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Lupa Lover

Kickin at the darkness till it Bleeds the Light

About Me

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AND THIS IS A PRESENT FROM MY HUSBAND:

MY 1959 CADILLAC HEARSE DIECAST WITH CASKET AND CHURCH

PHOTOS BY AARON DAVIS


Grim Rides - 2STIFF4U

RIP FLOP-DOG (10/22/01 - 9/5/05) - MOMMY MISSES YOU TERRIBLY

I've decided to try and fill out my bio. I had to do some re-evaluating on who I am. There is no fluff here, just the real me.

*I have REALLY low self esteem and say "I'm sorry" way too much. I am my own worse enemy and can take an entire day pointing out all of my imperfections. But I have started working on this in the last few weeks and have been improving drastically. So that's a positive thing.

*I am an animal lover of the highest degree. I own 8 cats and 2 dogs. All of my cats are inside only and only two are actually related (sisters). Their names are Samantha, Alexandria (Alex-BoBo-Balex or Fobbitt), Icabod (Ichy), Pandora (Pandy), Guen, Chloe, Friday, and Grace. We own two basset hounds named Ferris Bueller (Bueller for short) and General Lee (named after the Charger in Dukes of Hazzard - General for short). I do not tolerate animal cruelty.

FERRIS BUELLER aka BUELLER

GENERAL LEE aka GENERAL

*I ADORE bats. I was studying at the University of Florida for a degree in Wildlife Ecology and Conservation with a specialization in bats. One of my favorite things to do is take a walk right when the sun is going down and watch all of the bats come out to feed.

*It's the little things in life that make me happy, such as the first chill of winter, the sound of rain on the roof, watching the birds drink out of our dog's water bowl, sleeping in, eating a steak cooked just right, laughing at my animals and their unintentional antics, an impromptu stroll thru a graveyard we found while driving, having words or phrases that only you and a friend understand the true meaning of, the taste of a clove cigarette, the blooms of my orange rose bush and a nice beer buzz. On the other hand, in all honesty, if someone decided to give me a yacht, a mansion, an island or a small country, I wouldn't be unhappy about it.
*I am an extreme loyalist when it comes to my friends and loved ones. I don't tolerate someone messing with any of them. After all, friends are what makes life more tolerable.

*I am a brown belt in Tae Kwon Do and practiced kickboxing for several years.

*I love the smell of a storm coming in and love to sit outside and watch the lightning and listen to the thunder rolling.

*I am an emotional Scorpio with extreme ups and downs in my mood. I am also Bipolar. Yippee for me.....not.

*I am obssessed with my hygiene. I can't stand it if I smell bad. I take a shower in the morning and a bath at night. I have been known to take three or more baths/showers in one day.

*I clean my friend's dishes and sometimes their homes. And I actually enjoy doing so. I know. I'm a whole new catogory of freakiness.

*I tend to be possessive of my friends and loved ones and I have had problems with jealousy in the past. I'm a little better now but still have issues with it at times.

*I'm extremely clingy and needy when it comes to my friends. I just want to be around them all the time and get depressed when I can't.

*I'm a very passionate person in all matters. This can be a good thing but can also be a bad trait.

*I have no problem admitting when I've made a mistake (and I've made a ton of them).

*I can be a very hard-headed and stubborn person but usually give in during conflict.

*I'm still very much a child at heart and can act very goofy.

*I'm obssessed with werewolves, case you hadn't noticed. They fascinate me.

*Most people do not know the real me. I act very happy and bubbly when out in public. It's usually a facade. Only a handfull of people have seen the real me.

*October is my favorite month and I'm obssessed with Halloween. I have tons of decorations and I've only met one other person who had more. She is my idol.

*I ADORE the color orange, and buy everything I can that is that color.

*Chilly October evening + Horror Flick + Favorite PJs = one very happy Wendy.

*I really need to practice the virtue of patience and probably could use some anger management courses.

*I am created by God but forever being tempted by Satan.

*I use to own a horse and ride in the rodeos. I then switched to English and did Hunter Seat Jumping and Dressage. I had to sell my horse to go to College. I hope to get back into it again one day.

*I love MOPAR muscle cars with a passion! My faves are the Dodge Charger ('68 - '72), Plymouth Roadrunner, Dodge Challenger and the Plymouth Barracuda. My Dad is a mechanic and I grew up around such cars. He is currently working on rebuilding a 1965 Barracuda.

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*I love HORROR movies and can watch them over and over again. I do not like Dramas or any movie that makes me cry. I HATE TO CRY!

*A few things I dislike are malicious people, back stabbers, anyone that is cruel to ANY animal, marshmallows, canoes, monkeys (the only animal I do not like), baby dolls (not Barbies, just the ones that look life-like and have the eyes that open and close....note to my friends: Please stop bringing out your crappy, evil dolls and trying to scare me. I don't find it nearly as funny as you all seem to), racism and pretentious people.

*I love my husband but he has decided that it is best that we are not together anymore. He has broken my heart into a million pieces. I suppose I deserve it but it hurts so bad. I thought we were going to grow old together. I am still trying to grasp the reality of this whole situation. I will never be the same and I will NEVER give my heart away like that again. A piece of me has died along with our marriage.

SEVEN YEAR ANNIVERSARY

SIX YEAR ANNIVERSARY

FIVE YEAR ANNIVERSARY

AND THIS IS HIM BACK IN COLLEGE



*I love my parents but my Mom can be a little nutty (I think that's where I get my mental problems from). But I am very close to both my Mom and Dad. They are still married and it will be 41 years for them in November.

*I have one sibling, an older bother. He's 7 years older than me and we are very close.

I love to dance to 80's music mostly. Industrial is also pretty fun.

*I have a fascination with graveyards and enjoy having picnics in them and walking around looking at all the unique headstones.

*I have absolutely no fear of death and actually welcome it.

I may add more as I think of it.


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My Interests

my husband (even though he is no longer with me, I will always love him) and friends, horror movies, music, bats, camping, thunderstorms, nature, animals (except for monkeys), guns, reading, being submissive, partying (sometimes), wildlife, big cats, werewolves, necromancers, cleaning, hearses, muscle cars, organizing, rain, basset hounds, lycanthropy, were-animals, multiple cat owners, rescue for cats and dogs, wolves, hiking, swimming, just being near water, also being in the mountains, death, caskets, coffins, funerals, horses, barrel racing, dressage, Halloween, cold October nights, vampires, demons, God, Satan, cemetarys, biblical history, photography, being goofy and tough, beautiful women. As a side note, fashion does nothing for me. I admittedly have very little fashion sense and can't make my make-up look all cool and "gothed" out and, in truth, I could care less. The world is not some big fashion show where you need to impress. Be yourself, whoever that may be, and stand proud. That is far more attractive than any amount of cloth or make-up you can cake on.

I'd like to meet:

I'LL ADD YOU IF YOU SEEM LIKE SOMEONE THAT IS INTERESTED IN THE SAME THINGS I AM. OTHERWISE, I'LL ONLY ADD YOU IF YOU ARE SOMEONE I ALREADY KNOW. FOR NOW, I'M SATISFIED WITH THE FRIENDS I HAVE MET. THEY ARE THE BEST I HAVE EVER FOUND AND IT WOULD BE HARD TO TOP THAT. BUT, IN FAIRNESS, I AM ALWAYS OPEN TO MEETING NEW PEOPLE AS LONG AS THEY SEEM INTERESTING.

As far as famous people go, I would really like to meet Arnold Swartzenegger and Michael Hutchence (which isn't going to happen since he is dead, may he rest in peace)

And I wouldn't mind too terribly bad if I got to meet these guys:

JOHNNY KNOXVILLE, CRISPIN GLOVER, CHRISTOPHER WALKEN, ROBERT SMITH, JOHN CUSACK, JOHN TRAVOLTA, OWEN WILSON, VINNIE JONES, JOHNNY CASH (RIP), JEFF GOLDBUM, CLINT EASTWOOD and BRUCE CAMPBELL

And these guys crack me up:

JACK BLACK, WILL SMITH, DAVID SPADE, BERNIE MAC and ADAM SANDLER

And I find the following women beautiful:

ANGELINA JOLIE, CATHERINE ZETA JONES, RACHEL WEISZ, SHAKIRA, ASIA ARGENTO, SALMA HAYEK, SHANNYN SOSSAMON, SIGOURNEY WEAVER, MILLA JOVOVICH, MICHELLE RODRIGUEZ, SHIRLEY MANSON, FAMKE JANSSEN, RHONA MITRA, LINDA HAMILTON and FAIRUZA BALK

Music:


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Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
Werewolves of folklore differ greatly from modern renditions seen in movies and shows. People believed there were many ways to become werewolves, such as drinking rainwater collected in a wolf's pawprint, eating meat gnawed on by a wolf, or being born with a full set of teeth or covered in a caul. And unlike movie werewolves, werewolves of old were oftentimes harmless and highly honorable!As a werewolf, you are loyal, strong and honorable, and you will protect all you hold dear with your very life. Although you are not a violent individual at heart, you will fight for what you believe in. You are a good friend and truly are a wonderful person to be around.
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80''s hair metal (Skid Row, The Crue, Def Leppard, Posion, Bang Tango, LA Guns, Bon Jovi, Slaughter, Winger, Faster Pussycat, etc) (yep...you can make fun of me all you want.I don''t care), INXS, The Cure, The Church, Nine Inch Nails, Front 242, Nitzer Ebb, Rammstein, The Cult, Heather Nova, Pet Shop Boys, Prince, Ministry, Love and Rockets, The Jesus and Mary Chain, Milla Jovovich, Echo and the Bunnymen, Medicine, Stabbing Westward, Meat Beat Manifesto, George Michael, Garbage, Morrissey, The Cranberries, Stone Temple Piolets, My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult, Alice in Chains, OMD, Psychedelic Furs, Alphaville, Tom Petty, Stone Roses, REM, Madonna, Prodigy, The Birthday Massacre, Charlie Daniel's Band, Morris (band from Denmark), Lacuna Coil, Skillet, Adam Ant, Gene Loves Jezebel, BiGod 20, Legend and The Lost Boys Soundtrack, U2, Cyndi Lauper, Shakira, Flock of Seagulls (bite me...I like them!), Jane's Addiction, Pixies, The Lightning Seeds, Concrete Blond, Sugarcubes, Hoodoo Gurus, Front Line Assembly, KMFDM, MDFMK, The Pretenders, Johnny Horton, Michael Hutchence, The Doors, The Beatles, Simon and Garfunkel, Johnny Cash, old Hank Williams Sr. and Jr, Depeche Mode, The Smiths, old Kenny Rogers and Dolly Parton, Ned''s Atomic Dustbin, Chapter House, Erasure, Blondie, David Bowie, Real Life, Camoflage, and Elvis (of course).......too name a few.

Movies:

Way too many to list but I like films by Quentin Tarantino and my favorite old school flick would have to be "The Lost Boys." I also like film done by Tim Burton and Joel Schumacher. Horror movies are my fave! Okay....so I decided to try and make a list: DUKES OF HAZZARD. Any Arnold Swartzenegger movie (my fave is Predator with Commando at a very close second), Evil Dead Trilogy, Breakdown, Pulp Fiction, Ghost Ship, Resevoir Dogs, Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Fight Club, Joe Dirt, Wolf, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Fire Starter, Edward Sissorhands, Pirates of the Carribean, Kill Bill (vol 1&2), Better off Dead, Interview With A Vampire, The Matrix, The Thing, Clash of the Titans, Fast and the Furious, Highwaymen (love the 'Cuda), Walking Tall, House on Haunted Hill, All of the Lord of the Rings, Shaun of the Dead, Near Dark, Turner & Hooch, Single White Female, St. Elmo's Fire, Nightmare On Elm Streets, Gone in 60 Seconds, Freeway, Dead Poet's Society, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Hellraiser, The Princess Bride, Willow, Tomb Raider I & II, All of the Auston Power's movies (yes, I'm goofy!), Pretty in Pink, Underworld, Breakfast Club, 13 Ghosts, The Outsiders, The Prophecy, Signs, Jaws, Natural Born Killers, The Ring, Girl Next Door, Copy Cat, Nightstalker, The Craft, The Count of Monte Cristo, Gingersnaps 1,2,3, Murder by Numbers, The Man From Snowy River, Return to Snowy River, Helter Skelter, Silver Bullet, Coyote Ugly, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Night at the Roxbury, All of the Aliens movies, Jackass, National Treasure, Nightbreed, Practical Magic, All Adam Sandler movies, Elektra, Zoolander, Con Air, Blade I ,II & III, Gladiator, The Crow, Finding Nemo, Resident Evil 1 & 2, Dawn of the Dead, Ice Age, Cat's Eye, Without a Paddle, The X-Files, The Village, The Amityville Horror, The Mummy I & II, But I'm a Cheerleader (This was such a good movie! I recommend seeing this!), Cursed, Heathers, Pump Up The Volume, Evolution, Hideaway, Grand Theft Parsons, Young Guns, The Hunger, Runaway Jury, A Knights Tale, Shrek, Say Anything, Girl, Interrupted, Addams Family, The Haunting and Long Kiss Goodnight.

Television:

Use to watch "Friends" and "Melrose Place" but they're off the air now. We don't have cable right now so I rarely watch TV.

Books:

I've really gotten into reading lately. Some of my new faves are Laurell K. Hamliton (thanks to Tar-Tar), PJ Parrish, Randy Wayne Wright, Kelley Armstrong and Carrie Vaughn. I also love Anne Rice, Stephen King and John Saul books, although John Saul has been hitting a little to close to home with his new stuff. Pretty much like any horror (especially werewolves) or mystery/crime novels. I like to read bios on serial killers as well. The Birth of the Firebringer was my favorite book when I was young.

Which Anita Blake Character are you?
You are Nathaniel! Submissive is your middle name and it is plastered all over your forehead. You're everyone's bitch, and you can't complain because you seem to enjoy it. You like S&M to spice up the bedroom, but you mostly just want to be dominated by a beautiful woman. You want someone to rule you completely. But most people just feel sorry for you.
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Your soul mate is Richard!
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You are the Beta/Hunter,2nd in command.You are very close to the Alpha and will take over if he dies.You love the trill of the hunt and are very loyal to your pack members.You love puppies and are friendly,playful,and get along with all of your pack members.^_^
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My Blog

Why?

If you've been deleted...... ......no offense to who you are as a person. I just need to be around the people I feel really care about me and what happens to me. No more users. Sorry if you are hurt....
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 06:37:00 PST

Doing Well

Tom and I are doing well. Obviously, Hurricane Rita did not have the impact that was originally expected. We went west to Lake Medina and stayed with some wonderful people. The Bergers took us in with...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:07:00 PST

RIP Floppy 10/22/01 - 9/5/05

Dear Flop-Dog, I thought I had more time to say good-bye. I wish the vets could have found what was wrong with you. I'm so sorry I put you through any of the diagnostic tests. If I would have known...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 10:10:00 PST

Working On It

Sorry I've been a bit cranky.  I'm not usually like this. And I'm working hard to come out of my slump. So just bear with me (as you all have done in the past). I appreciate it! On a VERY happy n...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Tue, 30 Aug 2005 11:10:00 PST

Maybe I am....

...being a bitch but I am sick of getting retarded e-mails from guys that have no respect. So let me make it crystal clear for all of the guys out there that think e-mailing me messages such as "...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 10:58:00 PST

Stuck in my head

I Don't Like Mondays The silicon chip inside her headGets switched to overload.And nobody's gonna go to school today,She's going to make them stay at home.And daddy doesn't understand it,He always sai...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 12:44:00 PST

Kudos to Scorps!

Got this from Tar-Tar - Taco Queen Please don't shoot the messenger, but Suncorp Metway, Ltd., a multi-faceted Australian Financial Service, ranked car accident claimants by Sun sign in a study of...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

5 seconds of fame and quote of the week

I forgot to do quote of the week last week, but here's this week: Taken from "Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers": "I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's l...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Dysfunctional Pony

You Are Opium!..You like to have fun and enjoy life. Reeeeeally enjoy life. If it isn't fast, loud, or extreme forget it. You value friendship and are loyal and will not hesiste to go off if someone c...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I lost.....

......15 lbs on the new Crusty Sinus Infection Diet! Sure, not being able to breathe properly was difficult but the results are unbeatable! So my sinuses throb for 22 out of the 24 hous in a day. So w...
Posted by Carnie Hemi Girl on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST