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About Me...where to begin? I don't believe that I can fully sum up who I am in this little box here but I'll give it a shot.I am a complex individual. Confusing at times and hard to read to some people. It takes a good deal of time, patience and experience before I will let anyone in, and an even longer period of time before I will develop trust.The case with most people that I meet is that I generally dislike them at first, until I get to know them. And even after that, I still might dislike them, or even despise them. But that's just me. Let's be real for a second: generally speaking, people suck. But those that I love, I love with all of my heart.I am pretty anti-social for the most part, depending on what mood I happen to be in at the time. More often than not, I don't feel like hanging out with a lot of people very often, unless there's alcohol involved. I guess I would consider myself a loner, or just someone that prefers to do their own thing.Some people would say that I'm sarcastic, cynical, bitter, pissed off, disturbed, etc., I've heard it all. And all of these descriptions are probably true, but that person might have just caught me on a bad day, or a day when I just didn't care about concealment or sugar-coating the truth.I have no tolerance for stupidity, immaturity and petty bullshit. Hypocrites have no place in my life. I have no respect for anyone who claims to be your friend always and in the blink of an eye will shut you out forever because of their own bullshit insecurities, jealousies, or fear-of-abandonment issues that they should just get the fuck over. Two-faced people can die and slowly fucking rot for all I care. Closed-minded people should really just grow some balls, stop being so ignorant and open themselves up to everything else that is out there. People that judge other people only do so to make themselves look and feel better. Whether or not I believe in God, I believe in doing what's right and being the better person for it. In some cases, I do believe that some people are better than others. I am not someone who believes in self-denial. If I love someone, I love them always. I believe that the core concepts of Love and Hate aren't all that different from each other when the true natures of each are broken down and put into perspective. I do believe in forgiveness but I understand that under certain circumstances it can't always be granted. I believe that holding a grudge is dead weight and a waste of energy, as well as an unnecessary burden not worth carrying around for the rest of your life.I have a painfully short attention span and become bored very quickly and easily.I get terrible road rage on a daily basis.I am a very moody person, and that is one of my short-comings. But I am also a very dreamy, creative and artistic person. I am a free spirit and an individual. I love my husband, our small little house that we rent, our cats Pandora, Artemis and Lenore, and the time that we have together. I look forward to the small things in my life and that is what helps me through the day-to-day bullshit that we all encounter.But most importantly, the main driving force in my life is my husband. He is the reason for waking up every day, for everything I do, for every smile on my face, and the source of every good and beautiful thing in my life. I knew that I wanted to marry him very early on in our relationship. I knew that I wanted to marry him before we both even knew what we were doing exactly...it was something that I knew from the start, and something that I have never changed my mind about since. I am so grateful that I received orders to this hellhole that is Sumter, South Carolina. I am so grateful that circumstances at home were so hopeless that I had to "do something crazy", like joining the military. I am so grateful that my recruiter talked me into choosing weather for my career field, otherwise, I never would have met my love. Otherwise, without all of these things happening exactly the way they did, I would not be married to the man that I love with all my heart. I would not have found my soulmate, and though it has been hell at times, I am nothing if not full of gratitude for the destiny that was mine to discover...
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