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ASCENDOR

Paul The String Puller

About Me

Living through this Illusion of Time always now Trying to Be Awake, Mindful and letting go, allowing myself to accept change and be set free.
I Enjoy going to Concerts, Clubs, Book Stores, Galleries, Museums, Movies, Walks, Drives, and Shopping. How are you? Please do Drop a Line.
Alone, I walk the streets at night
Beholding everything in sight
Burning off the excess fuel
Gotten by the daily duel
To enliven illumination
To release determination
I walk the streets at night
Favoring the not so bright
Breathing for one purpose
To reach the end of time
When my prayers are answered
And I claim what will be mine
Want what strikes
Be not alike
Fear nothing
Expect anything
.....Ascendor
"weekend warrior fulltime destroyer" -me
check out this project that I'm proud of ... FERAL
check out this sick band too ... DEHUMANIZED
supporter of all extreme brutal music around the world

My Interests


computers
guitarz
video game programming
webDesign
calculas
philosophy
history
art
music

I'd like to meet:

people who know how to have a good time

Music:

Metal, Hardcore, Deathmetal, Techno, Rap, Trance, Classical..
i presently 'drive' to:

-Gojira -despised icon -necro -cypress hill -lamb of god -machine head -alice deejay -cryptopsy -thursday -bleeding through -morbid angel -first blood -vital remains -junai -irate -hatebreed -mortician -nasum -candiria -through the discipline -stifling neglect -emmure -deftones -suffocation -nile -biolich -putrid pile -kataklysm -slayer -origin -skinless -monstrosity -oppressor -malevolent creation -vader -sepultura -staind -hate eternal -gorguts -gorgasm -scattered remnants -digested flesh -p.oakenfold -tiesto

Movies:

BRAVEHEART, THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT, THE MESSENGER, TITANIC, MATRIX TRILOGY, american beauty, Mary Shelley's FRANKENSTIEN, INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE, the ROAD WARRIOR, siGns, CRUEL INTENTIONS, THE WARRIORS,

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favorite video games:, streetfighterII, Super R-type, Demon'sCrest, UNsquadron, Rshark, Marvel vs. Capcom 2
i made this one
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Television:

Conan O'Brian, The Office, Judge Judy, SNL, mad tv, scrubs , family guy

Books:

LOST SOULS; DRAWING BLOOD;.. MEMNOCH THE DEVIL; AnGeLs & DeMoNs, I-Vampire, HEAVyMETAL 'zine, PIT mag, REVOLVER mag

Heroes:

My Family!

My Blog

Last Nights Dreams (Nightmares)

I was in the mall, and saw myself being backed into a corner as I saw the knife with the sparkling glare from the light. I responded with the swiftful thinking of that of only I can maneuver. Since&nb...
Posted by ASCENDOR on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 02:09:00 PST

Some People!!!!!!!

Some People Never Grow Up .... And I'm One of Them!!!
Posted by ASCENDOR on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 10:03:00 PST

it came to me in a dream

whatttt i had the sickest tattoo on my right shoulder arm area in a dream i had.. it was sick.. i dont know where the image came from but now i know what it looks like more or less.. and im gonna star...
Posted by ASCENDOR on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 06:46:00 PST

newz flash

will do anything for i! seriously!! i refuse to nail my self
Posted by ASCENDOR on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

FEAR

can go fuck itself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by ASCENDOR on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

making sense

wishing is such a waste of time.... now spending your time wanting.... that to me reigns do what will get you what you want right NOW!
Posted by ASCENDOR on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i like...

...to look at the clock.. . it keeps sayin' "now" everytime
Posted by ASCENDOR on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST