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♥JENN~AY♥

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About Me

I have changed alot over the past year, weeded out the bad and stuck with the good. I feel that I am a much better person than I was one year ago. I am almost exactly where I want to be in life and I work towards those goals every single day sticking to my guns and never looking back.
I used to have several aquaintances but now I have a handful of several wonderful friends that like me for me not what I can do for them, I intend on keeping that way.
I have a wonderful boyfriend who is also my bestfriend. Basically I am living my life how I want to live it and I dont let anyone live it for me, I am my own person.

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My Interests

I like going out with my friends. I enjoy my quiet time as well but I do get bored and ansy easily. I like the redsox and the patriots, Writing poetry and sometimes I just like to snuggle up and watch a good flick

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet People that don't revolve there life around drama.. Fun people that are outgoing not stuck up and are not fake. People that are not afraid to live there life the way that they want to live it. No Backstabbing fuckers that smile in your face and talk shit behind your back C'mon now I have been out of high school for quite some time now.

Music:



Movies:

Have you been taken back by me
Only blinded by what you thought you could see
An illusion in your mind
I am
You sit as you realize you can no longer stand
Lay awake
Afraid of your dreams
Close your eyes
To hear only yourself scream
Open your eyes
As you see me running
It seems that its always something
Holding back how you feel
These eyes never lie
Just never speak
only cry
Looking up
As the light shines down
As I see myself
In the reflection
I suddenly realize I am my own infection
Written by: ME

Books:

Celestine Prophecy

Heroes:



My Blog

IM DONE

Why do other people always have to ruin things because they are being selfish?... They speak before they even know what they are talking about and lable you as irrisposible and unreliable to make you ...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 04:15:00 PST

Defeat

Why do people not open their eyesHow is it that they cannot seeIt doesnt makes senseBut please dont say a wordThey will never agreeSpeak no evil they would sayFor I shall not listenNot tomorrow and no...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:43:00 PST

No Direction

There was once a time I thought I knew all the answersBut I had neglected to ask myself all the questionsSurounded by so many sceneriosThis a fork in the roadWith no sign pointing me in which directio...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 02:04:00 PST

If only it were easy

If only to walk away meant to move towards something If only to pretend not to care meant that you actually cared tooo much If only not seeing meant that you saw everything crystal clear Standing emot...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 08:31:00 PST

Dreams

Slowly movingHardly breathing Walking towards what cannot be seenOnly wanting enchanted dreams So far away But yet close enough to be touched Some may sayIts all way too much Every door eventually sla...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 08:33:00 PST

Deal with it

Hardly standing Barely walking Always listening Never talking Always looking Never seeing Wanting Answers Never giving reason Hesitating But hate waiting Afraid of the dark Hate the light Deal with it...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Wed, 02 May 2007 03:03:00 PST

what I want

So many timesYou just wanna say thats mineEvery minute spentThat feeling of contentAnother timeAnother breakTaking whatever it isYou can takeHappiness to dwell inside your mindTo realize what it is yo...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 10:37:00 PST

Endless ......

This heavy weight on my shoulders Holding me down Over and over I take a step back I take it all in Coming to this conclusion That I can never win Runaway today Come back tomorrow A rollercoaster of n...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 03:29:00 PST

I just need to Vent

 I am sick of fake people. I am sick of the people that are nice to your face but when it comes down to it come to find out they are not really your friend at all. Just so everyone know I am not ...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 02:12:00 PST

On your worst day

No matter how hard I try It seems I am never able to get by Always plagued with bad luck And not the kinfd thats just like aww shucks Never am I able to find Something thats all mine Never am I able t...
Posted by ♥JENN~AY♥ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 01:12:00 PST