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About Me

Myspace LayoutsTHE NAME BE ANITA, BUT YOU CAN CALL ME CRAZY, I BEEN HERE, DONE THAT. IVE BEEN HURT, I SMILED AT MY BAD TIMES, I CRIED AT MY BAD NIGHTS, IVE FALLEN IN LOVE, NOW A DAYS I QUESTION LOVE. IM STRONGER THEN YOUR AVERAGE, I LAUGH AT MYSELF, I LIVE TO LAUGH, I SMILE TO COVER UP MY FRUSTRATIONS, JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE. I GOT A BIG HEART, I CARE FOR ANYONE WHO IS IN MY LIFE, BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT EVERYONE IS IN SOMEONES LIFE FOR A REASON. BUT POEPLE TEND TO USE ME FOR THAT REASON. I GUESS I CAN BE TOO SWEET. BUT WHEN I NEED TO, I CAN BE COLD HEARTED AND NOT GIVE A FU'*&% WHAT YOU THINK AND BE RECKLESS AND TEAR UP *ISH. I FORGIVE, BUT I DONT FORGET, IM ALL REAL, I LIE WHEN I HAVE TO, BUT IN REAL REAL REAL IMPORTANT SITUATIONS, I WILL NOT BE CALLED A LIAR. IM NOT A GOOD FRIEND, BECAUSE I CANT ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, ALL I CAN DO IS SAY, EVERYTHINGS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT, BECAUSE I KNOW EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART. ALL I GOT IS MY FAMILY. THEY ARE THE ONLY POEPLE THAT CAN PICK ME UP WHEN I FALL, AND ARE HERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT. I KNOW SOME POEPLE DONT HAVE THAT, OR DONT EVEN REALIZE IT, BUT LIFE IS LIFE, EVERYONE HAS THIER OWN LIFE TO LIVE. AND I KNOW SOMEWHERE OUT THERE OR WHOEVER REALLY IS READING THIS HEARS MY HEART SPEAKING AND IS WILLING TO UNDERSTAND ME. BEACUSE THIS IS ME, NOT A FAKE.RESPECT ME LIKE YOU WOULD TO ANYBODY CLOSE TO YOU, IM A HUMAN JUST LIKE YOU, YOU KNOW.IM DIFFERNT THEN WHAT I WAS A COUPLE YEARS AGO OR JUST A COUPLE MONTHS AGO, I GAVE UP ALOT OF THINGS IN MY PAST FOR A REASON, I MADE MISTAKES, AND ILL ADMIT IT, I CAN BE REALLY STUPID AND NOT KNOW WHERE IM GOING OR WHAT IM DOING. IM MEAN TO FEELINGS ONLY BECAUSE A MAN WAS MEAN TO MINE. THATS WHY SOMETIMES LOVE ISNT WHAT I WANT. IM AFRAID OF GETTING HURT. THATS WHY NO ONE CAN GET A CHANCE WITH ME. IM LIVING MY LIFE. UNDERSTAND YOU HAVE TO LIVE YOURS TOO. LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST. WERE ONLY YOUNG NOW, WE ONLY LIVE LIFE ONCE, WE HAVE A LOT OF TIME, JUST TAKE IT SLOW. IM A STUDENT AT SIERRA. IMA SINGER. IMA RAPPER. IM A ARTIST. IM A LOWRIDER GIRL. THIS IS ABOUT ME. AND THIS IS ME..PERIOD.. WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME MORE THEN YOU HAVE? FEEL FREE TO. COME REAL THO, NO FAKES NO DRAMA MAKERS, I DONT WANA HEAR IT.JUST BE YOURSELF WITH ME, BECAUSE I'LL ACCEPT YOU NOT FOR WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE, FOR YOUR STYLE, MONEY, MATERIAL THINGS, I DON NEED THAT, JUST BE YOURSELF WITH ME. AND I SONT CARE WHO YOU ARE, AS LONG AS YOUR REAL WITH ME AND RESPECT ME AND LAUGH WITH ME, WERE CHILL. IM-OUTRO- -ANITA kEEp iiT gEE <

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OKAY YEAH SEE THIS GUY RIGHT HERE, YEA I DONT KNOW WHY IM PUTTING THIS UP, BECAUSE USUALLY WHEN I GET MAD AT HIM (WITHOUT HIM KNOWING)I END UP DELETING THIS AREA. =/. TRUTH=THIS GUY STILL HAS MY HEART. LIE= IM GUNA GIVE UP ON HIM. WOULD I? ONLY IF I REALLY HAD TO. BUT AS LONG AS HE HAS MY HEART, I GUESS IM STUCK. LAAMMEE.=/. BUT DAM IF ONLY I COULD FIND THE WORDS TO EXPLAIN... HES MY WORLD... STILL. WHY? I HAVE NO FLIPEN IDEAL. AS MUCH AS I TRY TO GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD, HE JUST POPS UP LIKE NOTHING, OUTTA NO WHERES. DAM IM SO AFRAID OF LOVING HIM. BECAUSE IVE GOTTEN HURT BY HIM TOO. WE BOTH HAVE BROUGHT SOME FRUSTRATING THINGS UPON EACHOTHER. WE BOTH HAVE BROKE EACHOTHERS HEARTS AT SOME POINT. BUT DEAM. IDK. SOMETHING ABOUT HIM. CAN IT BE THE WAY I LOOK INTO HIS EYES AND FOR SOME REASON BE ABLE TO KNOW I CAN LOOK INTO THEM FOREVER? OR THE WAY THE SUN SHINES AGAINST HIS EYES AND TURN THEM LIGHT BROWN? OR THAT SMILE. HMHM.OR HOW BOUT. THE WAY HE MOVED MY HAIR OUTTA THE WAY OF MY FACE AND GAVE ME A KISS THAT SEEM LIKES MY FIRST KISS EVRYTIME? OR THE WAY HE HUGGED ME AND HELD MY HAND IN PUBLIC, AND KISSED ME ON THE FOREHEAD, LIKE I WAS ALL THAT MATTERED TO HIM? MAN I HAVE NO IDEAL. HES HERE FOR ME. I KNOW THAT. WHEN I PRAYED FOR AN ANGEL WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH THE WORST TIME, HE WAS THERE. SO I CALL HIM MY ANGEL. WHEN I THOUGHT I LOST HIM AGAIN, I PRAYED FOR ANOTHER ANGEL, INSTEAD OF HAVING HIM AS MY ANGEL, AND HERE HE COMES BACK INTO MY LIFE! WHAT A COIKIDINK. GEEZ.LOL. I SEE THIS GUY FOR HIM BEING HIM, NOT FOR HIS LOOKS, NOT FOR ANYTHING, ALL I CARE ABOUT IS HIM. HE COULD HAVE NOTHING AT ALL, AND I'D STILL BE BY HIS SIDE, HE CAN SAY HE HAS NO ONE, AND IMA STILL BE HEAR WITHOUT HIM EVEN THINKING OF DAT. HE COULD THINK SO LITTLE OF HIMSELF AND HIS LIFE, BUT IM ALWAYS GOING TO BE PROUD OF HIM, AND I CAN STILL THINK OF HIM AS MY WORLD. HES MADE ME HAPPY WHEN I WAS DOWN, SHOOT HE STILL CAN. I LOVE HOW WE CAN LAUGH AT EVRYTHING. BUT UGH. I JUST HATE TO ADMIT TO HIM I LOVE HIM. BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO ADMIT IT, IF HES NOT GOING TO... WELL I BASICALLY ALREADY KNOW. HES JUST AFRAID OF SOMETHING THOUGH. JUST LIKE ME IM AFRAID OF GETTING HURT. I HONESTLY CANT SEE MYSELF WITH NO ONE ELSE BUT HIM. THATS WHY I TURN ALOT OF POEPLE DOWN WITH THIER FEELINGS, BECAUSE THIS DUDE ALREADY HAS THE KEY TO OPEN THE DOOR TO MY HEART. AND ONLY HE CAN HAVE IT.AND ONLY HE CAN UNLOCK THAT DOOR..WHEN HES READY AT LEAST..I DONT CARE IF HE DOESNT WANT TO BOTHER WITH ME AT TIMES, BECAUSE UM HE KNOWS IM GUNA POP INTO HIS MIND TOO, NO MATTER WHAT. HE CANT FIND ANYONE ELSE LIKE ME, OR ANYONE ELSE THAT CAN LVE HIM THE WAY I DO..I MEAN. HAVE. LMAO. =) BECAUSE IM HIS FIRST LOVE, LIKE THE WAY HES MINE. I NEVER FET LIKE THIS ABOUT NO ONE. AND IM GLAD HES IN MY LIFE. AND EVEN IF I WERE TO LOSE HIM TO SOMEONE ELSE I WOULD HAVE BEEN BLESSED TO KNOW AND EXPIERIENCE WHAT TRUE LOVE REALLY COULD BE.
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