Jared is not whom you thought

About Me

Sick Sad Little World Lyrics ..Hello, I'm Jared and I'm a weirdo. I don't do much. I earn a modest living and dream big, but never do anything about it. I watch more pro wrestling than I should. I'm becoming detached from reality. I smoke far too much but I really enjoy smoking. I like waffles and mexican food. I'm mostly lonely, and want to talk to people, but I have a hard time relating to normal people, because I don't understand their point of view. I'm depressed a lot, but I don't feel like I have a right to be depressed, so I suck it up and cover it with happy faces and jokes. I try very hard to be a nice, considerate person, but I have a hard time stepping outside my little bubble. I have a nearvous habit of giggling at everything, even if it's bad news. I think about my past way too much. I have insomnia, and I can't sleep for more than five hours at a time so reality is always a little blurred. Even with the extra hours, time seems to be my greatest enemy, and I'm getting my ass kicked, but I won't give up. I really love people, and getting to know people and reading expressions and body language. My friends are my favorite thing in the world and I really do love all of them in their unique way. I'd take a bullet for any one of you. So just send me a message! I'd take a bullet for you! All I want is a message!

My Interests

Get this video and more at MySpace.com I spend most of my time working or dividing my time between different friends that will only hang out one at a time. I watch a lot of wrestling ( yeah, I know it's not real, you would'nt understand ) I listen to music, work out, I'm overly romantic and pretend things are romantic (even if they're not at all) in my own head just to fufill that need to have romantic moments every day. Most girls don't even know that they are subject to this.

I'd like to meet:

you in a dark room

Music:

The Misfits, Incubus, Mindless Self Indulgeance, The Cure, U2, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Nine Inch Nails, Switchblade Symphony, Bjork, Dave Matthews old stuff, She Wants Revenge, Stabbing Westward, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Tori Amos, ICP, A Perfect Circle, Depeche Mode, Marilyn Manson,Jamiroquoi, no specific order, just about anything 80's pop or gothic. I like hip hop (especially old hip hop), but can't stand R&B. I also love disco and dance music. I listen to music that I think is good
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Movies:

Donnie Darko, The Crow, Dead Alive, Kevin Smith movies, Star Wars, It's a Wonderful Life, Anchor Man, Trainspotting, The Shining, Seven, Highlander, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, The Goonies...all off the top of my head

Television:

WWE (of course), Adult Swim (not religiously), Cartoons, and I really miss Kids in the Hall

Heroes:

Bret Hart always stood up for what he believes in.

My Blog

IOWA

Yup, I'm going to Iowa for the weekend, why? HARDCORE!! 10/13/07 Thats right, for the first time ever, on Saturday, October 13, for the Hardcore Wrestling Association (HCWA)in Colfax, Iowa, Stac...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 06:28:00 PST

The blurred line between reality and fantassy

If you are who you are then you understand Face to facemy lovely foeMouth to mouthraining heaven's blowsHand on hearttic tac toeUnder the starsnaked as we flowCheek to cheekthe bitter sweetCommit your...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 05:43:00 PST

Say goodbye on Night like this

Say goodbye on a night like this if it's the last thing you ever do, you never looked as lost as this, sometimes it doesn't even look like you. It goes dark, it grows darker still, please stay. But I'...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 01:06:00 PST

stab

stab me rip stab stab
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 01:24:00 PST

inside me

What can I do? Where can I turn? Who will listen? Who could ever know? You are a shiver down my spine and the apple of my eye. You're in the back of my mind, the front of my heart, and the pit of my s...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Mon, 29 May 2006 11:39:00 PST

Crazy week and friend rants

WOW! I've had an eventful week. On Monday, I went to the Raw/Smackdown Supershow. The actual show wasn't the best. The Vince Mcmahon/HBK/GOD stuff was classic, and I'm glad I was live to see that. The...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 12:20:00 PST

My one and only flesh eating love

Charolette came to my house for the first time last night. She can only walk so well, so I had to carry her down the stairs. She was a little embaressed, but she's a Zombie, so what could you expect? ...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 06:04:00 PST

Zombie Romance pt II

Last night I met up with Charolette again in the cemetery. She had just eaten, so she had at least another ten minutes before the hunger consumed her again. I wanted to bring her flowers, but she live...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 06:04:00 PST

Zombie Romance

I've received some bad reviews for my zombie girl background. Well I'd just like to say that her name is Charlotte and we're in love. I met her in a cemetary. It was late, I was lonely, she was l...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 12:58:00 PST

WRESTLEMANIA!!!!

I'm out $150 for everything, but Wrestlemania was as awesome as expected. Congratulations to the NEW world heavyweight champion, Rey Mysterio Jr.!!!!!! In what was the best match of the night, and one...
Posted by Jared is not whom you thought on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 11:04:00 PST