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JoeFosho

Suffer thru the years i shed so many tears...

About Me

Now I know that the LORD [is] greater than all gods: for in the thing wherein they dealt proudly [he was] above them. Exodus 18:11 tupac

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Add to My Profile | More Videosi'm feeling hopeless/ i can't think straight/ still losin' my focus/ feelin down and blue/ can't act right/ lost in this world/ i don't know what to do/ thinking too much/ everything goes down the drain/ it's making me crazy/ tryin' to maintain/ too much in this world/ for me to understand/ no one around/ to give me a helping hand/ im stuck in here/ feeling all depressed/ work doesn't do much/ only leavin' me stressed/ still feelin lost and all alone/ all out of love/ with nothing to condone/ made many mistakes/ lord please give me a sign/ would do anything it takes/ to pull back time/ with no more games/ no more fun/ there's no where left to go/ no where else to run/ it's time to move on/ death awaits me in the end/ without a second chance/ to breathe and live once again. -Joseph Hoang 2004 EvErLasTiNg HeArTaChE As i wake up breathing heavily in the still of the nite, I cant help but to wonder about the end of the everlasting light. Through the years i felt the pain and misery that i`ve kept inside. Now i will express to you the feelings that i can no longer hide. As i stare out my open window, i see a distant star I cant help but wonder about what or who you are. I hear dead silence as thoughts of you flash through my head... But all i can do now is cry to myself as i shiver on my bed. As i walk towards the ever so blinding light, i ponder to myself and wonder when my life will eternally end I fall to my knees and pray to God hoping that it will be an angel He will send. Dear Saviour will you please help me get through this night... This everlasting heartache is impossible to escape but i go on with the fight. As time flies by, in the still of the nite, i hear a faint whisper as the wind blows My sorrow and pain haunts me from being my true self but nobody knows. I feel an utter emptinessin my life as i reminisce memories of passing years. I can care less about tomorrow and have given up on yesterday, but i still cant run or hide from my fears. As i see a shadow casting over me, i know it is the beginning of a new day. But i cant help but to ask myself, why does love have to be this way... -Joefosho damn...that was in 1996. nothing has changed... is there still hope? love changes people in many ways.. my sentimental side fades away every and each passing day... -JoeFosho

My Interests

interests? haha here u go... hittin up the club to watch the mamis bounce/ or chill at mah pad sippin on a 40 ounce/ hoochies up in the club drinkin corona with a lime/ or straight b-ballin' up niggaz at MSP/ til the end of time/ sit back, relax, envy my rhyme and reason/ hit up the slopes with my board/ the end of the winter season/ still considered a fool/ dropped out of occ after high school/ chillin with mah villains at the billiards/ hustling them viggaz in pool/ tryin' to make a dolla outta 15 cents/ its hard to be legit/ drinkin and smokin til the day i die/ cuz i don't give a shit/ brushin bitches off my shoulder/ savin' the pain and sorrow/ so many memories of yesterday/ not worrying about tomorrow/ now it's the beginning of a new day/ droppin' all ya'll scandalous bitches/ tryin to change my ghetto ways/ hollow points for all those snitches/ bow down vigga and begin to pray/ next day, be chillin at the cafe/ having some convo/ playin' those deuces til it's time to roll/ jump into my ride, i stroll/ down the street, i see ya lata/ givin' ya'll the finga/ peace out to all ya'll hataz/ VrrooM ...as i peel and squeal out/ im blindly out of sight/ gone with one blink of an eye/ only seein' red beam of my lights/ they fade as i cruise/ out of control/ heart pumpin', easin' my mind, body, and soul/ open my moonroof, flashin' 97 down the road/ i feel the rush of wind/ blood runs from my heart to brain/ cold flow of pure adrenaline/ like ice thru my pumpin' veins/ no true happiness left for me/ without a balance of pleasure and pain. misinterpretations of me being calm and carefree/ while at times i feel a lil insane/ nobody really knows me/ temptations of this world of sin/ i wait for it to end/ life is a selfish and endless game i will never win. pray to my holy father/ please take me away/ this ain't the life for me/ Lord, don't leave me astray/ until the end of time/ i will pray on for better dayz.-Joefoshizzle mah nizzle

I'd like to meet:

[]D [] []../[] []D WD40 CreW Represent~i want a girl with a fine face, slim waist/ the type that you would want to take to another place/ no matter what race, no matter what taste/ one who would go out with me with no disgrace/moves at her own pace, and disappear w/ me to an after party without a trace/ as ur feelin your heart beat when you hear the thump of mah bass/ as i cruise down the highway as u feen to have a taste/ of mah body - it's time fo show n tell/ cuz my next stop up the block is the Wesstsiiiiiiiiiide....Hotelllll~ hahahah =P~well...i would like to meet some laid back chill people. i'm ghetto and proud. i ain't gonna front and shiet. i ain't no baller and i'm not gonna pretend to be one. i enjoy ghetto people because they relate more to me and aren't so stuck up with high expectations. i hate people who think they're too good for everything...not all of us grew up being fed with a silver spoon ...definitely not me...but life can always be worse. if you think you have things bad...there's always someone else in this world who has it worse. just think about it that way...but never look down on the less fortunate...we will rise to the top...or die tryin...

Music:

i love all types of music ...music relaxes your mind and eases it to another level. any song or lyrics from a song i post will be of meaning. it may be a thought or the way i feel...imagination and reality/ what sets us apart/ stressin' in this world/ makin' it hard/tryin' to survive/ is all we can do/ we'll continue makin' mistakes/ chillin' with the asian crew/ even though we fall/ we continue to rise/ can't tell what's real/ thru these hopeless eyes/ cheers to the homies/ who were down to ride/love to the others/ who know how i feel inside/ who the **** am i/ who really knows/ what do i want/ i'll never show/ i am lost/ without a path to follow/ can't see with my heart/ it's pitch dark and hollow/ with visions of a forsaken future/ i can't think straight/ prayin for a second chance/ to balance my mental state/ supressed with endless pressure/ still not knowing what to do/ stayin' up late night/ BUZZIn' with my WD40 Crew/ occasional moments in my life/ my mind can be set free/ wish i had you aside/ in my time of need/ one who can save me/ like an angel from above/ still waiting on that eternal /everlasting/ unconditional love/ you that will never die/ and never fade/ one who loves me for me/ not for the mistakes i've made/ livin' in this life of sin/ my doubts of being forgiven/ without you/ there will never be a chance for me in heaven.

Movies:

Juice, boyz n the hood, american me, the Rock, Sixth sense, the Green Mile, Armageddon, Brave Heart, Above the Rim, and too many others i can't remember

Television:

"Look at the situation, they got me facin I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the strict So I gotta be down with the hood team Too much television watchin got me chasin dreams" - Coolio

Books:

"When i read about the evils of drinking, ..I gave up reading." - Paul Hornung

Heroes:

moms and pops, for doing a great job tryin' to raise me/ i cherish them for all the extra love they gave me/even though i haven't been a perfect son/while mom was worrying late night past one/ i didn't give a damn cuz i was out having fun/now i understand why u stayed up late night/ i never enjoyed staying home/ cuz mom and pops were always in a fight/ day in and day out/ it was all the same/ as the oldest child, i was the first to blame/ causing hell and chaos in elementary without no shame/ all the school teachers and students knew my name/ after pops would get mad, i would get my ass beat/ i had anger inside me as i head out to the streets/ shootin' some hoops at mah boy's pad to get my mind of things/ til friend's mom tells me i have to go home/ my mom gave her a ring/ as i walk home/ i just realizing that finally i do understand/ moms and pops were raising me to be a responsible man/ thanks for doing everything you can/ i may not succeed in life/ but i thank you still/ too bad i don't speak viet fluently/ to show you the way i feel/ at times in my life/ i can't tell what's real/ i can only pray for the pain i've caused you/ and hope your hearts will heal/ til this day, i know things aren't going right/ i still see visions of death as i go out late night/ run the red light/ cuz there's no popos in sight/ 10 til 2am/ we gotta get 40s from the nearest 7 eleven/ fuck this purgatory world/ drink up viggaz~ im ready for heaven. heroes: u can't forget Tupac Shakur for his visions, thoughts, and great influence to our generation. RIP

My Blog

New Job

I received a call from the place interviewed at and got the job.  Orientation starts next Wednesday !!! SWEEET  SEND IT~!  I'm not going to tell you how much i get paid but it's a hella...
Posted by JoeFosho on Fri, 04 May 2007 11:37:00 PST

Unemployed

ah this sucks..finding a job is harder than i thought.  Actually i found a job but it wasn't paying enough for me.  My application to the post office is still processing and i'm going to App...
Posted by JoeFosho on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 03:47:00 PST

Another boring thursday...

i want to go drink but everyone is broke....how sad...we're too old to be broke It shouldn't be this way....
Posted by JoeFosho on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:06:00 PST

Don't ASSUME

Spell it out...It just makes an ASS out of U and ME.  Don't judge me...
Posted by JoeFosho on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 05:10:00 PST

friday 13th

its another fuckin' day for me...i'm broke as hell and i feel bad because others are broke and i owe them money...i know they need it and i can't give it to them....damn.  but i'll come up with s...
Posted by JoeFosho on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 05:10:00 PST

hmm..

another day at work....well..at least i came in on time.  another boring day...with not a thing to do.  cafe is getting boring...everything is getting boring actually...i need new hobbies or...
Posted by JoeFosho on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 07:35:00 PST

damn...time flies

damn..i haven't been on here long enough to write.  nothing going on really in my life...just same old shiet.  friends and family are all good....but there's still something missing......$$$...
Posted by JoeFosho on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 05:26:00 PST

Male Mind ...my commandments...hahahah

1. We don't care if our shoes don't match ourbelt. So don't bother telling us2. If you wear too much Tiffany's jewelry, weautomatically think you're either A) A sorority slutB) A gold digging ho or C)...
Posted by JoeFosho on Wed, 17 May 2006 02:56:00 PST

My Confessions (no not Usher)

X your confessions[ ] I am bisexual[ ] I am homosexual[x] I've run away from home.[ ] I listen to political music. [ ] I collect comic books.[x] I shut others out when I'm sad[ ] I open up to others e...
Posted by JoeFosho on Mon, 15 May 2006 01:33:00 PST

down....

in your time of need...you know who your true friends are....
Posted by JoeFosho on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:47:00 PST