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StarWhispers

Nothing can change who you are

About Me


Me.. hmmm well I love to write poetry and if you really want to know about me check my blogs. I have a cat who has been with me for 13 years. I am a nurse I am currently working full time and balancing school on top of going out with friends and having fun and watching my nephews grow up.

I am just me!

My Interests

I am a Nurse and inspiring photographer I mostly do one on one pictures so that the person can express themselves how ever they chose to. I try to give little or no direction so that all the pictures show ones true self and not the view of a stranger. I love sky diving wish I had more time for it. I also love scuba diving but not nearly as much. Most of my time is in school and work. I also love spending time with my family and friends just hanging out or going out.
GhostFor you, love is bittersweet. You seem to have been
through a lot and had a lot of
disappointments in your life, possibly
directly related to love. Though you've had
many setbacks, you still haven't given up
hope. You know you will find your solace
someday.Gemstone: Phantom Quartz Rose: Blue (Enigma, The Unattainable)

I'd like to meet:

Any and all I love to meet new people and do new things.

You are the crimson fairy your sad and depressed most of the time but you can have alot of happy moments in your life. You have a great loving heart you tend to hide from people in your own little shell. Dont be so distant be more scocial and life will be all good. name:Monique animal:raven element:darkness

Shhhhh... Bi Tiffany L
What is life but a reoccurring nightmare within our own mind. Which path do I follow? What life do I lead? A bare oasis underling the truth of what must be. Do I conform to normality, do I open my heart to possibility. A step in the wrong direction seems never ending. Such beauty in the complex weaving, so is told a tale of twenty two years. Unsteady beating of my thoughts against the rocks. Unknown is the abyss, this terrible creation that is me. A dwelling on who are you, why, what and how do you stop it. Choice of calm desperation over an angry pursuit. To the one who calls them selves my Love????? know this I am emotion of true response. I am expression of carelessness within my own being. I will see through Lies and give such yearning that you will wish to leave me immediately. Quiet whispers through the wind tell of hope and survival. Unfolded soul blank white stained with blood. Unfinished sympathy for those with such beautiful lies. Loathing want and hate. Needing understanding. Impatient for love. Holding morals within my eyes. Sensing purity lose through my hands. Burst of joy short lived by feelings of sorrow. Fade in reality, fade out of conciseness. Nameless pain lavishing upon an already shattered mind. Obsession for truth unspoiled with guilt. Lazy self worth, proving absolution of nothing. Despising greed of ones personal needs. Desiring my own punishment of exile. Knowing the hoping of protection of this youth is indelibly dismal. Heat rises long days short lived through paroles night. Excruciating loneliness closed off to allow who dare to enter my world. A hazy enchantment once felt sweetness, giving, warmth. A flash of instinct tells me to run and hide. Running into a wall of unbearable memories. Can you still see me.. No not my existence, me. Trying to show who I am. Noises off no one can hear me cry. Deathly illness, tortured person. No I must stop. Normality shining blue through leaves, brighter as morning wakes me. Pulling together the last sanity I have to help you understand me. Hard to know what to say. I love you.. Shh I love....

Music:

I love all music from classical to heavy metal.
The Birthday Massacre
Radio head
Lunaca Coil
Incubus
Gorillaz
Nine Inch nails
Cradle of filth
Element Eighty
Chevelle
Breaking benjamin
Slipnot
Trapt
Staind
Kittie

Your death will be from a broken heart...Most
likely because you fell in love with someone
you loved more then yourself or because your
not loved at all. You will die from just giving
up on life itself...not eatimg, not talking,
not doing anything. You will most likely die
alone in your house with nothing but the
picture of the one you love in your arms...


System of a down
KMFDM
Korn
Tool
Bush
Orgy
Collide
Portishead
Enya
Sade
Moby
Air
Deepak Chopra
Enigma
Tori amos
Madison Park
Flunk
Telepopmusik
Bjork
Miss Kittin
Massive Attack
A parfect circle
They might be giants
Pet shop boys
Supertramp
U2
Tears for fears
Eurythmics
Prince
Duran Duran
Til tuesday
Billy idol
Hall and Oats
Bread
Fleetwoodmac
Led Zepplin
Sting & the police
Depeche mode
The Cure

Poetry, That is what you are lookin for. A place to place your thoughts into, and translating them for the whole world to hear!! You love litterature and most of all, you have a curious attitude, that leads you to even more ideas. This is an awesome trait and never ever give that up. You are probably somewhat of a loner, or you have alot of friends that are in the same category as you are. You are probably a very imaginative person, and sometimes get lost within yourself.

Pros: Your imagination is over-whelming. You are extremely unique in every single way.

Cons: Some people take individuality as weirdness and think you as a weirdo or something of that sort. You also probably get frustrated within reality because you desire fantasy and adventure so much more. Did I mention mood swings?


Siouxsie and the banshees
London after midnight
Velvet acid christ
Linkin park
Green day
Janes addiction
Shiny Toy Guns
311
30 seconds to mars
Head Automatica
Panic at the Disco
Fall out boy
Jimmy eat world
My chemical romance
Dredg
The used
Placebo
Tattle tale
Garbage
DJ quicksilver
Liquid images
Delerium
Crystal method
Dj hydro
Dj skribble
Armin van buuren
Dj Tiesto
Sylver
Dj FBI
Cafe del mar
Dreadzone
The orb
Motzart
Vivaldi
Schiller mit Heppner
Paul Haslinger
and just my to many to remeber.
You are the Goddess of darkness:You just want to
always be alone and you don't really have that
many fiends but when you get mad you want to
make sure everybody feels your wrath!

Brain overload http// error.....(black screen of Death)....... reloading........... The lastest concerts I went to were Nine Inch Nails and Chevelle / Tap Root.

Movies:



I love Anime movies!! I have to many favorites to really say which is the best. But one old classic comes to mind The Last Unicorn, turned me on to everything anime.
You are the Dark and mysterious cat demon. You
don't let people get close to you and you don't
socialize. I guess its from past problems.

Television:

I like Discovery and Adult Swim. I love the series Heroes!
Not to big on watching tv rather play comp games or hang with friends in my spare time.
You are a chronos angel (an angel of time) you have
made many mistakes in your life and took the
time to make them right you are a forgiving
person and always give people who desearve it a
second chance female name:Rose male name:Cody element:chronos weapon:scorcerers staff mythical animal:hippogriff

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Books:

The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty by Anne Rice. Wow that serise made me cry get excited and overwhelmed and well..............

If you read them youll know what I am saying!

The Sensual Vampire

Heroes:



* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I have yet to have someone inspire me so much to think as them as a true hero but past heros are real in my eyes.
your an earth nymph! you love animals, and you feel
most comfortable around them. you are probably
a little shy around people, so some see you as
distant. your also very intelligent, and you
love to read.

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Posted by StarWhispers on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 08:15:00 PST

More Sleepless Nights

I was listening to band unknow by most called Aim song Cold Water Music...
Posted by StarWhispers on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 02:51:00 PST

What dose it matter

This is a letter from a past love of 6 years that ended just last year but this letter was in the beginning. If only he didn't become dependent of me and use me I would have never made him go. No wor...
Posted by StarWhispers on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 01:25:00 PST

Jaded

I was listening to a CD I made called Calm track list 1. Tattle Tale - Glass Vase Cello Case 2. A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras 3. Bush - Letting the Cables Sleep 4. Radiohead - Talk Sho...
Posted by StarWhispers on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 07:03:00 PST

The Game of Loneliness


Posted by StarWhispers on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 03:08:00 PST

False Engagement


Posted by StarWhispers on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 02:23:00 PST

For her


Posted by StarWhispers on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 11:02:00 PST

Felt


Posted by StarWhispers on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 04:25:00 PST