I love to be around people, but at the same time i think that its when you are around people that you can feel most alone, i find that the closer i become to people the further i push them away
I hate being lied too
I think friendship comes first, but that its a two way street
I have a awful habbit of reading into things too much and taking the things people say to me to heart
I'm insecure
I tend to be doormatty
i like to be nice to people - i like people to be happy and i will be nice to people, untill they give me a reason not to be, but even then i believe in second chances, occasionally i believe in third chances....
I tend to be more open with people i dont know and more closed off with those i do.
I'm scared of letting people in, even though id like too
Id like to see my friends more often
Sometimes im not too sure of who i am
Occasionally I can come across as cold and distant, i dont mean too, but sometimes i get so lost in thoughts and feelings that i just shut off
I dont like people who think im a slag because of how i dress -- what i wear DOES NOT define who i am.You dont know me and i definatly want nothing to do with narrow minded shits like you =)
I just fount my old website...bit crap mind...click HERE . . . .
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Lorah
Birthday: 23/09/1985
Birthplace: Nottingham
Current Location: Nottingham
Eye Color: greeny
Hair Color: browny
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage:
The Shoes You Wore Today: trainers
Your Weakness: caring to much, alcohol
Your Fears: having no friends, lonliness, the dark (when im alone)
Your Perfect Pizza: anything vegi
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: see my friends more in situations which dont invlove alcohol
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i dont have MSN anymore except on sundays
Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck
Your Best Physical Feature: dunno, maybe eyes
Your Bedtime: anytime between 9pm and 1am
Your Most Missed Memory: being young in general really, how things were simpler and friendship seemed truer and there were no worrys about work or the next pay check or aying the bills, life was fun and games
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: yuck- actually fuck it maccy ds for a mcflurry
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: dunno
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanillia, but nice vanillia, like ben and jerrys vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino is coffee, what a stupid question
Do you Smoke: occasionaly
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: badly
Do you Shower Daily: i try to
Have you Been in Love: no
Do you want to go to College: been there
Do you want to get Married: one day
Do you belive in yourself: na
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: more so now that iv moved out
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: piano, keep meaning to learn guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: oh yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: uuummm if you could call it that
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: haha can we count broadmarsh they like to call themselfs a mall
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: um no actually, since we cant go on citys any more grrr arrrrg
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been called a Tease: yes many a time, evil people.........
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: in a suicide pact with someone i love then neither of us will have to die last
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: happily married with my friends near by (because im soft me).
What country would you most like to Visit: ooooh too many to choose........ australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: anything, as long as they arent lifeless
Favourite Hair Color: anything that suits the individual, i tend to go for darker hair or funky died colours tho i guess
Short or Long Hair: anything that suits the individual, i dunno, my tastes swap and change, i like what i like
Height: a guy - taller than me, a girl- dont care
Weight: blegh
Best Clothing Style: and again anything that suits them, i tend to like alt/rock styles, and lease no trousers tucked into socks.... chavs....yuck
Number of Drugs I have taken: dunno
Number of CDs I own: not many, i tend to download and store on my computer
Number of Piercings: 8
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a few
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"Goodbye. I am leaving because I am bored."
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