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N!ck

Love Uncommon.

About Me

"Light and darkness, life and death, the right and the left are brothers and sisters. They cannot seperate from one another. Therefore, the good are not all good nor are the evil completely evil. Nor is life life, nor death death.""Your ashes must be blowing everywhere cause I could still feel you and youre nowhere near. And though you didnt say so I can tell that you still care. We couldve had it all but then nothing is fair. I still think about washing your hair, I wish I couldve washed away all of your despair."Fast forward to the bedroom. Every touch is an earthquake. With every sensation we rattle the dust off of the walls of an already boring bedroom. With my fingers like serpents, my eyes like doves, I am belittled to nothing more then a question mark. I am resorted to nothing but a blank page, fighting for a taste of ink. I feel like Jesus Christ must have felt being crucified. Enduring pain for the supposed comfort and benefit of others, but never for myself. I'm being sacrificed with every kiss. This bed has become an alter. You can see me fall like a cheap building in Tokyo during a point seven. Even when the earthquake stops, you still remember just how it felt to have your entire world come crashing down...

My Interests

"I would tell them that they didn't have to be anyone because I would know that BEING SOMEONE DOESN'T MAKE YOU ANYONE ANYWAY."

I'd like to meet:

♥ In this world you have you die first, before you live forever ♥ I was nothing but a story unfinished. A blank page in the face of a harsh empty white. And there is nothing more empty then white. It's in these things, the quiet things, that my white fused into c o l o r. I'd rather be roadkill, splotched with blood and stained purple and pink then a virtual living ghost. Because thats what your comforting blank white walls and uncreative pages are, thats what you represent. The living dead.

Music:

Lydia, Brighten,Mazzy star are all I listen to at the current moment. But I have been known to like... Ben lee. Damien Rice. The chariot. Deadsy. Pretty girls make graves. Say anything. Coheed. Moldy peaches. One republic.Something corporate. Jack's mannequin. HEM. This mortal coil. Andrew bird. Regina spektor. The afters. The starting line. The verve. WEEZER. The dandy warhols. The distillers. Gavin Degraw. Fischerspooner. Goldfrapp. MIA. Yeah yeah yeahs. Copeland. LCD sound system. Ladytron. Joy division. A silver mt. zion. The faint.The cardigans. Shiny toy guns. Metric. Blonde redhead. ok go and Cartel.

Television:

Fuck your T.v. in the ass.

Books:

"Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way."- Janet fitch ,WHITE OLEANDER.

Heroes:

My gaurdian angel.

My Blog

Gardens upon gardens.

My soul has a garden.full of flowers of all colors, shapes and sizes.Flowers that grow through snow and fire; through ashes and rain.Endurance is more then we often even know.More then most can handle...
Posted by The Nick Hamre © on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:38:00 PST

I'll write a million words.

I Give up air for lent.and as I sit I glisten in the moisture of the soft rain.No ceiling. Just sky.My new house has no roof tops, No locks.After all ,what would I be pretentious enough to protect?Liv...
Posted by The Nick Hamre © on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 03:51:00 PST

start.

and in the begining the gods created the earth.Everything was black.No stars.No sky.No oceans and sunsets.People were connected with their soul mates, their bodies fused together.The gods tore apart t...
Posted by The Nick Hamre © on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:24:00 PST