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ms. lolamarya

i know i'm called, but the more i see, the more i am overwhelmed. Lord, help me to be okay with who

About Me

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My Interests

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I am a young woman in a world of chaos looking for stability. I've found that only in God. He is my life; the center of my being. My rock, my foundation, my peace, my joy, my everything.

THE ELEMENTS

MUSIC: I love music of all genres, it is a part of the blood that pumps through my veins. I could make a list of artists I enjoy, but it would be too long. Let's just say that a 30gig mp3 player is too small for my collection. I also may randomly burst into song at any given moment. I would LOVE to be in a musical one day (Tyler Perry get at me, haha. No, I'm serious)

POETRY: I've been writing since the age of nine. It started with raps and songs, and evolved from there. Poetry and writing is how I vent, how I exhale. Words are one of the most powerful instruments we possess.

MOVIES: I'm a music person first, and a movie person second. I can pretty much watch anything especially "chick flicks". I have to throw the occassional low-budget ghetto movie in there to keep it all balanced.

PERSONALITY: I definitely consider myself to be an enigma. I am complex and contradictory to even myself. I love to laugh and to keep those around me in smiles. I can be the silliest person in the room, or the most serious. I am practical, analitical, political, intellectual, poetic, eclectic, a daydreamer, a lover, a warrior, introverted and reserved, yet an extrovert and outspoken. I am all of these things and more. I am in the process of becoming me; of becoming the woman God created me to be. I am strong, yet vulnerable and learning how all of the elements of who I am work together to help me carry out that which I have been set on this earth to do.

GOALS: I desire to see myself in full-time ministry. Not because I chose this, but because I know that I have been called and chosen for ministry. How I will get there from where I currently am is to me the mystery. I am such a work in progress.

I want to marry the man that God has chosen for me and have a family. I want to birth one or two children, then adopt a few more.

I want to publish books of poetry and thought.

Most of all, I want to fulfill my destiny and leave this earth and have God say to me, "well done."

MORE FACTS: I sing with Kairos, the Young Adult Ensemble at Christian Life Center. If you have never experienced a Kairos moment, or don't know what the heck I mean, do some research.

I visit www.dictionary.com regularly. Your vocabulary should always be expanding and even words you become accustomed to using sometimes have more depth in them than you realize.

Electronics are absolutely necessary and because of this, I am SO working myself out of debt and learning how to not impulsively spend money.

One of my pet peeves is people who do not keep a balanced checkbook. I am going to leave it at that and not go off on a tangent.

I cannot be put into a box. Many have tried and been disappointed. That is why I am ENIGMA.

More randomness to be added later

My Blog

This is real talk


Posted by lolamarya on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 07:19:00 PST

mp3 player

So, I swore I would not join the ipod craze, so I purchased a Philips Go Gear 30 gig MP3 player instead some months back.  What a mistake.  My pers gave me a 1 gig iPod Nano and it is SO muc...
Posted by lolamarya on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 09:14:00 PST

I joined the gym today

So, I finally bit the bullet and joined the West Michigan Athletic Club.  It's actually a really nice gym compared to the other ones I've been in.  So since I've signed a contract and will b...
Posted by lolamarya on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 01:31:00 PST

I am

Emotionally exhausted Yep..... You have no idea
Posted by lolamarya on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 11:21:00 PST

I wrote this two years ago. The situation's not the same, but it's still real

I shed tears out of fear of being lonely Waiting on "the one," Distracted by the ones Who are simply consuming my time, consuming my rhymes I could get more caught up on the ones, who can be momentar...
Posted by lolamarya on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 09:03:00 PST

I had no intention of writing this much

**** FYI: I was trying to write in my "About Me" section and all of a sudden, I went off on a tangent. Maybe it's not a tangent and it'll be relevant to someone reading it. Well, I guess I won't have ...
Posted by lolamarya on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 08:41:00 PST

I wrote this before bed (nothing spectacular)

I got too much on my brain Too much pain Im not crazy Just a little strange So, not the norm Seemingly ignored But never forgotten Folks checking out my assets Thinking Im spoiled rotten They dont kno...
Posted by lolamarya on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 06:08:00 PST

Declaration

New day, new way Of thinking, living, giving, sharing, caring Disposing of old mentalities I am declaring this day That I am free.....    
Posted by lolamarya on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 09:30:00 PST

situations

It's funny how sometimes you can have so much to say, but can't really say it.  I'm having a "moment."  That's all I'm going to say because I know what I mean and if I type everything I've f...
Posted by lolamarya on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 08:14:00 PST

Life.... in the process of

This is a little something that I have been working on.  I don't think I'm done, but I might be.  I'll have to see what the words feel like, lol.  Yeah, the words have a life of th...
Posted by lolamarya on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 09:47:00 PST