civil Disobedience),..Nietzsche...Orson Scott Card...Steinbeck, the tibetan book of the dead, russians versus Fischer...Dmitry Plisetsky and Sergey Voronkov, Essays...Ralph Waldo Emerson, Blink..Malcom Gladwell, Currently reading Social Intelligence...Daniel Goleman and Static(government liars, media cheerleaders, and the people who fight back)...Amy and David Goodman

Heroes:

Successful single parents, Russel Means, Dennis Banks, Oprah (Amazing woman), The Gates (for all their charity) The Algonquins and all our fallen ancestors My bro and sis; we are soul mates who continue our reincarnations together. ..

My Blog

The Pillar of man

The rain allows her mist to descend in the hollar of the canyon, shaping images of ghosts, reflecting loves that I have lost.  My words bare no weight and seem to linger in the air taunting me, r...
Posted by Lelanea on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 03:57:00 PST

torment in the canyon

I wanna run to the canyon where we can fall to the illusions of wild whiskey and dry heat. Rough, wind burnt skin and rugged words, there is the echo of lost that haunts his lips leaving sorrow to sca...
Posted by Lelanea on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:25:00 PST

against the rise of the tide

"Stand tall against the rise of the tide," whispered my mother as she hung the linens out to dry. It's when the sun sets within the holler that isolates me from the world; leaving me veiled within the...
Posted by Lelanea on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 01:43:00 PST

mask

It's these foul words that cripple the tongue, leaving a stench upon the breath. Kiss me! And cleanse your self of this ghost you call your pride.   I find myself sitting Indian style on the coff...
Posted by Lelanea on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:37:00 PST

narcissistic

In this winding labyrinth of all that I am, echoes you, and all that you are.   Caught by my reflection in your stare, it's not you that I see; its vanity that arouses me&.   Decadence lies...
Posted by Lelanea on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:36:00 PST

words

  I heard of a man who says words so beautifully that if he only speaks their name, women give themselves to him. If i am dumb beside your body while silence blossoms like tumors on our lips, it ...
Posted by Lelanea on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:17:00 PST

awake and dreaming

I awoke to the sound of my own voice screaming in a strange dialect; a dialect that haunted my ancestors, stinging the lobe of my grandmothers ear....She has forgotten me I fear. Restless with wonder ...
Posted by Lelanea on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 09:37:00 PST

Lust in the lost

He wrestles with his shadow hiding in its corners; Pretending that he knows himself, he relies on the ignorance of others to pass him self off as grounded and knowing.   Come near and deep with y...
Posted by Lelanea on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 09:33:00 PST

Boredom prevails

Mother's breath rests on the brow of a sinner; it's desperation that keeps my eye.   Angelic rhythm of the body ensures a common interests of the mind, it's raw sex and the sound of crickets that...
Posted by Lelanea on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 09:21:00 PST

fragment

I had an epiphany today...It seems I found myself in the swirling colors of a tumbling dryer.        Realizing I am merely a mirage of beauty left behind...to rest in the soul of m...
Posted by Lelanea on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 12:46:00 PST