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Jenn

let me sleep so i may play w/ the ones in my head

About Me

Like my friend Forest says - Life is like a box of chocolates, everything gets stale..... .. " the mind wonders.... luv... luv...... SPLAT!!!

My Interests

I have suffered from being misunderstood, but I would have suffered a hell of a lot more if I had been understood... it's kind of funny how people put on a act to impress others when you can see right though them...don't ever think that i will stop loving or hating you, you have cut my heart too deeply to ever be erased... ms judie rose.. *wanna see crazy?* ms nikki.... kid sister that i never had...luv u.. skuz... overdose on pert shall we?? little miho.... mememememe endless giggles.... sunrise in ohio thinking of jumping... do it... a walk to no where... i wish i could crawl inside my pictures sometimes and disappear...they keep my skull from cracking.. i think for now at least..

I'd like to meet:

I have a SMALL obsession with these men here.... x o x o x. . . .

Music:

deftones, the used, isis, ramallah, the bled, punchline, bayside, mindless self-indulgence, the murder city devils, nirvana, poison the well, the pixies, sneaker-pimps, CKY, the postal service, meat puppets, my chemical romance, the killers, brand new, bad religion, slayer, pantera, alice in chains, johnny cash, spite of life, mazzy star, sublime, frontside, wesley willis, suburban refugee, blue collar, delta-9, tron....

Movies:

Watership Down, May, Spun, Donnie Darko, Taxi Driver, Killer Klowns from Outer Space, Jaws, Secret Window, Dawn/Day/Night of the Dead, Battle Royale... Fight Club, The Crow, Heathers, The Shinning, I Spit on your Grave, Legend, The Dark Crystal..ext/... *if you can't find a friend,... make one*

My Blog

a smile sent from my brother...

A smile that shall never fade for we are ralphs for that being forever cursed or blessed .....   she was the oldest childbut had the smallest roomand that's why she never grewi gave her her firs...
Posted by Jenn on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 05:23:00 PST

sleeps ....

i buried you today.. friend of mine for the last 5 mths missesyoulots even though you weren't mine, just a stray but your eyes and weekend screams at me for when i was away made me smile... sorry fo...
Posted by Jenn on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 06:05:00 PST

silence.................

sad tonight... cried so many tears tonight and these past days... zombie mode is all i have been in ... i'm just glad he is no longer in anymore pain and he can finally sleep.. i will see you again on...
Posted by Jenn on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 04:04:00 PST

if i .... ... ...

If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrariwise, what it is, it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be,...
Posted by Jenn on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 05:07:00 PST

and i feel nothing.......

I feel nothing. This drab dress I wear, this sharp knife I hold,Why am I here? Everything is odd. But then so am I. Aren't I? I see it advance. He looks like a man. Except he looks... odd.He has some...
Posted by Jenn on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 02:51:00 PST

a faded rose.... for jeremy's mom..

  A sunny summer morning,A steamy August night,Began with love and hopefulness;And ended with shock and fright.As we awoke and we found outAbout the day before,The shock set in; the grief b...
Posted by Jenn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

would u be my 1,000 f-cks??

Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed,...
Posted by Jenn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

as the lorax pulls his knife out from my back...

will there be another dawn... a sunrise for the swamee-swan exit, exit swamee-swan going, going , going ...gone
Posted by Jenn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

finish line......

so i've made it .... end of my run and as i look around, no one is here.. just some old foot-prints left..walking into the field. but amazingly i find it easier to breathe... who would had thunk it...
Posted by Jenn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST