Trillium

About Me

Truth
is the swell of a breath
and the visions closed eyes see:
the palpable mystery of the person.

My Interests

music, laughing, dancing, movies, books, outdoor parties, camping, burning man, traveling, natural hot springs, sunrise, the desert, the ocean, the forest, distorted music, punk, psytrance, reading, writing, snuggling, kisses, eye contact, striped socks, circus arts, getting naked, kitty kats, sunshine, playing with fire, vegetarianism, anarchy, love, transmutation of consciousness, psychedelics, life...

I'd like to meet:

"There's no escaping the madness! -- we're all mad here, you know. I'm mad. You're mad. It's a mad, mad world!"

Music:

dark and twisted psytrance, The Epoxies, Dresden Dolls, Depeche Mode, Joy Division, New Order, The Pixies, Tom Waits, Siouxsie, Babyland, Psyclon Nine, Wumpscut, Hocico, NIN, The Cure, The Books, Legendary Pink Dots, Wolfsheim, Miss Kittin, Fischerspooner, Le Tigre, Bikini Kill, Dead Kennedys, The Misfits, Operation Ivy, The Pogues, The Nipple Erectors/The Nips, NOFX, Fifteen, Ashtray, Propaghandi, Jawbreaker, Built to Spill, Modest Mouse, The Clash, The Faint, Janis Joplin, Knife for Freumler, c/a/t, Terrorfakt, Venetian Snares, Izoloscope, Vidna Obama, Nam Shub of Enki, Enduser

Movies:

Baraka, Star Wars trilogy, Leaving Las Vegas, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Amores Perros, Donnie Darko, Footloose, Labrynth, Lord of the Rings, Nightmare Before Christmas, The Goonies, Edward Scissorhands, 16 Candles, Heathers, Inland Empire, Night Watch

Television:

television rots your brain.

Books:

anything bukowski, Catcher in the Rye, The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down, On the Road, Invisible Monsters, Still Life With Woodpecker, Villa Incognito, House of Spirits, Days of War, Nights of Love, King Leopold's Ghost, Daughter of Fortune, Ender's Game, poetry by Octavio Paz, The Poisonwood Bible, Said the Shotgun to the Head (Saul Williams)

Heroes:

Emma Goldman

My Blog

Blowing Kisses to the Fey

Fire sparks faerie merry hide-and-seek twirl-and-swirl sensual flames massage bare skin, core warmth my back to the fire blowing kisses to the fey clavical exploration beginners mind what is this body...
Posted by Trillium on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 11:14:00 PST

We can Create Whatever we want

"we are the answers we seek, the solution we conspire towards" It's been awhile since A.U.M but not a day goes by that i don't have this pure inspiration, pure love flowing through my veins. In a sing...
Posted by Trillium on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:40:00 PST

Synesthesia

Noisy rhythmic cyclespulse into thick nitescapesdripping heatwrithing energy, the ground breathes mysteryand the flies are on fire.Scry into darknessvast caverns of mindsoul bodyinterpreting dreamsin ...
Posted by Trillium on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 03:17:00 PST

Out of the Dream, Out of the Night

Slinking out of submission sliding back in beneath morning heavy fog clumsily clasping hands with control releasing into darkness the exact moment between awake and asleep. Scooping up visionary parti...
Posted by Trillium on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 11:44:00 PST

Wow, hmmm. where to even start? I spent a magical week in the woods, in an environment of such open and honest interaction (with myself, with others, with Earth, with the Divine). I witnessed and part...
Posted by Trillium on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 04:32:00 PST

Luna.see

My womb is angry today. Weight on my shoulders presses down from snarling spires, instinct struggling against callous force. Greedy red alarm clock swoops into my fantasies, steals my dreams, hides my...
Posted by Trillium on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 10:49:00 PST

Passion Wants To (Unbury the Bones)

Bones are buried in the earth, but the house is on fire and children run screaming into the void. The flimsy handle of a plastic spoon can't dig you out of this enigma, threshold dripping like an over...
Posted by Trillium on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 12:19:00 PST

Serpentine Halo Crescendo

Bound and elegantly suspendedat a rapturous daydream's dawn.Lucid shine refractions echo in the grasp of a thousand mirrors. Vertigo struck sensessink sideways through a twisted miragepalpable disori...
Posted by Trillium on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 11:35:00 PST

To Be or Two See Bee?

An unexpectedly brilliant sunny day follows a dizzy moment of me falling through you. Wrapped in a fractal embrace third eye visions dance across blue moonbeams, bathed in dim spiral light. Breath of ...
Posted by Trillium on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 05:02:00 PST

Exuberant Thanks

Prompted by my horoscope last week (www.freewillastrology.com) that spoke of gratitude: "Of what practical value is it to express gratitude for what you've already been given? Here's why: Expressing e...
Posted by Trillium on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:20:00 PST