[s4c] b is for brad

a solitary skeptic looking for the one and only honest exception - moments away from either greatness or disaster, im patiently waiting for the moments in my life that closely resemble a john cusack romantic comedy - lately it seems that although im grateful, im never content - walking that subtle line between humility and confidence im working on my improving poker face - it seems im in a transitional stage in my life and a change of scenery is the only way to get any perspective - patient and understanding, im rarely jealous and i love to people watch - i always seem to want what i cant have and my independence is more of a hinderance then a virtue - I am forever chasing something just out of my reach - hopeful and honest im a wanderer with an open mind and no end in sight - when did the future switch from being a promise to a threat - am I the fool or the fortunate one - afterall the brilliant are always unaware of their own brilliance - i am running with my life from the rest of my life - i have to keep moving - i have to keep my distance great - i am vacant - i am detached - i am wandering

and when will darkness take me
and will it take me safely
and who will be there waiting
now that im dying