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About Me


“What is a ghost? A tragedy condemned to repeat itself time and again? An instant of pain, perhaps. Something dead which still seems to be alive. An emotion suspended in time. Like a blurred photograph. Like an insect trapped in amber.”
I'm Jo. I'm a NICE person, so don't judge me purely by what I wear. I'm a little bit crazy sometimes, but you'll get used to it.
The most important things in my life are my friends. I love them more than anything. I honestly wouldn't know what to do if they weren't here. You are all so wonderful. x
I love nature, and I’m most definitely the type of person who will randomly run up to a tree and give it a great big hug. I like making a statement of my randomness, and I’m not ashamed to be called a “freak.”
In my lifetime, I want to create or do something that will have a lasting impact on the world. I don’t want to be just another “no one.” I was clearly put here for a reason.
We've all been lost for most of this life.
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us.
And I know that most of us just ain't right.
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride .
Do you bury me when I'm gone?
Do you teach me while I'm here?
Just as soon as I belong,
Then it's time I disappear.
"You cannot love everyone; it is ridiculous to think you can. If you love everyone and everything you lose your natural powers of selection and wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality. If anything is used too freely it loses its true meaning. Therefore, the Satanist believes you should love strongly and completely those who deserve your love, but never turn the other cheek to your enemy!"
- Anton LaVey
Your Love Style is Storge
For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing.
And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind
(You've been known to still have connections with exes.)
Sometimes your love is not the most passionate.
Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave.
You Live in The Present
You take things one day at a time.
And it turns out, that's a pretty great way to live.
You aren't consumed by the past, and you're aren't obsessed with the future.
You live in the now, and you enjoy each moment.
While most people don't live in the present enough, make sure you don't live in it too much.
It would be a mistake to forget your past or neglect to plan for the future.
You Are an "A-OK"
Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be."
Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next.
You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock.
You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.

You are the Sense of Sight
You are a very observant, detail oriented person.
You are able to take in a lot of information at once.
You often see things that other people never notice.
You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.
You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.
When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.
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My Interests



LEGALISE CANNABIS!

I LIKE:
Tea, coffee, hot chocolate, friends, parties, music, walking, climbing, skiing, swimming, singing, dancing, rain, sun, snow, thunder and lighting, horror movies, pasta, staying up late, taking photos, adventure, getting lost, flowers and nature, animals, magic, laughing/making people laugh, learning new languages, freedom & independance, INDIVIDUALISM, funky socks, meeting new people and making new friends, camping, Satanism.
I DON'T LIKE:
Bitchiness, rumours, liars, jealousy, exclusion, players, users, manipulative people, Big Brother, Anime, uncomfortable temperatures, early mornings (or being woken up in general), two-facedness, Barbie wannabes (i.e. Plastics), spiders, TV adverts, traffic, desperate/obsessive/clingy people, try-hards, people that judge me before they get to know me.

I'd like to meet:

Lamb and Lynx Gaede (Prussian Blue)
...and anyone else who's alternative and friendly. =]

Music:

30 Seconds To Mars
AC/DC
Alice Cooper
Avenged Sevenfold
Black Sabbath
Blink 182
Bon Jovi
Bullet For My Valentine
The Calling
Cradle of Filth
Deathstars
Deep Purple
DevilDriver
Disturbed
Dragonforce
Evanescence
Green Day
Good Charlotte
Guns N Roses
HIM
Iron Maiden
Ko?n
Led Zeppelin
Linkin Park
Lordi
Lostprophets
Machine Head
Madina Lake
Magnum
Marilyn Manson
Metallica
Murderdolls
Muse
My Chemical Romance
Nickelback
Nine Inch Nails
Pantera
Paramore
The Prodigy
Prussian Blue
Radiohead
Rammstein
Rob Zombie
The Rolling Stones
Saliva
Scorpions
Seether
Slipknot
Soil
Sonata Arctica
Stone Sour
System of a Down
Thin Lizzy
Twisted Sister
W.A.S.P.

Movies:

The Exorcist (all)
Scream Trilogy
Scary Movie (1,2,3,4)
The Lord of The Rings (1,2,3)
Pirates of the Caribbean (1,2,3)
Pearl Harbor
The Grudge
Creep
Saw (1,2,3,4)
Coyote Ugly
Kidulthood
Without a Paddle

Television:

The Bill
Blackadder
Bones
Casualty
Cold Blood
Eastenders
Green Wing
Holby Blue
Holby City
Hollyoaks
How I Met Your Mother
Fawlty Towers
Friends
Lee Evans
Little Britain
Midsomer Murders
Silent Witness
Taggart
The Worst Week of My Life
Waking The Dead
Waterloo Road
Wire In The Blood

Books:

To be honest, I really can't be fucked to read... unless it's the occasional article in a magazine or the back of a DVD case. =]

Heroes:

My friends. I don't know where I'd be without them. They keep me alive.

My Blog

Experience and a warning.

I'm standing, chatting to my friends. Someone comes from behind and wraps a belt round my neck. Although I am expecting it, I gasp and immediately feel light-headed. I get dizzy. I feel myself floatin...
Posted by P dystopia P on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 06:43:00 PST

Faint - Linkin Park

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact That everybody can see these scars I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel But ...
Posted by P dystopia P on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 08:30:00 PST

Shamandalie - Sonata Arctica

In good old times, remember my friend,Moon was so bright and so close to us, sometimesWe were still blind and deaf, what a bliss.Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now."Can we ever have ...
Posted by P dystopia P on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 04:23:00 PST

Another interesting update!

Well yesterday was Valentine's Day, which is supposed to be a happy and romantic day, obviously. Apparently not, as the case may be between Mum and Bob. Yesterday Nick was being extremely vague toward...
Posted by P dystopia P on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 10:39:00 PST

A Poem For Psychos

Never fear. Do not fret. Murder is your safest bet. You won't cry. You won't die. It takes a huge weight off your mind. If you're scared, Be aware, That KILLING them is only fair. They make you ...
Posted by P dystopia P on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 11:34:00 PST

Following on the drama...

Yesterday: I woke up to hear Mum shouting. I stood on the landing and listened. I could here her slagging me off to Granny, and Bob occasionally contributing, as he likes to do. They were saying what...
Posted by P dystopia P on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:10:00 PST

BOB MUST PAY.

Bob is a bully. He's been brain washing Mum from the start; turning her against me... manipulating everything to make me appear like some evil twisted daughter who wants to see her mother suffer...
Posted by P dystopia P on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 06:48:00 PST

Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit - (beautiful song, that I can really relate to at the moment)

No one knows what it's likeTo be the bad manTo be the sad manBehind blue eyesAnd no one knowsWhat it's like to be hatedTo be faded to telling only liesBut my dreams they aren't as emptyAs my conscious...
Posted by P dystopia P on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 03:43:00 PST

I was sitting and contemplating my past (school days), when I wrote this.

All those years of hurt and blame And tears that fell like pouring rain. Words that cut like razor-blades. Soul, black as the ace of spades.   You think that after all these years I might forget ...
Posted by P dystopia P on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 09:21:00 PST

Motherfuckers

I find it remarkable how people believe that they can treat my like shit, simply because there is a quality about me that they don't like. For example, I often receive comments such as "Emo!" or "Goth...
Posted by P dystopia P on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 10:24:00 PST