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Jessica

“this is the first day of my life I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you But now I don’t car

About Me

Hi im Jessica im 23 years old and my family and friends are my life. i work a lot but in my free time i really injoy baking and cooking its a passion of mine. i want to someday own my own little bakery or catering company.I have a boyfriend that means the world to me...his name is luke. he is my peanutbutter to my jelly.I'm always open to try anything. im a very understanding person.but i do put people in there place when needed. other things i like to do are...i like to read and write a lot. i also love to get on stickam and hang with friends on there. i really love video games and i love being at home...im defently a homebody.watching movies or the food network and cooking a good dinner are some of my fav things to do. but i also love to have fun! so if you would like to get to know me message me.

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My Interests

Music,video games,reading,writting,coca cola,texas holdem poker,full tilt,my dog stewie,family,friends,cooking...my job.

I'd like to meet:

touch, lying on the floor wishing this could last but knowing that it can't and soon you will leave and i will be on the floor, watching the tv, trying hard to find a reason to move i'm frozen in one place, staring at the screen listening to the rain falling on the street some days go on too long and no one can hang out tonight here, where the carpet is cool and soft, underneath the clock i feel my weary heart is put to rest you gather around your friends the connection that you feel when the night has not yet died you are new with a promise of a love you will probably never find and touch that you can really feel the brokenness inside as hope and less collide now nothing is real (you are new and near now to someone you used to love when you were young; when all was gold and you two touched and felt the flutter underneath your skin. you stood in glowing rooms, the light dripping from both of you. and nothing since has felt as radiant or real.) and there is nothing more i want than just one night that's free of doubt and sadness one night that i can really feel.i wanna meet people who are willing to be genuine to me.--------------And i also wanna meet him

Music:

Bright Eyes,Cursive,Evaline,30 seconds to mars,nine inch nails, tom petty,darkest hour,chimaira,bozo porno circius,betty x, smashing pumpkins,the industry,staind,slayer,the doors,in flames,coal chamber,devildriver,ulver,dying fetus,killswich,ill nino,stutterfly,nile,morbid angel,zao,lamb of god,skinny puppy,manson,david bowie,billy idol,weezer,as ashes fall,hedon,prozac staple, pathos,death,poison the well,as i lay dying,norma jean,seventh star,opeth,a perfect circle,nemo dna,the cure,the black dahlia murder,himsa,bleeding through,rob zombie,dashboard,him deftones,manntis,36 crazyfists,velvet acid christ,Chevelle,nonpoint, and many more.

Movies:

american beauty,donnie darko,dancer in the dark,may,romeo and juliet,finding nemo,lilo and stich,beauty and the beast,dumb and dumber,pulp fiction,requiem for a dream,the cell,friday the 13th,nightmare on ele street,nightmare before christmas,highway,american history x,ghost world,the neverending story,alice in wonderland,return of oz,kids,ALL christmas movies,may, clockwork orange, spun,the sandlot,scarface,the notebook,thirteen,the dreamers,casino,party monster,eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,cheats,super troopers, the dark crystal,milo and otis,beatle juice,empire records,peter pan,and many more

Television:

I love Inuyasha,family guy,rosanne,invador zim...there is more i just dont remember right now

My Blog

my life

i notice a lot of you are having a real hard time understanding where luke is comming from. he has real bad communication skills but i know him. and i know that i need to be careful but theres a lot y...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 05 May 2008 06:45:00 PST

back

this is luke talking. I know hurt Jessica really bad, and I know what I did was not right. But let me explain what happened form where I was standing. First of all, let me tell you that my past relati...
Posted by Jessica on Sun, 04 May 2008 06:09:00 PST

tear me apart.

today is not a good day for me..i dont even know what to do next. i feel very alone. i couldent even get up and go to work because my emotions are so fucked up...last night i talked to luke at like 3 ...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 01:47:00 PST

twist

so theres a new twist...so i guess luke has a girlfriend! doesnt this sound kinda like what happend to me last time????? it does! how wonderful and he was fucking this girl not even 24 hours of kissin...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 01:32:00 PST

goal.

i cant change what happend or how people feel but i can change myself if thats what makes me happy...so im starting new with or without love by my side...but right now my family and friends are the on...
Posted by Jessica on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 07:15:00 PST

half of a heart

you know when you put your whole heart into love for the first time in a long time and they crush you like it was nothing....it really hurts deep. i kinda feel lost and at a lose of words. basicly luk...
Posted by Jessica on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 12:33:00 PST

addicted to stickam

sooo i found this site kinda like myspace called stickam but everythings live =) its pretty fun! so you should add me on there....my name on there is jessicadecay     find me! add...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:44:00 PST

vegetarian

so i disided to become a vegetarian for many reasons...i recently got really involved in animal crulty and and learning a lot about how discusting meat really is...i feel like theres so many alternati...
Posted by Jessica on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 08:33:00 PST

Windows.

finaly moving forward. instead of staying in one place and falling back...i can feel the change. i dont feel good nor bad. but at least ive finaly got to this point...it took me almost 7 months. its w...
Posted by Jessica on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 12:24:00 PST

Love and loss

  Dear Grandpap- i wish i could of been there more often. the last time i saw you...you were suffering and i got angry. i wanted so much to just stay there with you and help you. theres a lot i ...
Posted by Jessica on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 11:14:00 PST