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NON ILLEGITIMI CARBORUNDUM EST. . .

About Me

BORN IN 1963 IN SWINDON ENGLAND. I LIVED THERE 7 YEARS. AFTER A 9 MONTH PLUS STAY IN HOLLAND AND AFTER 9 PLUS YEARS IN GERMANY I MOVED TO TEXAS WHEN I WAS 17. MOTHERFUCKING CULTURE SHOCK! BEEN HERE JUST ABOUT EVER SINCE EXCEPT FOR A 9 MONTH RESIDENCE IN ROCKVILLE MARYLAND. I'M AN ASSHOLE MISANTHROPE. SHOW ME ONE GOOD THING AND I'LL EASILY POINT OUT 100 BAD THINGS. BEEN ACCUSED OF BEING OVERLY DIRECT AND MEAN SPIRITED WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS TAKING IT EASY. :) BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I'VE BEEN TOLD HOW PERSONABLE I AM. HA!!! ONE OF MY MANY PARADOXES. IT'S MOSTLY BLACK OR WHITE WITH ME, IT'S THE GRAY AREAS I TRY TO AVOID UNLESS I'M LOOKING AT THE BIG PICTURE. INTERESTS ARE ART, GRINDING MY THOUGHTS TO DUST AND MUSIC....METAL MUSIC 90%. I HATE IGNORANT SHALLOW PEOPLE, TOO BAD THEY'RE EVERYWHERE AND PROCREATING AT AN ALARMING RATE AND INCREASINGLY YOUNGER AGE AS THEY ALREADY INHABIT THE MAJORITY AS IT IS. SOYLENT GREEN ANYONE? LOL!!!!! :::^*#@%?::: HERITAGE: I'M HALF FRENCH (YEAH FUCK YOU TOO!) AND HALF IRISH AMERICAN TEXAS OIL FIELD TRASH (YEAH FUCK YOU AGAIN). THAT'S THE OVERLY COMPRESSED VERSION OF MY LIFE!! ............................................................ ...... . . . . .THE ULTRA-WHO GIVES A FUCK SECTION OF "ABOUT ME": I HELPED START THE 1ST METAL BAND ,(THANKS, JOE & LEE!!) IN THE GOLDEN TRIANGLE OF SHIT, TX.(BEAUMONT, PORT ARTHUR, MID COUNTY) BACK IN 1982 WHEN I MOVED HERE WHEN I WAS 17. 2 OF MY FRIENDS PLAYED IN A SOUTHERN ROCK BAND CALLED REAPER. AFTER THEIR PRACTICE I'D SIT IN WITH THEM PLAY THE EARLY METAL COVERS. STUFF THEY HAD BEEN EXPOSED TO AS WELL AS MASIVE AMOUNT OF SHIT I HAD TURNED THEM ONTO. AFTER A WHILE REAPER DECIDED TO PLAY NOTHING BUT METAL, N.W.O.B.H.M. COVERS MOSTLY, TYGERS OF PAN TANG, TRESPASS, HOLOCAUST, IRON MAIDEN, JUDAS PRIEST, BLACK SABBATH, DIO, AC/DC, ANVIL, SCORPIONS, ACCEPT, DEF LEPPARD ("WASTED", HA!)SAXON, TANK, OTHERS TOO NUMEROUS TO MENTION AS WELL AS OUR ORIGINALS. DURING THE (SOUTHERN ROCK) REAPER DAYS I WAS THE ONLY ONE AROUND WHO KNEW THE LYRICS AND COULD SING SO I BECAME THE SINGER FOR REAPER. THAT'S HOW I LEARNED TO SING....DIVING OFF THE DEEP END BAND. REAPER WAS A BAND I'M PROUD OF, NOT ONLY BECAUSE IT WAS THE 1ST HEAVY METAL BAND IN THE GOLDEN TRIANGLE AND WE WERE GOOD, BUT ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO WERE INSPIRED TO PLAY METAL FROM SOUTH EAST TEXAS. THE GODFATHER OF METAL OF SOUTHEAST TEXAS SAYS "FUCK YEAH" TO REAL METAL BANDS FROM THIS AREA AND ANY OTHER MUSICIAN WHO WAS INSPIRED BY REAPER......WHO'D EVER THOUGHT IT WOULD COME THIS FAR, HERE,SINCE 1982?????I STILL PLAY AND SING METAL......"I'VE GOT HEAVY METAL MUSIC IN MY BLOOD, AND I'D LIKE TO GET IT TO YOU IF I COULD"...................................................... .....Sepultura - Arise
Dead Embryonic Cells
Slayer, 1985 "Chemical Warfare"
Stormtroopers of Death
Napalm Death: Silence Is Deafening
Death Breath - Death Breath
THE OBSESSED-STREETSIDE
The Hidden Hand - Vulcans Children
Spirit Caravan
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My Interests

IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD CUZ I FEEL FINE. ROTMFFLMGDMFACTFO!!!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

. . . . . . THE GHOST OF TOMORROW FROM MY FAVORITE DREAM TELLING ME TO LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND.

Music:

FUCK MAGGOT INFESTED ROADKILL GOAT...HERE GOES....UFO W/ M. SCHENKER, SCORPIONS W/ M. SCHENKER & ULI JON ROTH.....DiMEOLA, McLAUGHLIN, DeLUCIA...NEAL PEART...GEDDY, ALEX..(RUSH)..GARY THAIN....CLIFF BURTON....GRAND FUNK.......BLACK SABBATH - OZZY, TONY, GEEZER AND MR. BILL WARD....HEAVEN AND HELL....ROB, K.K., GLENN, IAN ETC. AKA JUDAS PRIEST.......LEMMY, FAST EDDIE & PHILTHY AKA MOTORHEAD.....AND THE INCARNATIONS OF MOTORHEAD!........WINO AND THE THE MOTHERFUCKING OBSESSED!!! (I WOULD BE REMISS NOT MENTIONING) SPIRIT CARAVAN (WINO, GARY & SHERM! THANKS FOR ALL THE HOSPITALITY AND GREAT TIMES), THE HIDDEN HAND! ETC...! OF COURSE THERE'S THE BAY ERA THRASH EXPLOSION!!!!!! ALONG WITH OTHER SCENES WHO I'M HEAVILY INTO AS WELL AS PUNK,HARDCORE, SOME BLACK METAL, GRIND, DEATH METAL NORMALLY OF THE SWEDISH VARIETY, ETC. AT THE GATES, DISMEMBER, OLD ENTOMBED, MURDER SQUAD,THE FORSAKEN...ALSO SHIT LIKE SOILENT GREEN, DEATH, GOATWHORE, LOCKUP, SUFFOCATION, 1ST 2 NIGHTRAGE, CARCASS, OBITUARY, NAPALM MUTHER FUCKING DEEEEEEAAAATTTTHHHH!!!!.......MORE MORE MORE....AND MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Movies:

YES, THEY EXIST. SOME I EVEN HAVE DELUSIONS OF LIKING, DESPITE THE ONGOING IMAGINARY DEBATE AS TO THEIR OF LEVEL REALITY DEPENDING ON WHETHER THE UNIVERSE IS IN PERFECT PITCH OR NOT, MUTATIONS OF WHICH FRACTURE INTO TRILLIONS.

Television:

YES, I OWN ONE. YOU MEAN WATCH TELEVISION? NO. IN ACTUALITY I MIGHT WATCH IT WHEN IT ISN'T PLUGGED IN. I CAN DO THAT FOR HOURS. THOUGH ROUTINE IS DULL. BUT THEN AGAIN THERE ARE THE YOUNG ONES, SANFORD AND SON, MONY PYTHON, ALL IN THE FAMILY, BEAVIS AND BUTTHEAD, CHEECH AND CHONG, AS WELL AS MANY OTHERS, BUT MAINLY I LIKE THE INFOMERCIALS BECAUSE OF THE LACK OF COMMERCIALS. I ALSO LIKE DOCCUMENTARIES ABOUT POSSUMS AND DECOMPOSING ROADKILL. :[

Books:

SELDOM, LESS THAN FUCKING TV. :(I'M TRYING TO START READING ESCHER ON ESCHER "EXPLORING THE INFINITE" IT'S ABOUT HOW HE USED GEOMETRY AND OTHER MATHMATICAL THEORIES TO CREATE HIS DESIGNS AS WELL AS OTHER SUBJECTS.

Heroes:

RENE JACQUES GUSTAV DUPUIS.

My Blog

THIS THAT AND OTHERS............

WORDS (LYRICS) OF MINE AND OTHERS Friday, June 27, 2008  ENJOY THE TYPOS... "MY GOAT".  a song that Flipper Schwartz (guitar), Brent Yawn (drums) and myself on vocals worked on a few hot&n...
Posted by dissident on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 09:51:00 PST