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What hurts the most

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MY LIFE IS MY LIFE AND UNFORTUNATELY IT'S THE ONLY ONE I GET, SO I'M LEARNING TO DEAL WITH IT. ALSO I MAY BE A BITCH MOST OF THE TIMES BUT HEY AT LEAST I'M A FUNNY BITCH. LATELY I'VE BEEN MOODIER THAN USUAL BUT THAT IS A SIDE EFFECT OF GETTING MY HEART BROKEN, AGAIN. ALTHOUGH I'M LEARNING TO BREATHE THROUGH THE PAIN AND ALL THAT, SO I MAY BE FUN TO HANG OUT WITH AGAIN, SOONER OR LATER!!!!I'M VOTING ON LATER, BUT I'M DEPRESSED SO WHO KNOWS??!!?!?!
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My Interests

I like to hang out with my friends, go to movies, drink and have fun.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone interesting.

Music:

I'm pretty eclectic so i like a little of everything. However, my favorite thing to listen to when i've had a bad day is country (because their lives are always worse then min, J/K.) or hip hop because it makes me want to dance and forget all of my worries.

Movies:

I like all movies because for the hour or two i sit in that theater i can forget everything else but what is happening on that screen. I do prefer musicals because they pretty much have happy endings and i really like music.

Television:

I tend to watch a lot of dramas with a scientific approach like the csi's or cops like law and order. I'm also into anything that is science fiction, my favorite shows are stargate sg-1 and things like that.

Books:

I'll read anything but i prefer romance, especially historical, because once again they always have that happy ending. Good triumphs over evil, the guy gets the girl, that sort of thing.

Heroes:

My heroes are and will always be my grandmas, Teresa and Ellen. They gave me a sense of direction when i had none. They gave me light when it was dark. They gave me love when i thought i didn't deserve it. Without them I honestly don't know what would have happened to me. I think of them and thank them every time I realize the way my life could have gone.

My Blog

Damaged...

 that's how i have felt for the last couple of weeks. I know my family and friends are starting to worry about me. I love him so much, even after what he did to me. How do i just get over it, i t...
Posted by What hurts the most on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 11:32:00 PST

confustion!

Men can just kiss my ass! They love you and then they don’t, make up your fucking minds! I can’t stand you anymore, my mind is just so twisted from trying to decipher all the reasons you d...
Posted by What hurts the most on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 02:52:00 PST

Love doesn’t exsist anymore

It’s official, Love just doesn’t work in my life. I’m not talking about love between friends or even family. That I have, i think. Romantic love has once again been proved for the li...
Posted by What hurts the most on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 04:25:00 PST

CRAZY?!?

I'm a mass of contradictions, that is the simplest way to describe me. I like openness from those in my life but I don't like to let people in my mind, (it's kind of dark and crazy in there.) I want t...
Posted by What hurts the most on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 06:23:00 PST

I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate not being able to sleep. I mean i have to be at work at like 630am and i can't sleep. Then earlier today i couldn't fall asleep until like 930 am and work up at 230 pm. And yesterday I don't th...
Posted by What hurts the most on Sat, 20 May 2006 01:06:00 PST

School!

I've decided that all the teachers get together once a month and decide to give homework for one particular week so as to make students life a living hell. This week I have to study for a midterm whe...
Posted by What hurts the most on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 02:50:00 PST

I have NEWS!!!!

I have the internet now. Not only the internet but DSL I am so beyond HAPPY. When I need the net I don't have to go to a friend's house or wait the next day for school. This is going to be so great!!!...
Posted by What hurts the most on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 12:32:00 PST

Hello World!

I've finally become an adult. I've moved out of my Grandma's house 'cause the adults have decided to sell it. So now I have to pay rent to someone who isn't family. This is the first time I've lived w...
Posted by What hurts the most on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 02:30:00 PST

Gone But Never Forgotten

My life is so surreal right now. My grandma has been gone for almost three weeks and I still wake up every morning expecting her to be there. Every time I turn around I expect her there to tell me to ...
Posted by What hurts the most on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 06:02:00 PST