♠Just a litttle Sinister♠

About Me

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i am a simple read if you are looking at me just right. my life is full of different things and many different people who all seem to form an incredible world for me to live in. i have photography and a wonderful woman who makes me into a model. my friends are my world. my family made me who i am and faire did the rest.

My Interests

faire, music, art, photography, movies, concerts, friends, family, love, my truck...

I'd like to meet:

People who understand i am who i am...

Music:

music is my life...i like anything from ICP to Queen. Shinedown, Hypnogaja, 3 Doors down, O.A.R, The After Midnight Project, Seether, Silvertide, Black Sabath and anything i can rock out to. i really am not a fan of Rap or R&B. there is just something about it that turns me off of it...wait, i know what it is. it degrades women down to bitches and hoes for men to fuck!

Movies:

Boondock Saints is the best movie in the world! Murphy, Boondock Saints: Do not kill. Do not rape. Do not steal. These are principles which every man of every faith can embrace.

Television:

If and when I watcch tv, it is normaly a cartoon . very few shows hold my attention long enough for me to keep up on them.

Books:

Anything by Ken Follette

Heroes:

my parents, any one in the military and every one who goes after their dreamsthis chp rocks! i was in the front seat and Angela in the back...

My Blog

my eyes have turned a shade of empty

I have tried to live my life with the saying, "everyone should be happy before I am." i have done my best in doing so. i fight for the ones no one else does. i cry for the ones others forgot. i fe...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Fri, 18 May 2007 07:07:00 PST

troubled

i just have so much on my mind right now. all the things i want in my life seem harder to get than first thought. don't get me wrong, i knew this wasn't an easy road to go down to begin with. it als...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Tue, 08 May 2007 03:59:00 PST

old and funny

Today is the day for venting! I am sick so everything pisses me off. here is todays list!1. Being ignored. Yes, I understand we all have lives but how hard is it to pick up the phone or write me a tex...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Tue, 01 May 2007 10:10:00 PST

SINISTER !SINISTER!OIOIOI!!!

when i was growing up, i was known as baby sinister. i got to roll with the older people and was the cute little girl hanging on Joel's arm. threw the years, i lost touch with most of them, except J...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 08:53:00 PST

a good dream

in the past 3 years, i have had a hard time remembering my dreams, more by choice than anything. but last night...ok, remembering my dream is one thing, but it was a sex dream. you know those kinky ...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 12:38:00 PST

Today

I have been up and running around since 8 am. My feet hurt, my head is pounding from load music and I'm still cold. I wore 2 dresses today and had shoes that made me look hot but killed my feet. I ...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 11:22:00 PST

picture

When I saw your pictureIt all came flowing backAll the memoriesAnd the night of the attackYou smile so brightIn the picture I seeThe happiness that is your lifeGuess you forgot about meThe picture is ...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 01:04:00 PST

stop

I am not okNor am I all rightStop asking the questionsThey will start a fightYou know the answersAnd that I will lieThey are better than truthAt least I wont cryEach question makes me thinkOf why my m...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 11:13:00 PST

Done with you

I am done fighting for friendships. I am done watching over people. Done carring what you feel and think. I could care less about what you think of me. All of you who turned your backs on me the m...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 06:12:00 PST

its time

The shakes started today. I know what it means, i'm ready to break now. I have fought it off long enough that I am to the point that I cannot sleep. I can't sleep because my hands wont stop shaking...
Posted by ♠Just a litttle Sinister♠ on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 01:20:00 PST