The Private (is away for training until june 14th)

About Me

My name is Jason and i am currently a PFC in the Maryland ARMY National Guard. For the guard apart from being a soldier i am a CH-47 med. helicopter, the Chinook (nicknamed the HOOKER by the ARMY for its ability to pick up anything) repairer. i am a part time soldier with a full time soldier mind frame and heart. Joining the ARMY has been the best decision i have made for my life and one day when everything lines up together i will pursue making it a full time career. I am also a full time leader of the meter reading and service tech department for the largest publicly owned private water utility located in Bel Air Maryland. i am a proud father of a wonderful 6 year old daughter names Faith who is the light of my life and who i would do anything for. in my spare time i like to work out, study mixed martial arts, play paintball, go to music concerts (mainly hardcore/metal/rock or local bands) and i like to chill at the bars and clubs with my friends. i have a huge heart for dogs. Currently i am the owner of a 2 year old Boxer named Lylia. i plan on getting another pitbull in the near future. loyalty and respect are the 2 of most important things that people have to have in order to get close to me. if you want to get to know me more send me a message so we can get to know each other by more then a "about me" section. i feel you can tell alot about a person by the breed of Canine they love the most. this is how how i would discribe myself.
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i get paid to do this in the ARMY NATIONAL GUARD
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There is an idea of a Jason Brown; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.

My Interests

my family, my dog, my fellow soilders, my freinds, music concerts, jujitsu, muay thai kickboxing and paintball
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I'd like to meet:

Cain...missing since June 2007

Music:

friends local bands NOW IT'S ALL OVER? lyrics... Get it in gear Time's slipping away. The longer you wait The more that it takes. Stretching all around you. Consuming all you try to be. The odds, they stack against you-- You can no longer be!...And, now it's all over. Yeah, the smoke has cleared. The one thing that remains, Will set you free!Stop waisting time, Get a move on. The hours get no longer. Fear the reason why you've chosen This life of solitude, And reasons for your losses, 'cause you are not holding true!...And, now it's all over. Yeah, the smoke has cleared. The one thing that remains, Will set you free!Free from the life you've chosen. Free from the way they want you to be. Lying, in the gutter! Face Down! Nothing left on this sphere, but this flesh. A life is lost -- And, no sign of the man that once was. This corpse is all that you seem to... Believe me when I say...I say...I say!!!Stop waisting time, Get a move on. The hours get no longer. Fear the reason why you've chosen This life of solitude, And reasons for your losses, 'cause you are not holding true!...And, now it's all over. Yeah, the smoke has cleared. The one thing that remains, Will set you free!"STOP" by Hallowed Cain at Jamey Jasta Cancer benefit show

Movies:

some of my ranDUMB acts of self inflicted pain
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Television:

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Find out whats really going on in the world besides who won what grammy, that person who cant sing on american idol, whos fucking who on the daytime soaps or those "reality" shows. if you want to see reality then take a look around outside, pay attention to detail, look outside your world. its a damn shame when the news gives more time to crap television then to whats really going on in the world, and im not just refering to the war overseas
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Books:

I try to read as much as i can get my hands on, its so damn stupid that people put in this section shit sayings like "who has time for books" or "books...whats that?" turn off your damn t.v. for once

Heroes:

Faith and Cain and Lylia

My Blog

what others are saying "about me"

i did not want to write what i thought about me i would rather have my freinds do it to see what others see. here is what people are saying. i am in no way gonna alter there answers. this should be in...
Posted by The Private (is away for training until june 14th) on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 08:59:00 PST