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Jay D.L.

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About Me


"Like a flame burning away the darkness
Life is flesh on bone convulsing above the ground."

Link to my band's page.

My Interests

music, literature, film...ART. nerd things, caffeine, red wine, scotch, whiskey, good beer and visions.

oh and World of Warcraft

I'd like to meet:

"He'll rekindle all those dreams that it took you a lifetime to destroy."
"There was not one of them but would have passed a blind man begging in the street, not one who felt moved to pity by a tale of misfortune, not one who did not see in death the solution of the all-absorbing problem of misery that left them cold to the most terrible anguish in others."
..but seriously...The 'me' that took full advantage of his potential.

Music:

CLASSICAL/BLACK/OLDCOUNTRY/DOOM/BLUEGRASS/ROCK/OLDTIME/alitt leRAP/DEATH/JAZZ....GOOD.....
Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Mayhem, Bill Monroe, Ulver, Neko Case, Darkthrone, Iron and Wine, The Osborne Brothers, Leviathan, Ernest Tubb, Bathory, Waylon Jennings, Funeral Mist, Turbonegro, Katatonia, King Crimson, T-Rex, Bill Monroe, The Police, Pinback, Bethlehem, Three 6 Mafia, Necrophagist, Otis Redding, Low, Gillian Welch, Nachtmystium, Jimmy Martin, Sunny Day Real Estate, Satyricon, Leonard Cohen, Opeth, QOTSA, Songs: Ohia, Jeff Buckley, Solefald, Hum, Tom Waits, Mournful Congregation, Depeche Mode, Smog, Voivod, maudlin of the Well, Anathema, Hank Williams and III, Acid Bath, Dissection, Edge of Sanity, Pentagram, Black Sabbath, Sisters of Mercy, Doc Watson, Fields of the Nephilim, Tiamat, Black Flag, Dead Kennedys, Minor Threat, Nebula, Kyuss, Dead Can Dance, Peter Gabriel, 16 HorsePower, Samael, The Stooges, The Cramps, Jerry Goldsmith, The Cure, Red House Painters, Dinosaur Jr. , Emperor, Do Make Say Think, Deep Purple, Jimmy Hendrix, Rwake, Trial of the Bow, Lycia, Love Spirals Downwards, Finntroll, Vivaldi, Chopin, Tchaikovsky, Chris Issak, My Dying Bride....

lately

and talk radio.

Movies:

Takashi Miike, Lars von Trier, Fritz Lang, Akira Kurosawa, Terry Gilliam, Peter Jackson, Paul Thomas Anderson, Richard Linklater,...... Japanese films, documentaries, Igby Goes Down, Ichi The Killer, the Idiots, Old Boy, Confessions of a Dangerous Mind, Visitor Q, Ninja Scroll, M, Happiness, Legend, Slingblade, Waking Life, Rad, Dancer in the Dark, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Evil Dead, Seventh Seal, Seven Samurai, The Adventures of Baron Munchausen, Heavenly Creatures, Samurai Reincarnation, Love Liza, Last House on the Left, Ju On, Garden State.....

I recently loved

Television:

funny shit, history, science, and crime shows.

Books:

Forbidden Knowledge, Skeptical and Conspiratorial papers, Real History, Biographies, Philosophy and Psychology, Science Fiction/Prophetic so good that it became or will become Truth, Religious/Mythology, Poetry that 'Poets' don't understand: Sick real life from the gut that hits the gut poetry, Classics and of course Comic Books/Graphic Novels.
Conrad, Gaiman, Vonnegut, Dostoevsky, R.A. Wilson, Alan Moore, Huxley, Kerouac, Camus, Baer, Bukowski, Emerson, Lovecraft, Burroughs (William/Augusten), Silverstein, Bret Easton Ellis, William Gibson.....

Now I am reading

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Heroes:

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My Blog

Tunnel Vision

Fingernails fall from the mud in the wall.The cuts on my hand endure andWatery eyes blur my escape.The sun is around the corner.Will these walls ever be beneath me...Like the pit of my stomach?...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:16:00 PST

pain

The fucking drip of the bathroom sinkIs like the second hand on my clockCounting down to the hour of my deathDrunk and trying my hardest to pissIt is the worst feeling in the world to me..Sometimes......
Posted by Jay D.L. on Mon, 07 May 2007 12:40:00 PST

SouuuuuuuuuuP

It's always the same when my pants are wet.Inside it hurts but I never tell myself Because they're all around.Hidden tombstones and thrown rocks avoidReal steps toward black and white understanding.Sn...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 01:40:00 PST

Regret is Fuck

Inside these times I'm known to fuck upAnd that's why I continue this processSpace moves and I followInto new battlegrounds with myselfAnother, another with the same old brickThat gathers at the foot ...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 11:59:00 PST

LIfe in WIne

"I can't believe I'm on a first name basis with these people"You must be joking, but now in this day and age we all are.How exactly do we do this? just sign up on the dotted line.Your life is everyone...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 11:51:00 PST

the moon tonight...

All the girls Iâve known and drugs Iâve doneCome back to me when I drinkSentimental nights and worn out thoughtsDrag me down to a place like the wombSafety and pain stretch across my footsteps If an...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 12:21:00 PST

Very Old Barton (7787,8766,7787,8766)

Last night it was cold inside. My collar was square and IFeel like I have an agenda.I wish I knew what it was.Hear me now today with four earsTwo from your childhood and the Two you have now and then ...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:39:00 PST

"don't quote me boy cause i ain't said shit"

It was early but I was lateThe signs told meThis yawho has me onAnd I know everything right nowSippin beer, gritting teethAnd looking funnyTelling people thingsI always want to sayThree hours later I ...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 07:22:00 PST

Whisky

All that is holy need stay away and make all that is not, my holiness. Tenderness is surrounding me. Music is forgiving me along with all that I let in. There is no world that is apart from what we kn...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 02:39:00 PST

oh little 'j' jesus here i go again....

First move is first in this tidal wave of next steps. I'm sunken in this downward move ahead.....give me a sec to get comfortable.........ok damn I love these pants. Broken backs and bended needles, i...
Posted by Jay D.L. on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 01:15:00 PST