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Cibbwin

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About Me


Hi! Of course you'd expect a silly, self-righteous mess whenever you read one's "About Me" section.
Chances are, I won't be any different. ;)
I'm a child with the temperament of a sage stuck in a stunted teenager's body.
I love nicknames. Some of my personals are Cibbwin, Okama-san, Greed, Water and Annette Khis.
I am INCREDIBLY greatful that I have a quick metabolism.
Ideally I'm going to be a music writer for a less-than-obscure magazine. Rolling stone or Q would be ideal.
Hey! You should look at my CD reviews. CLICK ME!
I love volunteer work. My mum and I run a nonprofit organization,
The Mail For Me Club.
I love fantasies. Tolkien, Rowling, and the Forgotten Realms especially.
Roleplays, too. The only reason I have a computer is for roleplay games like Everquest, Baldur's Gate and Neverwinter Nights.
I'm gay. Despite that, women are my life. Most men are evil.
I'm very spiritual, and religion fascinates me. I pray to Athene (the Greek deity) often.
I'm Hungarian and a little German.
I am obsessed with etiquette of any type. I think the reason for this is my fear of losing myself and being totally barbaric.
I love languages and want to learn many, including French, Icelandic, Japanese and Sindarin.
Hungarian was my first language. I was in ESL for two years in elementary.
I really like the idea of politics, but I know little about and seem to lose interest quickly.
I adore history, especially anything to do with women of position.
I like to think that I am an organization freak and am absolutely mad about keeping things clean.
Unfortunately, my room is just as messy as yours is.
I love melodramas. I love a movie that can hit me emotinally and reduce me to a crying ball and remind me of how blessed I am.
I can't manage money. I love shopping.
I love writing - mainly short, introspective stories and song lyrics. Check out my DeviantArt page! CLICK ME!
I judge based on fashion sense, unfortunately.
I really love clothing.
I love archaic weapons - axes and spears and swords.
I'm not the biggest fan of guns.
I love the cold and the rain.
I love arguing.
I really enjoy singing and dancing, although I'm mediocre and bad at both.
I love nature retreats, but I love skyscraper jungles, too.
I heart porn, even if it does bore me quite easily.
I really don't like talking on telephones. Something about them is incredibly rude and informal and awkward.
The things I fear most include angry dogs, Alzheimer's and losing my sense of hearing.
I love the prospect of meeting new people, and I strive to make everyone happy. Unfortunately, that ideal backfires sometimes.
I'm definitley a full-time job for someone. Dating's hard.
I'm a dictionary definition of fickle.
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My Personality
Neuroticism 67
Extraversion 39
Openness To Experience 77
Agreeableness 26
Conscientiousness 41
You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. Novelty, variety, and change spice up your life and make you a curious, imaginative, and creative person. People see you as tough, critical, and uncompromising and you have less concern with others' needs than with your own. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.
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My Interests

The Lord of the Rings, music, writing, reading, movies, singing, dancing, cooking, volunteering, roleplaying, biking, badminton, languages, religions, history, health, nature,
The Simpsons, geography, sexuality, womens' rights,
gay rights, politics,
The Forgotten Realms,
Harry Potter, celebrity gossip, computer games, swimming, weapons, fashion, tea

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet ANYONE with an open heart and an open mind. I'd like to meet people who enjoy life and meeting new individuals and ideas. My MSN is "[email protected]" and my Yahoo! is "small_turqoise_blob," if you would ever like to chat.

Music:


Björk

Tori Amos

Kate Bush

My RateYourMusic.com page!

Movies:

Any black-and-white Hungarian movie from the 20s-50s.

Favourite actors include
Cate Blanchett, Miranda Otto, Shohreh Aghdashloo,
Frances McDormand, Li Gong, Ziyi Zhang, Angelina Jolie and Nicole Kidman.

Favorite directors include Peter Jackson, Lars von Trier, Pedro Almodóvar,
Quentin Tarantino
and Cecil B. DeMille.

Television:


Books:



CURRENTLY READING:

The Janissary Tree

Homosexuality & Civilization

Wow and Flutter

J.R.R. Tolkien
Elaine Cunningham
J.K. Rowling
Emily Dickinson
Henrik Ibsen
E.E. Cummings
Wislawa Szymborska

I also enjoy Frank Miller and
X-Men comic books, the Forgotten Realms books, various historical readings, and biographies.

Heroes:



Any woman who has risen to fame and power through her own strength and intelligence.

And THIS girl, for being so damn stoic. LOOK AT THAT IMPASSIVE FACE!

My Blog

Nose and a Name (Alone)

The title of this is from a joke between a friend and I."My perfect guy? Well, he should have a nose and a name."This is me commenting on my lack of experience in dating, and I'm kinda bored of that...
Posted by Cibbwin on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 03:17:00 PST

New Prospects

Something inspired by a particular thing I said to a friend last night. She commented that I'm always very cheerful and polite to customers at our workplace, and I said "I am, because I love meeting n...
Posted by Cibbwin on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 01:38:00 PST

Box Around and a Roof Above

With this, I was hoping for something 'op' - a silly little song about love I'd hear somewhere and instantly fall in love with, and be reminded of that time period. That's what a good pop song does.I...
Posted by Cibbwin on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 09:22:00 PST

Back Home

Driving home I suddenly got a pang of nostalgia. Odd, I think. I'm not old and haven't experienced much.But still, I really think I'm an old soul. 'Memories' like this make me wonder about reincarnati...
Posted by Cibbwin on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 11:45:00 PST

The Crowfeast

I'm by nature a superstitious person, and I have a great reverence for all places of worship.Unfortunately, the company I keep doesn't hold these views.     it's October and the weather's...
Posted by Cibbwin on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:20:00 PST

Escaping the Circus

[Written a week or so ago.]   Cooked this up in a few minutes, after an argument with my dad. We argue often in my home - we're Hungarian and it's in our blood, and I've already forgiven him, bu...
Posted by Cibbwin on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 12:25:00 PST

The World’s Most Popular Songs

I thought this was kind of interesting. Kind of icky and sticky, too. A list of the 50 most popular songs from 1999 to 2006, compiled by Media Traffic. Original link here: http://www.mediatraffic.de/g...
Posted by Cibbwin on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 05:55:00 PST

Cassie’s Birthday

My niece Cassie's 10th birthday was on the 19th, and I called her to wish her a happy birthday. Phone calls to family always remind me why I hate phones. Wahh. These visit themes I address often, but ...
Posted by Cibbwin on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 05:53:00 PST

The Soul I Mate With

you're holding my fingerand i'm reminded of the smallest thingsthat make the biggest warmth i look at youa knowing glanceand a laughand i'm reminded of the smallest thingsthat make me feel best someti...
Posted by Cibbwin on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 03:47:00 PST

Sparrows Sorrow

I'm not sure how to express this sorrow. We recently rooted this gorgeous tree that stood in our front yard due to some silly drama with our neighbours.I don't know why it affected me so, but it did, ...
Posted by Cibbwin on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 12:43:00 PST