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falbrook {shaded}

Sometimes I dream about you, with the hopes i'll awaken to your scent left lingering upon my skin...

About Me

about me..hmmm..what shall i say?
i'm ever changing in this perpetual sea of beautiful chaos. like you, i'm just trying to find my place and who i really am. i'm growing and strengthening from every experience bestowed upon me. where am i going and what will i create with my life? i guess the simplest of answers would be to say that i'm a being of love mixed perfectly with everything that surrounds me. i'm a little bit of you blended with all that is in this amazing u~n~i~verse. when i listen to my hearts rhythm it sings for me to walk a path of knowledge, love and understanding. i'm learning that one of the most important ways for this to happen is through proper communication. which means communication enriched with truth, trust and honesty. without proper communication assumption, ignorance and speculation remain. which can lead to unnecessary hurt, closed minds and bottled up emotions.. all of which are detrimental to our growth. lets see...what else...i love to read books that offer new information and help to expand my thoughts and understanding of things... along with talking with people that can offer those same seeds.
mmmmm.... i *heart* yoga!
and... i *heart* you!
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My Interests

learning thy self and my purpose here, things of pure truth, sacred geometry, petroglyphs, natural healing, crystals and stones,planet earth/our home, the earth's moon, feeling the wind on my face and blowing through my hair, ska maria pastora, birds, dolphins, bees, flowers, trees..all living creatures, sowing and reaping the treasures of the earth, crop circles, atlantis, easter island, cart wheels, open and honest communication, poetry, long tight melting hugs, scented body oils,esalen massage, raspberry kisses, sitting in heart circles, tantra(to weave), connecting on all levels, laughing, learning, exploring, altered states of conciousness, body painting, henna, bubbles, bubble baths, cloud erasing, cooking, playing dress up,loving and being loved, giving, whispered words, camping, star gazing, moon lit walks, midnight swimming, bon fires, djembe drumming, free energy, aromatherapy, numerology, astrology, romance, the erotic, the exotic, playing at the park, pressing flowers, scavenger hunts, the spiritual laws of the universe, ancient secrets, indigo and crystalline children, dancing in the rain, dancing for rain, faeries, seeing people smile, water crystals, waterfalls, kinesiology, and using my creative talents to better the world and one another

I'd like to meet:


i'd like to meet myself in another life..(if there is such a thing) and maybe perhaps you.. and him.. and her.. and all of them. i'm very curious by nature and love to hear about other's experiences we all have here in this heavenly form. it helps me to feel not so alone knowing others are on this same ride of trials and tribulations..ecstasy and bliss..and everything in between.

THE VAST EXPANSE
I acknowledge the privilege of being alive in a human body at this moment, endowed with senses, memories, emotions, thoughts, and the space of mind in its wisdom aspect.

It is the prayer of my innermost being to realize my supreme identity in the liberated play of consciousness, the Vast Expanse. Now is the moment, Here is the place of Liberation.

Witness the contents of mind, the visions and sounds, the thoughts, as clouds passing through the vast expanse - the sky-like nature of mind. The rootedness of Being is in emptiness, clarity and awareness: unborn, unspoilt, stainlessly pure.

The infinite vibratory levels, the dimensions of interconnectedness are without end. There is nothing independent. All beings and things are residents in your awareness.

I subject my awareness to the perfection of being, the perfection of wisdom and perfection of love, all of these being co-present in the Vast Expanse. I share this panorama of Being and appreciate all I can share it with...the seamless interweaving of consciousness with each moment.

Create perfection wherever you go with your awareness. That is why this teaching is admired by artists--they sense the correctness of the response to life as creative. Life is infinite creative play. Enjoyment and participation in this creative play is the artists profound joy. We co-author every moment with universal creativity.

To bare our souls is all we ask, to give all we have to life and the beings surrounding us. Here the nature spirits are intense and we appreciate them, make offerings to them--these nature spirits who call us here--sealing our fate with each other, celebrating our love.

I am an intersecting kaleidoscope of Being in a rainbow refractive wave pattern: a corpuscle of light on the ocean...the transparency of my body with the rocks...sometimes the only way to summarize my feelings is to draw--to collapse the frenzy in my limbs enough to make a mark out of profound appreciation for my existence.

Share your presence with others, no boundaries, completely openly lovingly. Love is what makes us alive, that is why we feel so alive when we love. Service is being available to love. Life is the combustion of love. That we love ourselves here, that is the true magnificence in the mountains of being. We are constantly drawing the line between love and not love--enter into the Non-duality Zone, and all judgements dissolve in the Vast Expanse.

It's as though we are co-conspirators of consciousness--everyone, everywhere, everywhen, mixing up our openable minds. It's as though we could gather clouds in the sky and people into our lives. Like an eruption of consciousness, we discover the most important force is love. Experience yourself as the Source and appreciate every moment as perfection. Sunrise--Sunset. Thank you, Thank you, Creator, profound unstoppable connectedness of all beings, pattern to everything, most radical no-thing, the Vast Expanse.

Alex Grey
August 22,1994

ride the wave of bliss...

Music:

mmm..the sound of the wind making love through the trees, thunder in the middle of the night, children giggling, my friend chastity's resounding laugh, the sounds of a baby eating from his mothers breast,waves crashing, bodies splashing, rain drops on the roof top, a wrens morning song, a woman walking gracefully in high heels, wind chimes, heart~beats, the sound in my children's voices when they say.."i love you"

Movies:



Television:

one dozen different perspectives.
celebrate spiritual diversity.
Coexist!!

CURRENT MOON about the moon

Books:

"power vs. force" by david r. hawkins
"living in the light"-shakti qwain
"be here now"-ram dass
"ancient secret of the flower of life vol.1&2"-drunvalo melchizdek,
"numerology and the divine triangle"-faith javane & dusty bunker,
"the life you were born to live"-dan millman,
"the secret language of birthdays"- gary goldschneider, "inner communion"-sondra ray,
"the indigo children"-lee carroll & jan tober,
"the crystal children"-doreen virtue,
"the art of sensual yoga"-robert dunne kirby,
"cultivating male sexual energy" & "cultivating female sexual energy"-mantak chia & maneewan chia,
"the art of sexual ecstasy"-margo anand,
"aromatherapy"-julia lawless,
"health and healing"-andrew weil,
"asian health secrets"-letha hadady,
"herbs for health and healing"-kathi keville,
"herbal first aid and health care"-kyle d. christensen,
"our earth our cure"-raymond dextreit,
"children's health"-rosemary gladstar,
"wise woman herbal for the childbearing year"-susun s. weed,
"carrots love tomatoes"-louise riotte,
"DMT the spirit molecule"-rick strassman,
"spirit healing"-mary dean atwood,
"native wisdom"- ed mcgaa/eagle man,
"the crystal bible"-judy hall,
"healing stoned"-julia lorusso,
"vaccines: are they really safe and effective?"-neil z. miller,
"the hidden messages in water"-masaru emoto,
"the four agreements"-don miguel ruiz,
"the celestine prophecy"-james redfield,
"emergence"-sanan,
"the power of now"-eckhart tolle,
"the yoga sutras of patanjali"-sir swami satchidananda

Heroes:

the tree creatures

My Blog

just a random thought...

to be loved by a child is the most sacred, honest, and unconditional gift in the world.
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Wed, 07 May 2008 06:17:00 PST

a class room divided

she's wonderful..One day in 1968, Jane Elliott, a teacher in a small, all-white Iowa town, divided her third-grade class into blue-eyed and brown-eyed ... all ยป groups and gave them a daring lesson i...
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 11:37:00 PST

painters

"Painters" - JewelEighty years, an old lady now, sitting on the front porchWatching the clouds roll byThey remind her of her lover, how he left her, and of times long ago.When she used to color carele...
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 09:32:00 PST

meet your meat

this video is graphic and heart wrenching, but empower yourself with the awareness of the cruelity, enslavement, and torture happening to the fellow animal species on this planet, conceived and perpe...
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:43:00 PST

extended family

thank you so much beautiful brother for posting this photograph on my page. bathe in the wonderment ...
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 06:43:00 PST

"every drop of human blood contains a history book written in the language of our genes"

a big thank you to national geographic and james shreeveEverybody loves a good story, and when it's finished, this will be the greatest one ever told. It begins in Africa with a group of hunter-gather...
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 03:23:00 PST

crop circles

what is so amazing about these crop circles is that they are absolutely perfect in geometry.  this is what makes them stand apart from the man made hoaxes, as well as many other factors.  as...
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 08:09:00 PST

beautiful sand art

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Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 10:18:00 PST

seed exchange

oh happy day!!  if you are wanting to trade seeds here is a really nice place to do so...  http://www.emilycompost.com/seed_exchange.htmif anyone is aware of another place, please share :)i ...
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 07:34:00 PST

the great turning: from empire to earth community

i would like all of you to read this message of hope.  it resonated with me and i felt compelled to share it with all of you:)  http://www.yesmagazine.org/article.asp?ID=1463
Posted by falbrook {shaded} on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 06:38:00 PST