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carmen

I love you, Dhalif. Till death do us part.

About Me

music is my life. take it away from me and i'd rather die.

studying Music and Audio Technology in school.

love tattoos and piercings.

love hanging out with my friends.

love making new friends.

love Jack Daniels, Absolut and Baileys.

hate school. actually, just all the theory part. i'm more of a practical person.

love HAM and EGGS.

random. hey, i've got an apple!

sucker for guys with tattoos, piercings or green/hazel eyes.

i'm really friendly, although people say i look stuck up. i don't know... i'll let you be the judge. =)

I love Dhalif and he's all i want. =)

i love my life now more than i ever did and STOP SAYING THAT I'M EMO BECAUSE I AM NOT. case closed.

oh, if you're one of those band stalkers (read: Fee), don't even bother talking to me or whatever. i'm not fucking interested.

My Interests

music, performing, jamming, writing songs, chilling out, smoking, boozing, photography, bumming around, reading fanfics, checking out new bands, gigs, conversations, hugs, kisses, cuddling, sex

I'd like to meet:

you.

and of course

my rock superheroes.

I love you, Dhalif. 3

Music:

30 Seconds To Mars, AFI, Aiden, As I Lay Dying, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Bayside, Black Flag, Bowling For Soup, Breaking Benjamin, Bring Me The Horizon, Bullet For My Valentine, Chiodos, Coheed and Cambria, Day of Contempt, Death Cab For Cutie, Dear Whoever, Dream Theater, Eighteen Visions, Escape The Fate, Fall Out Boy, Foo Fighters, From Autumn TO Ashes, From First To Last, Funeral For A Friend, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Killswitch Engage, Lamb of God, Less Than Jake, Linkin Park, Lost Prophets, Matchbook Romance, Mest, Misfits, My Chemical Romance, Nickelback, Nirvana, Panic! At The Disco, Pantera, Paramore, Pencey Prep, Pinkly Smooth, Plus 44, Protest The Hero, Radiohead, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Reel Big Fish, Rise Against, Rivermaya, Saosin, Saves The Day, Senses Fail, Silverstein, Simple Plan, Social Distortion, Stars Don't Fall, Story of The Year, Sugarcult, Symphony X, Taking Back Sunday, The All American Rejects, The Mars Volta, The Used, Thrice, Thursday, Trivium, U2, Underoath

Movies:

harry potter, gothika, war of the worlds, constantine, mr and mrs smith, you got served, 50 first dates, black hawk down, the day after tomorrow, school of rock, house of wax

Television:

Miami Ink, Entourage, Nip/Tuck, Desperate Housewives, The O.C, HBO

Books:

the Harry Potter series, books by John Grisham, Archie comics, Calvin and Hobbes, and obviously KERRANG! magazine

Heroes:

Gerard Way, Ray Toro, Frank Iero, Mikey Way, Bob Bryar, Jepha Howard, Zacky Vengeance, Synyster Gates, The Rev, John Petrucci, Dave Grohl, Kurt Cobain

My Blog

Bliss.

screw the previous entry, i say! heheheh.baby and i just celebrated our 1st anniversary a couple of days ago. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!i love you, Dhalif!
Posted by carmen on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 08:12:00 PST

My heart stopped beating the day you left.

As of last night, i'm officially single.I don't wanna talk too much about it.Right now, i'm sad, i'm heartbroken, i'm depressed, i'm lost, i'm shattered, my life without meaning and i'm weak. i still ...
Posted by carmen on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 10:45:00 PST

R.I.P. Wayne "Thunder" Seah.

Wayne "Thunder" Seah passed away last night/this morning.he was a great drummer and a respected man who stood up for what he believed in and who was totally dedicated to his craft. Rest in peace Wayne...
Posted by carmen on Tue, 22 May 2007 02:41:00 PST

Paula Elizabeth Yip

is my younger sister. she's holiday-ing in the States now. i miss her. come home soon, little sister. come home soon... i miss you...
Posted by carmen on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 08:47:00 PST

Updates.

hmmm... i realized that i haven't blogged for quite a while. even in LJ. i've lost the blogging touch. lmao. so anyway, this entry is to update you people on what's happening. (not like many of you re...
Posted by carmen on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:25:00 PST

Changes.

sad to say... i'm crying right now. why do people have to change? why can't a person stay the same perfect way that they are. changes, are good only if it's for the better. however, a very important p...
Posted by carmen on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 08:46:00 PST

For Dhalif, my baby...

i'm willing to do anything. anything at all.so this is what true love feels like. it's amazing. honestly, from the bottom of my heart, i'm willing to do anything for him. i'm willing to even die for h...
Posted by carmen on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 08:15:00 PST

2007.

i know this is kinda late but, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!new year, new beginning, new bedsheets. HURHURHUR.let's see what happened during the past year...-i met three of the bestest friends that a girl...
Posted by carmen on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 08:11:00 PST

like whoa!

I LOVE MY BABY BOY LIKE WHOA!hahahhh. i love you so much, dear dear. i love you i love you i love you. =p...
Posted by carmen on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 09:16:00 PST

Blood

it's no use.no matter how i try, i can't seem to bleed.what the fuck is the problem? are the knives not sharp enough? or am i just too used to the idea of cutting, that i do not feel the pain anymore....
Posted by carmen on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:54:00 PST