Nadia

LET'S SEE. IT'S ALWAYS WEIRD WHEN YOU HAVE TO WRITE STUFF ABOUT YOUSELF. I WAS BORN IN A SMALL TOWN IN STRADFORD CONN. MOVED TO NEW YORK WHEN I WAS FIVE. WHEN I WAS FOURTEEN MY PARENTS MOVED US TO SARASOTA, FL. WHERE I STAYED UNTIL I WAS 20 something. COLORADO WAS A TEMPORARY THING. MOVED TO NY ABOUT TWO YEARS AGO. I FEEL THAT IT BRINGS A BALANCE TO MY LIFE. A LITTLE BIT OF CITY. CALIFORINA IS A PLACE I THINK ONE DAY I'D LIKE TO LIVE. IT JUST HAS SO MUCH TO OFFER. THE WARM WEATHER AND THE SUN MAKES ME HAPPY. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ANY ONE WOULD WANT TO BE COLD AND CRANKY ALL THE TIME. I LIKE TO FEEL MY HANDS AND FEET. :-) I'VE LEARNED THAT WISDOM IS ONLY SOMETHING THAT COMES WITH AGE. AND THAT PEOPLE AREN'T ALWAYS WHAT YOU MAY WANT THEM TO BE. THAT YOU MUST CREATE HAPPINESS WITHIN YOURSELF BEFORE YOU CAN MAKE ANYONE ELSE HAPPY AROUND YOU. I'VE LEARNED THAT BEING A TOUGH ASS ALL THE TIME WILL GET YOU NO WHERE AND THAT YOU SHOULD PROTECT OTHERS HEARTS AS YOU WOULD PROTECT YOUR OWN. THAT THINGS CAN BE FORGIVEN BUT MAYBE NEVER FORGOTTEN. I KNOW THAT IT IS BULLSHIT WHEN SOME ONE TELLS YOU THAT YOU CAN'T CHANGE SOMEONE THAT THEY CAN ONLY CHANGE THEMSELVES. PEOPLE CHANGE PEOPLE EVERYDAY. IF ANYONE CAN CALL TRUTHS ON THAT IT IS ME. I STRIVE TO BE THE BEST THAT I CAN. I WORK HARD AND LIKE TO HAVE TIME TO PLAY. I'M LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT LOVE ME. THAT I'VE BROKE HEARTS AND HAD MY HEART BROKEN. THAT WHEN SOMEONE IS SCARED TO LOVE YOU IT MAKES YOU AFRAID TO LOVE THEM BACK. TO LOVE IS TO LEARN. I HATE WHEN TWO PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE AND COMPLETLY LOOSE SENSE OF WHO THEY WERE AS INDIVISUALS. BECAUSE YOU WILL FEEL LOST WHEN IT'S OVER ALTHOUGH FINDING YOURSELF AGAIN IS EMPOWERING TO SEE WHAT YOU CAN DO. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND THE THINGS YOU DREAM OF AND LOVE. IF NOBODY ELSE DOES..... FUCK'EM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !! LOOKING BACK ON YOUR TEARS CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH BUT LOOKING BACK ON YOUR LAUGHTER CAN ON DAY MAKE YOU CRY..... MAKE THE MOST OF YOUR LIFE. IT'S BEAUTIFUL, IT'S EXCITING AND IT'S YOURS....................................................... ................................... SO ROCK ON WITH YOUR BAD SELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!